just a collection of all of my favourite songs I have created/feature on. if you are new to my account I recommend you check this out first to see if you like my vibe :)

My Favourite Songs

Stepping on legos

My leading single for my up-and-coming Album "Bruise the Aux volume 1". I hope you enjoy this song Yung Ciarious and I made together, there are many more songs to come in this style so I hope you enjoy :)

Civil War (feat. Yung Ciarious)

RICHARD.

Super proud of this one, hope you enjoy. 

:)

Kindle.

This is NOT an original song by me, all credits go to logic for this one👍👍

Self Medication (Remix)

Hurricane Party

Snow Angelz

Prod. by SNRP on Youtube. super underrated with incredible production chops. This specific beat was titled "this earl sweatshirt beat found you" 

Lyrics:
I'm feeling soooo...
...I'm so outta key
I'm so outta key
yeah bitch, I'm so outta key
I'm so outta key

I shared the skeleton Key
with you MFs, spilling the tea 
and yet no one even drink it.
Do I scald all of ye?
or do I burn myself?

I know I did a couple things,
a few trophies on shelf(oops).
for some accomplishments
but I want the 

Top Shelf,
Top Dollar,
Top of all the litter,
don't even use a Dollar here, euro
loser if you pointed that shit out.
Point is I'm looking for some currency, some cheddar in my bank account.
but im (on) the borderline of lactose intolerance the way I'm shitting out

these EPs, and these mixtapes,
to a fanbase of three.
My Mom, Ciar, and an onlyfans bot with feet
in her bio and her profile, hope that she's an OG.
in 5 years, she'll be proud of me.

[verse 2:]
Tried to prove myself,
tried improving, self 
help on bookshelves,
getting educated baby, 
would that help?

can't help but wonder,
am I climbing up the ladder or remaining under?
bad luck,
like a broken mirror, I am a mutt.
Chasing black kitty cats as I'm stuck in a rut.

as of late, out of place
open umbrella, under shelter
from the rain...

pouring in another state,
I do not know why I'm this way,
my life is good yet I complain 

every single song
how "im living wrong"
instead of just pulling up my thong
doing what it takes 
just wanna do great
 so why the hell do I wait?

just make up my damn mind
before I reach a flatline
do I take the safe route,
 or reach for the damn sky.

time is tickin,
you ain't got the time to be a chicken,

so decide quickly.

18 now, 
but in 8 minutes will you feel completed?
18 now, 
but in 8 minutes will you feel completed?
18 now, 
but in 8 minutes will you feel completed?
18 now, 
but in 8 minutes.

Skeleton Key.

Prod. by bbglos on youtube, Instagram + Soundcloud. crazy good stuff

Lyrics:
Gettin' rid of it
Never easy, always stop before
I'm rid of it

mama made a drink for me,
I said that I'd get it.
Cold Hot Chocolate while I'm 
laying in my bed, sweating.

Hitzefrei.
it's blistering hot outside but im just rotting in recline.
my friends be trynna link up but I always just decline.
I want the clocks to go on strike cause I aint makin' time 
at least twice a day at this point I hit up the line

of my boy Richard, he always insisting..
the links consisting, of some new positions
hard as concrete as I'm cementing my ✨️place✨️
Never complete, always finish first place
same place I begun
I'm feeling stuck in my ways.

Sunk in Tarpits, as I fall back in the race.
I think im falling behind.
7 months in, the second week of July
and yet no placements
pretty fast year flew by, 
I'm still here chasing

butterflies in stomach still cocoons
and I just hate that
I let someone on television groom me all the way back
to like the shit I do.


[verse 2:]
2019 was 2019 days ago,
2020 when I met a girl who pierced my heart bro
flutter stomach led into 21' 
'22... years of simping finally paying off

we got together, gazed at stars
I truly felt she was the one for me.
ever since desensitised
To stomach flies
no lack of tries, either

truly I just gave it a whirl 
but I've been fumbling girls.
my heart aint in it, 
I was trynna fill it.
these caterpillars truly never finish
metamorphosising
I just try and try
and try again
and NOTHING

end of discussion.
any time it's going somewhere, lack of interest rush in,
it's a pesticide.
I've tested it with 5.
my love is dead, not alive
so I be turning to guys
like Richard.
He's my right-hand man,
I guess he's just consistent.

not the mind-games,
somethin real
somethin airtight, 
yeahhh that's what I've been needing.

hope I find it in time.




