produced by kenkamon (me)

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lyrics: 
high as the empire state
afraid where I go out of frustration
guess I'll go tear out
someone somewhere 

i lost all until
i doubt myself
fear the sunlight
go somewhere
tell them to go away
until I live alone
fear made me run but
i'll learn later on

lot of people think they know what's next for me
lot of people think they know what's best for me
lot of people think they know that's the best of me
pain or drugs I don't need therapy
pray tell when you have notes on everything
question all doors thats a step for me
spaced out exposes everything 

bridge, burns it all up in my mental
shit won't just go away
questioning all What's the point?
pestering all what's the point of view?
but I stayed some time ago
i should've question about what you know
less time I talk I should go home and sulk
write down her notes
and I check on my phone
ain't no one home 

but I knock another day out
shoulda gone home but I won't do it twice
i want to see me go into another light
until I know there's another side
i know what to do but no description 
fear the store I don't need prescriptions
keep my face and keep my discretion
fear grows in offered aggression


if I'm coming back here 
just cut off my ears
ignoring again
i don't need to explain 
just to let go of friends
but they don't want to hear
ignoring what I said
i will never win
see the toll I hold
when it's not my plan
yes, I know descent
and I don't need to explain
sipping down my friends
just to slow me again
ignore my fate
and I'll never win
i thought I made my way back here 
it's the shit I said last year
and for what, to hold top here
and don't leave me to die here
spend too much time here
seems like you lurk in my dreams when I left you
see my plans didn't work out
even though I was free
once you said it
pissed off it didn't work out guess I shouldn't know once you planned it 


High as the empire state state st- st- st- sta-

Can't fuck this up now
Can't fuck this up now
Can't fuck this up now 
bend, break all sound

(you don't understand you don't know how it feels, truth is we really do know how it feels
maybe we don't experience the same thing, but down to the basics, to the rotten core, there is something that we share and to not allow us to get that chance can distort so many)

can't fuck up

that butterfree is looking seethed


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made it all back here to tell my friends
i don't think you're here to know my end
man it's all i know so throw love back
i feel alone there's no end
man it's all down here 
so i'm leaving
then you called back me so i'm screaming
self-meaning tell me what your meaning
deleted
so i never repeated

i shouldve seen where i sowed this silk
i'm never waking up from filth
so sell me
i've drowned in a lake when you found me
aye
why
do i never see a ghost to the deal
i'm breaking off everyone of these seals
i've found me
wanna give my soul
but they robbed me


made a few ghosts so they have my back
struggling to go as they've burnt my stash
hiding my face once you knew like that
i've prayed from the start you knew whats said
should have stolen conversations 
when it's all i had
faking all of my tones, you won't see me dead
gonna clone my name when it's all in debt
i'm breaking all alone there's a noise again



made it all back here
to tell my friends
i don't think you're here 
to know my end
man it's all i know
so throw love back
i feel all alone
there's no end
made it all down here
so i'm leaving
and you called back to me
so i'm screaming
self meaning tell me what you meaning
deleted 
so never repeated

i've been feeling so anxious i'm making a change
and i'm feeling so heated i'm breaking away.
her palms were so sweat that i've been afraid
and there was the ground then no floating in space
but i've broken down now too many times
abandoned starbound not living by faith
man you got me so anxious i'm living the same
the grass is greener with no glass made


(hey i need your help please)

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Written by: kenkamon
Prod by: kenkamon
art by: kenkamon

[lyrics]
these trusted waits. 
leave me afraid 
I halted pain
but my sense escaped
I want it safely 
but you're always changing me 
substance alleviates
but it all stays 

with me,
trying to sit here, and never embrace
to elevate
can't drift away
but the ground just stays, and I'm always the same
patterns float 
they won't wait for free

for free, I would talk 
til you tuned me out
got the stereo played
and it all comes out 
to suffocate 
the space but we're moving now
I'd wait, for free
but I can't hear myself

can't hear myself


Empty talks, useless nodes
I'm not efficient 
barreled walks onto a level
with no momentum
Let me talk, let me fall
please just stand back
let me roll it right back
all passive aggression


the fame just started, and I'm here confessing
I wanna go and ball in explosions
I cannot stand for 
I'm talking to fester
the means take my deception

add to feel bad 
the means roll in your rage
dividing feels sad
the means of taking in pain

I mean it's over
you're talking in vein
I mean it's over
let me hear you again

let me hear you again

these trusted waits. 
leave me afraid 
I halted pain
but my sense escaped
patterns float 
they won't wait for free

for free, I would talk 
til you tuned me out
got the stereo played
and it all comes out 
to suffocate 
the space but we're moving now
I'd wait, for free
but I can't hear myself

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one more time 
just never fall
never say, what you want
cause I know they'll talk it out of you
cause when you'll leave home 
I would know you would try to save someone new
we save ourselves new
they'll light the cave without you
and it's all you know 
if they starred talking
if they starred it too (x3)
who knew 
if they starred it with
if they started it with (x3)
who's knew
if they starred it (repeat)

Countless pictures go up in better flames
I'm losing fights, but I try to save for better swings
They've tried to reach, for what to keep
and I'm still hurting
I don't want to seem angry, but I'm boring
I want to feel for a day I'm not hurting
light the cave, as I'm gone
but it's not working
why do I talk? 
spark up a flame, for what's important
I know their heart, whatever's new
keep it burning

"I can't say, what I stand for
for what I am
I wanna sing, wanna dream
when they start to stab
don't want to bleed
I wanna keep for what's up for grab
When it started it with me
I never want it to be
I'm slowly starting to sink
I want you to be stronger, and think
I never wanted to breathe in pain
I'll be damned if they go insane
sorry that it started with me
I never want it to be, but"

Starred It

what does it mean to tolerate uncertainty?

kenkamon

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