This is a song for the times that I'm wondering what if I pursue the things that I really want instead of what they want. 

I guess it's not that bad
But is this really what I want?
I don't know, I don't know

Truth be told I'm having fun
But sometimes I wonder how
different it would be
If I took the risk

Oooh I guess we'll never know
I should just keep going down these road

I don't actually know where to go
I'm just good at doing what I'm told
I don't know, I don't know

Oooh I guess we'll never know
I should just keep going down these road
Dreams that turned into empty hopes
'What ifs' that fades like smoke

I guess dreams turns into ghost
cause it keeps haunting me and it shows
What I could've been
if everything goes as planned
but life has a plan that I've yet to understand

uncertain paths

Picture this: You're on your last year in university and you are missing your friends and family.

*Medyo naging impromptu sa huli kaya sorry for the inconsistency hehe

Empty chairs and empty table
Staring blankly on the wall
One more year then I'm outta here
Oh how I missed the noise oh dear God

Slowly losing my sanity
Oh the quietness it's consuming me
But don't you worry, I somehow learn how to love 
being alone
But sometimes I just can't help but yearn for home


Oh how I miss the loud dinner table
With spoon, forks, and plates clanging together
How I long for the night where we're able
to laugh and sing and talk about our day together

I've been away for far too long 
There's really aint no place like home 
and I've been feeling so alone
So I will come back running home (to you)

missing home (rough).aac

Sorry for the background noise and the voice was not that clear. Dali-dalian ko lang nirecord right after namin dumating sa venue for fam gathering kaya maingay heheh. 

Missing home(uke).aac

I'm in a good place now
But seeing you again somehow
brought me back 
To the times that we could've been
together, but my fear
Got a hold of me


But hey we're still good friends
Like old times
I avoided the bitter end
But got the bittersweet one

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Song that might not see the light of the day

untitled love song eme.aac

Your universe & Castle on the Hill

Nag try lang ako magrecord sa bandlab and FINALLY, hindi na nagfefeedback sa isang track yung lahat ng instrument.

kerbs