Cold Hot Chocolate.

hopped on the legend J Dilla's amazing beat for this track. listen to "donuts" on all streaming services and the original two can win will be there. it's a hip-hop classic so definitely check it out if you fw the production here

[FENIX ~ Verse 1]
My dick is not flaccid
In fact it is massive
Look at my reaction
This cold, need some aspirin
Rappers be aspiring To be on level
You cannot match with this shit you dishevelled
Scoop up your hits like it's shit with the shovel

Cannot spare feelings that you have just revelled in
For far too long quit your begging for listens
Go get outside and start getting some bitches

Only one winner, I'll eat you for dinner, 
Chef Boiardi in this bitch,
Independent, make hits like im debruyne in the drafts
Bring Silence volumes all up to the masses, holy, 
Cause competition is stacked.

It's harder and harder to get any placements so bringing my friends to the front is so massively vital.
Like a spinal chord, we connected through discs,
Not to mention on the low we're touching some tips😏

(Legally would like to make it clear that we are not in fact, touching tips.)

[Ciar ~ verse 2]:

Ya, ya, what is this
Im readin all yo texts 
I dont know why, it got me feelin like this 
U still dont got a man, we could be feelin like this
Fly her out to paris gon be stealin your bitch 

Got a band, got another band ya
I been stacked 
I just crashed the benz ya (shit)
Caught a flight for 20 amsterdam ya
Then circut zandvoor
We really runnin laps anim 

Goin fast like max 
Vertappin so u know we do the dash in
He tryna over lap him
Now Russell tryne scrap him
Now pull up to my mansion 
Now we watchen jimmy fallon 
Now we gon hash shi

Dont do no fuckin rash shi 
Dont fuck around w my shit (my bitch)
You see my toilet 
EVEN THAT SHI WAS FUCKEN EXPENSIVE 

I dont want shit
I just get shit
I got money to burn and i wreck shit
Im reckless 

Again and again i just try to pretend like its not worth a cent try to humble myself but again and again i just try to defend my heart from the devil but then i give in

Im bathin in riches your scrubbin some dishes 
We both just some bitches but i won your misses 

Now.. you better listen
1 can win? 2 bitch 
1 can win?2 bitch
2 bitch 
Yaya

Two Can Win (The Single)

Credit:LOVEKXVI
YouTube: @lovekxvi8390
Lyrics:
[CIAR ~ Verse 1]
Im independent 
With more resentment
Independent lookin for contemptmemt 
Getting there 
Through the storm 
It takes 2 to dance
My head and hands 
Dancin on the pages 
Writin with the melodies 
Then tearin up the sheets
In my sheets dreamin bout the past
And my future, but it dont hirt as bad as it used ta 
Now wait
I dont wanna have to wait, decide my fate, my pulse pulsates, like ocean gate im runnin this maze, ina daze but i just keep catching strays (RAILROADRUNNING REFRENCE AYYYEE)
Idk what im sayn, am i insane, i took the blame, hoped on that train wishin for some better days
Now cummon 
Fly me through the storm 
Fly me through thw storm  

[FENIX ~ Verse 2:]
Yeah we flying to the moon like we fuckin sinatra
Hit this track barrelling like monsoons cause disasters 
In the eye of many 
Yeah we in the epicentres 
Get your epipen up
Cause we shocking to your system
I remember back in class boy I would never listen
Now I graduated free to do the things im destined
Sinatra Soared to Space so imma follow in the footsteps of greats
And man you know it's done with grace
I couldn't help but just chase the shine of starlight 
With the glimmer and gleam
Thats why I'm rapping on these beats and forming myself a team
I'm trynna fly so High so I can flee the self esteem
 that I once had in the past but now I'm leaving that
Asthenosphere is where I'm leaving all the chitter-chat
From all the bitches who was hating on the set list or clothes hanging in my dresser when I couldn't even get up
Now im reaching beyond
Beyond that, I'm offended with
The fact you can't rap,
Yet you think you can
Just boss me around
Like im a greyhound who's found at the pound, yeah im boutta pound the people who played me for lapdog
I aint obediant
So imma beat you in
Yea you cannot stop it
Si-volume is popping
Our shit you can't top it
Cause we up on top BITCH

[CIAR ~ Verse 3:]
Why should i have to wait, debate the feelings i cant take, the reasons i cant take the chance of 
YAYAYA
My patience bouncin off the floor, im out for more
Wish ida talked to her more, but i want the score
Im runnin runnin out the door im out the door
Im runnin runnin out for more im lit for war
(Ya civil war)
Im runnin runnin
Oh 
Through the storm
Huh
Wait cuz u and me we dont got time to contemplate 
Im talkin
Thats life what she said i let sit in my head, take those words fly me to the moon when im dead
In
First class, she my first ass (thats what i said when she first asks)
(Slap) ok i deserve that 
Lemme take it back
In 5 years ill be rich, ill have yo bitch
I got the trick, its the rhymes i spit
But
I aint worth shit
I aint got a million
But i will be with this
Silence speaks volumes is the trick

