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@lilskeleskrrt

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i haven’t been waking up fast enough
i’m too naive for something like real love
i don’t even really know who you truly are
at least it feels like that from afar

so tell me everything that you've been hiding
a faceless volunteer that left me writhing
i’ll be in my room so please don’t mind me
the worst part of it all is the deciding

whether or not you’ll even
be here tomorrow
you've given me blades
but i guess they were all borrowed
the lies that you’ve spun
you hid your last smoking gun
don’t wanna know how it starts
just know you fractured the hearth

wait
for a second
i need to catch my breath
take a step and
realign myself
with my intentions
i forgot how to think
yeah it’s impressive
the way i read your mind
no obsession
i just had a hunch
it was expected
no matter what you do
i’ll still accept it
you’re still half of my genes
i can’t resent it

baseline elevated high, i
wrote this to remind my
ego to abide by
the rules behind my eyes, i
fell into a state of shock
amassing so much writer’s block
i thought my hands had time to thaw
now i focus on every flaw

would you hate to be so weak?
would it tear you up limb to limb?
has it ever occurred to you that i'm
lost at the beginning, no?

[skele]

hold on to you
so tight it hurts
i can’t let go
i can’t make you worse
this isn’t what i asked for
give me a sign
that you would’ve kept my
heart sore
leave me to die
gave you a little
don’t have more
i’m out of time
i can’t move on for
a reason tonight
it comes from the hearth
i wish you could see the sparks
i made for us

[zoltar]

i been waking up at 4 am
white lies got me stressed again
internalize all of my anger then release it
through a pen
i’m so sick of second chances
you heal with a small bandage
how could you jeopardize a life,
a wife, a holy marriage?

and i won’t ever make the same mistakes as you did
i know you’re in my blood but i’m a different human
plus i can air out all my grievances through music
i lost the man that i revered through shit excuses

i cannot handle the things are given to me
i thought i was strong but i’m so fucking weak
feel safer in sadness, i hide my exterior
peace is so boring but i feel inferior
i’ll be returning whenever you’re hurting
cause you’re still a part of my family tree
suffer through poems, i gotta get goin'
just don’t forget to leave the light on for me

hearth (ft. skele)

idle (cover)

So far gone
I can't stay focused
It feels even worse when
It's at it's closest
I've been floating for
More than a moment
The walls are enclosing
I'm starting to notice

As i'm entering the void
I've been drowning in the noise
Like i'm about to be destroyed
That's what i was trying to avoid

Can't be alone
For more than long
Barely holding on
Barely holding on
Might as well baby
You gonna see me when I drop dead
Wouldn't want it any other way
Life is a hot mess
Thought i was doing better
I've been making progress
But if i end it all right now
It would cost less

As i'm entering the void
i've been drowning in the noise
Like i'm about to be destroyed
That's what i was trying to avoid

Enter The Void Pt.2

I got mud inside my cup its looking red like some blood
I can see her staring at me scorching something like the sun
Its like time keeps getting slower and my feelings are numb 
I been looking at the darkness waiting for it to come 
Fucked up 
I can’t have a taste 
She already makes my blood rush  
I can’t feel my face
And im feeling like im lovestruck
Fucked up 
I can’t have a taste 
She already makes my blood rush  
I can’t feel my face
And im feeling like im lovestruck 

if we got a problem
i’m calling up my shoota
he got a shoulder
he said thats not a blade that’s a cutta
no guala 
i turn his brain to pasta
he talking then we run up
we run up
we run up

i saw the fire in her eyes
another demon in disguise
i don’t know where ill sleep tonight
i sold my soul and paid the price
i told her gamble roll the dice
she rolled a 2 and then a 5
i told her break another line
i sold my soul and paid the price

I got mud inside my cup its looking red like some blood
I can see her staring at me scorching something like the sun
Its like time keeps getting slower and my feelings are numb 
I been looking at the darkness waiting for it to come 
Fucked up 
I can’t have a taste 
She already makes my blood rush  
I can’t feel my face
And im feeling like im lovestruck
Fucked up 
I can’t have a taste 
She already makes my blood rush  
I can’t feel my face
And im feeling like im lovestruck 

if we got a problem
i’m calling up my shoota
he got a shoulder
he said thats not a blade that’s a cutta
no guala 
i turn his brain to pasta
he talking then we run up
we run up
we run up

bloodRUSH ft. LOAT!

grouch [p. jkjmetasco]

Produced by me

Lyrics:
I never did the things that you did to me
I made some mistakes but you were one to see
why do you think you know what is best for me?
when did you become my enemy?

no matter how hard I bare to try 
everything i say seems to make you cry 
I swear to god if i find out you lied
I will not take you back its goodbye

i know shes gonna try to fix things her own way 
but i dont think that is enough ill keep you safe
shes getting high and tries to sleep away all the pain 
I know that makes you mad but im being honest babe

I never did the things that you did to me
I made some mistakes but you were one to see
why do you think you know what is best for me?
when did you become my enemy?

I wonder if we can last 2 more years
when we talk again will you break down in tears?  
tell me thats its all my fault you live in fear
it breaks my heart but you could live in here

First song
I am heartbroken 
Enjoy >,<

fear

prod. acey

featuring evergarden

lyrics:
(nightfall)
am i
in the wrong for how i
searched for purpose in life
(promised you'd stay by my side)
(you lied)

(@evergardens)
am i in the wrong for how i 
make you the center of my life 
setting myself up for failure this time

ive been coping at my worst
everything i knew upturned

(nightfall)
all the pain
all the torment that you've been through
is it me or is it you
that doesn't know what to do
you're in my head way too much
get out of my thoughts.

thought (ft. evergarden)

deceitful (feat. ghoul_001)

Anesthesia - Nana Nina & Ojos Muy Bonitos

In a world of villains, be a hero
the salvadoran anti-hero
yards4le

bloodRUSH ft. LOAT!

Kenny Orlando

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