I didn't originally plan on having a story for this mix, but it slowly came together...
 
A girl is stuck in a cycle. Love has become a drug to which she’s unequivocally attached. As she finds herself reconnecting with a past love, it initially feels incredible and fulfilling. Over time, she slowly realizes the mistake she's made - its not the first time. Things can never be the same again because of the history, which cannot be ignored. As she copes with this realization by numbing the pain with other people who are just as lost, there is no real escape. She finds herself lost again.


Thank you to Josh Lu for the cover image.

lost

good grief.

escape

sway

ambedo (noun): A kind of melancholic trance in which you become completely absorbed in vivid sensory details—raindrops skittering down a window, tall trees leaning in the wind, clouds of cream swirling in your coffee—briefly soaking in the experience of being alive, an act that is done purely for its own sake.

Visuals: Josh Lu

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