[FENIX ~ Verse 4:]
DND
do not disturb when I be draggin my nuts on your bitch in the back of the dungeon.
DND
Do not disturb if you thinkin there's only one way to succeed and that I flunked it.
DND
Do Not Disturb if you're hearing the beats and (the) EQ'S accusing dysfunction 
or lackin of knowledge, 
to do the things im really wanting,
DND
Just cause you're right and I'm clueless don't mean that you gotta just flaunt it
cause lately I sit and wonder 
what the hell we doin over
these beats and these tracks
 just distractions from facts
 that this rap shit won't last
I wanna be big
I wanna be great 
but lately I been feelin like there's so much on my plate
of course I'm eatin though
but you all know 
thats (the) usual
but my drive been driving people off
away as of late
im feeling lost in the world,
dark fantasy days
I'm a monster
filled with power
girl you gotta runaway 
because I'm on the prowl
never see all of the lights
because I spend (all of) the nights
making one hell of a live 
performance
it's so appalling
I put the blame upon the game that We no-names have to remain
subservient to
you can confirm in the booth
that "making it" feels like we 
flying in a storm
fighting in a war-torn feud

I still love it tho🤷‍♂️
 

Sinatra (The Single)

"this beat has chosen you" - by "SNRP" on YouTube. Good shitt

final single before our very first full length mixtape "SILENCESPEAKSVOLUMES"

we hope you enjoy, and that you'll be seated on Sunday September 28th.

Lyrics:
[FENIX ~ verse 1]
Chasing, all this.
I want to be an artist, starving or not.
It's dark in the night,
as I'm wishing on the stars that
fall from the sky, 
gets heavy on my mind.

mind over matter doesn't matter when I'm tongue-tied
never ever chatter, don't confront the feelings inside
I'd rather work around the clock, 
work around the cause,
working out, so I never have to worry bout..

going down a wrong path
think I'll hit a rough patch
know this feeling will pass
yet I won't deserve that

imposter syndrome kicking in, close the shudder.
paranoia kicking in, as I shudder.
all the peeps who watch from outside
capturing this once beloved guy
stock the image, get a lot of photos,
fill the tabloids

*📸*

[CIAR ~ Verse 2]
Not gon put up a fight 
Not gon sleep for the night
Ik that this shit aint right
There nothin runnin in my head
Running sessions in the shed
Runnin in my mind 
They wont forget my face again
Like wait
All these creepos in my home
Snappin pictures on their phone
The evil they embed 
Its lethal they inject

Got a fever in my stream
(These) non believers in The street
Where us alike and scum unlike may Meet
Cant even get no privacy to Eat

These shutter bugs
Couldnt give 2 fucks 
It aint a zoo for you to bring the fam for a look
Yaya
Told me its not enough
Shoved the camera infront
Of my face, left no trace, competition for commission but you're the one that takes the brunt.

Shutters opening up
As i pour more in my cup
Glad i didnt pop that oxy with my coffee
Runnin from the paparazzi 
Runnin in my mazaratti 
Ya
Shutter bugs you cant stop me
But you can catch me

Shutter bugs couldnt give 2 fucks

Tongue-Tied

Billie Bus Blues

lyrics:

[FENIX ~ Verse 1:]
feels like,
Waking up to a dream
With my smile I just beam
I'm feeling good in this morning in every way it just seems like
Pushing through my hardships may have lead Me to good life
Climbing up this mountain, stopped at crevice to recline,
Admiring this view
As I just sit in this booth
Sincerely from me to you
I'm talking really

I implore you oh so dearly, just appreciate your life
You'll never get the chance to live this shit twice, so

Run it

I picked up running so I pick up pace and just keep running
Like my squeeky faucets, water clean, I'm flossing thrice a week
My teeth, they looking awesome
Can wake up any time, I'm my own boss

[Chorus]:
Ooh, summer sky's turning blue
Making all this green for you
Write a couple songs about it
Sipping on this OJ feelin nostalgic

[CIAR ~ Verse 1 :]

Bae
I dunno what to say
Imm gonna be with you one day until till we old and gray
Cuz whenever im around you i put my heart on display
And aslong as im around you aint no way it will decay

Im talkin margaritas, mamasita, fast like Matsushita, aint no way they gonna beat ya 
Bonsai Pat Morita (Legend)

Ive been getting so blinded by all the sun rays
Ive been getting blind sided drivin down the roadway
Ya

OJ/Sunrise

I Make Music That Im Proud Of Every Couple Months. Hope You Enjoy