Worked on this remix a while ago, thought I should upload it.
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Original Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZD0fhCZFjjI

Hear My Heart (Kenter ReMix)

Recorded this spoken word just off the dome.
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Words:
“How much do I gotta do this to get what I need to be right. How many times do I gotta do this, so it comes out sounding right.
How many times do I gotta do this, so people would like it
Or am i doing this to actually effect change. 
Why?
Why am I doing this, why is this always in my brain
Why am I trying to go out and be the one who can change everything for someone even if it was one person
Why do I try to keep doing this
Why is it always in my head
Why do I try to not get the person to go and be, and like me
Why do I wanna be up there on a stage performing
I don’t even like people looking at me
Why
Why do I try to gotta do that
Why do I think I can do that
Why do I think every time I try to do that, I do that
Why
Why do I go and try to get there
Why do I try to go and be fair and say I can do this and make somehow make an impact
I’m just a lonely kid
From the back of class
I’m joking, I was actually in the front
I was the smart kid always trying to get there
Not believing in luck
Believing in hard work and dedication
Then why would it come to this
I’m not willing to put the payment of the time and effort to get to where I need to be
To actually make an impact on the streets
For the people that are dying every single day, I wanna go and save them
But I know
That ain’t me
Ain’t none of me can do the saving
And none of me can make the grind
None of me can work hard enough to change anything in the time that I have
God, It’s gotta be you
It can’t be me
This broken man saved by a jew
God, why am I right here?
Why am I pacing around trying to make things rhythm for you?
Cause really I don’t wanna do this for me
I wanna do this for you and for them down there dying
I wanna make an impact
So God if this not what you want me to do then please change my focus
I’m just trying to make the feeling of not knowing which way is next
Cause time is somehow getting a hold of me
But God if you want me to do this, then you’ll make it alright, and you’ll make it to the one of the glory of your might
God, you were the one who’s gonna change me and going to make me whole
I don’t even know why I’m recording this at all
God please use, God do use me 
Use me for who I am
Use me for the path and majesty of who not I am
But who you are
The King of the Redeemed
The King of the Savior
The Lord of me
So God please
Let me write things that make impact
Help me write things that make you
The majesty of all this
I just know
I’m the hole in the hands of Jesus
So use me
To make you
King among the Heathens”

King Among The Heathens (Spoken Word)

Reverbs of my thoughts.
Enjoy.

Words:
"Do I got too much words or not enough of them,
Cause any words I try to put together fall back into the pattern of silence
Purposely positioning my thoughts and my feelings
In left and the far right separate corners of my mental
And I try
To Facebook scroll my way to numbness-
To a life lived in recognized apathy and unnoticed motivations but I can't, 
I can’t, I can't describe what I feel right now
All I know that's it's manifest itself again and burrowed and rested right here in my chest
And I know that you can say that you'll feel empathy but I'm sorry
Those words help a little but leave me with an empty need
So I sit and I write like any great emotional should and wonder if I can get it all out as clearly as I feel it
Or am I gonna run out of ink in this red pen
A reflection
A reflection
A flexion on this man’s greatness
Oh wait I'm sorry
A guided map to the directions of the great burden of pain on my back
Is that why I walk not standing up straight
I'm thinking it's kinda hard to do this today
Oh me
Oh troubled me
Back on this emotional high
Which actually slips and sinks you slowly in synchronized guilt and sorrow
I know when I tell myself that somehow like last time I'll feel this for a second and then it's gone
I know, I know that's true but I keep on keeping on 
As feeling drags me along
Ok stop
I can't take one more step in this path
Cause the voices tempting Me will lead me to a destination know but not desired
I know that sounds like a slippery slope but I know how much I'm broke
And my eyes have been opened to resounding need and necessity
That an intimate works need to take place around and between my left, second, and fifth rib
Cause if that is really what is empty
Then my mind tries to make up for the absence
But only enslaves me more to hollow passions
Do you hear the echoes?
Can you hear the echoes?
(They say)
I’m ugly, I’m pathetic, I'm lied to
Echoes echo back
Loved, Redeemed,
Made in the image of Greatness
So no matter which path I take
I can know, that I can’t fake
Me
I can’t fake that
I can’t fake that I’m made in the image of the Creator
I can’t fake that
That is what is true about me
So I’ll stand here, and praise the King
No matter where, my feet take me"

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