I'm tryna get so damn high can't feel a thing 😩🥲

i need sum help (VIDEO IN DESC)

@yoimn3ver
@northshoremusic
@caspywaspy
@emptychest
@kuriositylol

(teddyboi)

demons after me I'm in a crisis all white gucci suit, yeah

I've been feeling righteous can't breathe, feel like I got bronchitis

I ruin everything that i touch like my name is Midas

yeah spread, spread like a virus, yeah demons chasing after me it's a crisis,

yeah, all white gucci suit,

I feel righteous tired of fist fightin demons, think I'm bout to shoot them

wanna know the truth?

baby I'm a little ruthless ill stab you in the back make you feel like Julius

(TNS)

Holding onto everything

Words in my head

Can’t catch a break

Slow it down and speed it up

Places to go don’t give a damn

Worry about myself and don’t give in

bullet in my brain just to feel the pain

Worry about the things I can’t control

I’m gonna fill my body with bullet holes tonight

(casperrr)

3am throwing up all the shit I ate

now I'm on the bathroom and my body ache

I think I smoked more than I could take

I don't fuck with anyone, everybody's fake

trade me, replace me I know u fucking hate me

the way u try to make me feel the way u try to break me

go away and leave u make me feel sick with all the shit u say with all the things u do

(emptychest)

im fine till i cope

try to breath air but i choke

pretty purple lights glow inside my room tonight im always hot like cryoscope

wrote a note in envelope sent it out to the seas

on a boat and hope it makes it there yet

i live there nothing could ever be fine but i wont ever care im wishing for the best

and im staring life right in the eyes saying, "test me." saying "test me."

(kuriosity)

should’ve known that she was a hoe

said i blow me a k

gotta get me some more gotta louie bet on the floor said i walk in the room

and her belt on the floor im too busy stackin my dough

i cant worry bout u i cant stress onna hoe

i feel like ive been here before feel like i’ve been here before

and ive been searchin through my own past tryna figure out who the fuck i am

and i’ve been getting in my own bag

i cant focus on u gotta focus on bands

good deeds cant cover up my bads

i did what i did i am who i am

the shit u said hurt so bad but u wouldn’t get it u wont understand

Crisis w/ casperrr, teddyboi, The North Shore, kuriosity & emptychest [+ sogimura]

prod. flesh

lyrics: 
twigs to logs
grains of sand into rocks
i was lost
i still am but i'm holding on
none of us can make this work 
with just our hands
no i don't think a soul on earth 
can understand

so tell me how i'm supposed to talk about it
when i dont wanna scare away what little friends i got
my thoughts are so erratic
they make me feel like i'm a person that i'm not
who's this impostor? 
how did they find me?
every step further
i watch behind me

tired of the storm
that's churning indoors
it's tearing me apart
i'm laying on the floor
the air is getting hard
to bear, it's getting dark
i swear it's nothing more
than carelessness in heart and i

got an explanation
i cannot translate in
words that i can say
a wrong communication
fighting everyday
alive enough to feign it
finder tucked away he's
hiding from the pain

who knows
what you hold
inside of your heart
it's two-fold
and you know
the truth, hope
you're searching inside you
just go it alone because

go it alone

i have lost the urge to run
https://soundcloud.com/jolst
https://soundcloud.com/taurs


i said today was different 
she asked how can you tell 
don’t feel, it don’t feel significant 
drink up white Zinfandel 

yeah the progress can be slow 
enough to make you wanna quit 
there’s feelings i don’t even know 
and that’s not easy to admit 
i cannot cry i’m stuck inside a second world 
i’ve lost the urge to run
said i gotta give it one more try before i say i’m done 
done done done done done 
before i say i’m done 
done done done done done 
before i say i won’t try, try try try 
won’t say i won’t lie not one more try  


my needs and your wants yeah they always collide 
i can’t help it we can’t help it that we always try
takes two weeks to make a bad habit yeah
always knew, yeah i told you this was happenin
take another sip then back to work got shit to do 
i’m in my hut ran outta luck I’m in the slums with u 
who can i trust i’m lookin left you’re always lookin right 
at me with those eyes i might just fall right to my demise 

yeah the progress can be slow 
enough to make you wanna quit 
there’s feelings i don’t even know 
and that’s not easy to admit 
i cannot cry i’m stuck inside a second world 
i’ve lost the urge to run
said i gotta give it one more try before i say i’m done 
done done done done done 
before i say i’m done 
done done done done done 
before i say i won’t try, try try try 
won’t say i won’t lie not one more try

lost the urge to run (jolst x taurs)

no place like home, right?

