swallowed by the misery ft. seejayxo + steadysuffer

𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮 𝓲𝓼 𝓼𝓸 𝓶𝓾𝓬𝓱 𝓫𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓲'𝓶 𝓷𝓾𝓶𝓫

@caspywaspy this turned out fckin incredible ilysm bro

- lyrics -
tape my fuckin mouth and blow it shut
anxious feelings every time i roll the blunt
"they don't really love you, fucking cunt"
"no one really likes it when i talk"
biting so aggressive on my tongue
life is so much better when im numb

i got so much to say
but there's no point to mention it
i love to just decay
a void marks where my presence is
am i even around?
am i making a sound?
i smoke
and then i choke
and then i fold
im going deep into the ground

tape my fuckin mouth and blow it shut
anxious feelings every time i roll the blunt
"they don't really love you, fucking cunt"
"no one really likes it when i talk"
biting so aggressive on my tongue
life is so much better when im numb

tape my fucking mouth and blow it shut
mixing different drinks with teeth and blood
nothing can erase the shit ive done

isolating myself in a wooden hut
listening to birds singing when im up
forget about the things that got me fucked

i can't keep people close
cuz of the wounds i hold
some new and some old
but none of them close
why do i keep drowning feelings
and not search healing in all of the people i know

tape my fuckin mouth and blow it shut
anxious feelings every time i roll the blunt
"they don't really love you, fucking cunt"
"no one really likes it when i talk"
biting so aggressive on my tongue
life is so much better when im numb
tape my fuckin mouth and blow it shut
anxious feelings every time i roll the blunt
"they don't really love you, fucking cunt"
"no one really likes it when i talk"
biting so aggressive on my tongue
life is so much better when im numb

all plats

somber w/ casperrr [prod. santana]

vocals by https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai
produced by https://soundcloud.com/methboiswag & silver

cautionary tale

MORE PLATFORMS

love jai - cautionary tale (methboiswag & silver)

featuring my dawg @homesick

[@sendflowrs:]
whats on ur mind?
whenever u talk
whenever u talk to me
cant help but lie
ur just a jester
laugh and smile at me
jus while i die
n my brain so fucked up
prozac helps me sleep
but i still cry 
whenever a memory comes to me i weep

i think my time is nigh
just let me out to dry
think ill pour another cup
or maybe roll n jus get high
n i been feelin hella fuzzy
u dont love me
need to lie
n i been screamin till my throat is sore
cant even say goodbye

[@homesick:]
say goodbye, goodbye
send me off n shut the lights off
i can't expect you to live with this
no i won't spell it out for you
it's all wrong
i can't try to replace this
but i can keep my distance
let the memories keep me jaded
take what you want, i'm reapin the product
i'm serving sets of the shit i got wrong
n shit i cant talk, what i never wanted            
back to that spot it's so cold there
im a shadow with a blank stare
old coat with that old tear
i got a new spot with some old fears

[@sendflowrs:]
whats on ur mind?
whenever u talk
whenever u talk to me
cant help but lie
ur just a jester
laugh and smile at me
jus while i die
n my brain so fucked up
prozac helps me sleep
but i still cry 
whenever a memory comes to me i weep

i think my time is nigh
just let me out to dry
think ill pour another cup
or maybe roll n jus get high
n i been feelin hella fuzzy
u dont love me
need to lie
n i been screamin till my throat is sore
cant even say goodbye

liar w/ homesick (addyexo)

graveyard love

bubbles /
depends, can you go fuck yourself

hira /
i can see a lot of shit coming out of you 
throwing hands until my face turns a darker blue
the evil in your eyes is pouring out of you
i still wonder why, im never mad at you

you could have some decency 
left me vacant while youre down on your knees
i should be more patient 
but its hard to be
when youre out fucking anybody that

breathes

is it too much to ask for your time
love my patience is walking the line
save me
its not like youd try
fell too close
breaking my spine

too close i feel like an option
i keep tryna run girl 
run into the forest
i could use some safety
are you tryna hold me?
stop shaking
eyes are getting blurry

i dont trust nobody
but i saw you as family
its getting too warm im struggling to breathe
its blatant im nothing to see

i can see a lot of shit coming out of you 
throwing hands until my face turns a darker blue
the evil in your eyes is pouring out of you
i still wonder why, im never mad at you

you could have some decency 
left me vacant while youre down on your knees
i should be more patient 
but its hard to be
when youre out fucking anybody that

breathes

breathe

sum days i feel 10 feet tall
other days im a ded man walkin

deadmanwalkin (noahmadethiss)

[+] I would spend a bag just to see u again..

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

See You Again

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see you again (feat. loat! + kenny orlando)

no samples used
visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LKv2MdMEQ5I

hey guys, i haven't been able to record much vocals lately, so here's this instrumental i've been working on & off on for the past few months.
this actually means a lot to me; i hope you enjoy 🖤
i appreciate you all so much.
thank you for being here & listening

ａｍｏｎｇ　ｔｈｅ　ｅａｒｔｈ，
ｂｅｎｅａｔｈ　ｔｈｅ　ｄｉｒｔ

i don't expect this to last

ohh
it’s been a long time
and i swear that i still miss you
guess you’re happy now
after all that we have been through
a long time
but i still can’t help but miss you
once you’re happy love
doesn’t matter if i’m still blue..

is it the medicine
cause i feel so numb
saw your ghost smile in the rearview
a smile i wish i woke to

i’d do anything
now to feel that loved
cause god i fucking miss u
hope you feel the same too :/

i hope u found the high u always would chase
i hope it’s worth all the love that we had put to the grave
and when the reaper came back for it
i just couldn’t say your name
cause i had promised it was dead
i guess i lied to his face

oh oh
promised it was dead oh
need my head next to your head love :(
otherwise i cannot wake up...

i still miss you [tnvr]

Lyrics:
@spookybands -
Love of my life, you're proving that dead wrong
Was I ever alive at all
You messed me up I'm too much to fix now
Was I ever good enough

I found you at the crossroads singing to
The devil with your pretty eyes closed, I
Said I'd rather die than love anybody instead of you
And he asked me why, I told him that

I fuck everything up I ever touch
She likes pissing me off, so I pay attention to her
I can't find myself, it's what the devil wanted
She don't like my help, she likes having no emotions

HKFiftyOne -
I don't even know who I am
'Cause I lost myself in you now I can't get it back
I'm just hoping I'm just praying that you'll give me a chance
Yeah but that'll never happen way we currently stand

Do you even know what you mean
To me, you're like a drug and I'm a low down fiend
And I been going through withdrawals, I know you got what I need
And every night I die in bed 'cause I see you when I dream

I know, you're like a thousand miles away but it's alright
My phone, only way that I can reach you, I'm uptight
Alone, it got me crazy I just smoke 'til it sit right
No home, I'm a vagabond, I miss your room tonight

What The Devil Wanted

Spookybands & HKFiftyOne - What The Devil Wanted

Ina world of villains, be a hero
the salvadoran anti-hero
yards4le

swallowed by the misery ft. seejayxo + steadysuffer

Kenny Orlando

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