dexters lab ft. Love Jai *eternalwave*

this song is officially on Spotify and all major streaming services 🫶
https://open.spotify.com/track/3nT9S7hmprVOuFddHkdZX3?si=eOYP4-eNRveZFJL7lolDhg

shout out @rip_therapper for the art :)

stream on spotify here

guess this is the end (prod. siemspark x drmabeats)

Produced by Carlby
Guitar by @93FEETOFSMOKE
Vocals mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Michael Venia @veniamastering

LYRICS
I've seen my future and it's not looking great
I fear fate's something that can't be escaped
Two options staring me dead in the face
I can no longer afford to look away

If not now
Then it'll be too late
By the time I get around to getting straight
But if I stick to my guns
Put myself first for once
Then maybe I can shed this dead weight

It's deadly
It's weighing heavily on me
But it doesn't have to be this way
In my effort to get better
I've learned a lot about insanity

Listen on Spotify!

Stick To My Guns (Prod. w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE)

prod raspo 
mixed/master by me

Lyrics:

generational trauma
personification of drama
must be easy to say 
“i got it all from my momma”
i’m not a perfect person 
i still take more than i oughta
but you’re not perfect either 
you paint more hate than you gotta 

and i’m sorry that i left you
wasn’t there when i needed to protect you 
when i found out shoulda texted you
cause i knew exactly what it meant for you
that if i stick it out and i try hard
then you might see what’s in my heart
but i see now i wasn’t fair to you
babe i swear that all i did was care for you 

i guess i could find someone to hold me down
oh but i don’t think it’s fair if i’m not gonna be around 
cause my time on this earth is a little more limited than you think it is
and if i showed you inside of me
i wonder what your gut reaction to the trash would be
would you ask what happened to me 
would you stare in a state of shock as you backed away from me

oh see i been in this place before
where i never thought i’d need a hate ward
so when i broke down while i answered 
and then you spread through me like cancer
i sat back in my chair and wondered if i really said it with candor 

i know heart patients don’t hurt like this 
so i just wanna be certain 
you can’t see it from my side now
it’s like you’ve drawn all the curtains 
you want home yea you won’t find it here
i’m done wit all this hurtin

_trauma_ (raspo)

beat prod by: king theta
written and performed by: popularreject
lyrics:

I hate
When I wake up 
The tear stained pillows from her makeup 
Goodmorning Pennsylvania 

If you like sunshine 
Then don’t go outside 
Cuz it’s still rainin 
It’s rainin 
That ain’t changin 

New day I won’t wake up
Different color makeup 
You say we should breakup 
I’m sick of the fake love
I been takin fake drugs 
You tell me to wake up

I hate 
When I wake up 
The tear stained pillows from her makeup
Goodmorning Pennsylvania 
…

I hate 
The way I stuff 
I’m too far gone and I need to change but
Good morning Pennsylvania 

On the ledge in my head dont tempt me 
All alone there ain’t no one with me 
I’m the villain of this story 
But I’ll be Superman to this city 

I hate 
When I wake up 
The tear stained pillows from her makeup 
Goodmorning Pennsylvania

Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa
Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa
Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa
Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa

Goodmorning Pennsylvania (prod. king theta)

prod. recyclebin x back2thapast

if you need me, ill be up in my mindd
countin days, countin time, dunno whyy
i know that ive been seeing straight death
word.
i can never stomach my breath,,

pull 9k in a lfa, while on the autobahn, dont know what im on
22 was ass, but i think 23 is u&me
while im off this gas, i feel my life is like a movie scene
im stayin' up, 
im stayin' up..
uh, uh..
i dont wanna see the sun! come! up! tho!
black bags like kuroki
blame life that im broken
(blame that im-)

blame life that im,
(hot and cold, dunno what i want!)
blame myself that i,
im not doing enough, im not givin a fuck,
i dont consider at all, .. i dont consider enough ;(..

AYE, IF YOU NEED ME ILL BE UP IN MY MIND!
COUNTING DAYS, COUNTING TIME, DONT KNOW WHY!
COLLECT THE PARTS OF MY SKULL I LEFT
AFTER THIS I HAVE NOTHING LEFT.
(ya!!>w<)

u could say it 2 my face
u could come right 2 my place
we cld run it up 2day 
pussy boy dont play ;)
♪yeah i pull up in a lfa, that shit got a turbo!♫
if you leave me then im done, fr
leave me when im ghost, fr.

blck bgs ; kuroki

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the salvadoran anti-hero
yards4le

dexters lab ft. Love Jai eternalwave

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