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am i doing enough for you?
my knees are bloody holding
i've been tryna make it work
for once

got my head in the sand
got some mud up on my feet
you wont understand
wanna be free

everyday it gets worse now
you can feel my fucking hurt
i never knew you
we're not close in the slightest
so excuse my words
i've been trying to hide it

myopia

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prod. 33roaa x mon x kvrdell x soFtieラブ x ass7

lyrics ~
pre chorus:
This is not the end
I won't be a victim no more
i know who i am
melded by this system too long

chorus:
release all this frustration i'm facing 
adjacent from patience
between manipulation im seething 
this irritations receding 

VERSE:
The heros awakening has now commenced 
low and behold this turn of events
hes finished metamorphin 
now his wings they glow 
an alluring sight 
he hasn't felt lost since 
what does he make of life
a reoccurring night 

pre chorus:
This is not the end
I won't be a victim no more
i know who i am
melded by this system too long

chorus:
release all this frustration i'm facing 
adjacent from patience
between manipulations im seething 
this irritations receding 

bridge?:
focused on my growth till i crystallized
i'm breaking out this mold set the kiln on fire
nothing left to show they can't penalize 

this is my fate 
this is my destiny
i wanted to save 
LETS GO
i got more than what they need
LETS GOO



Outro:
now a days
so much building 
has turned to winning 
i'm unwinding all the mystery 
embedded in my ability
but now they know my lore 
surrounded by all this history 
and damn it's been journey 
but i'm pass all that misery
i'm so grateful for
all of these beautiful people 
up in my current life
this goes out to them 
but it started with soFtie
yeah he the real og
way back when i was going by little $hinobii
Now i'll send that life away
off of the shores of a brighter place 
i'm ready for the grander taste
i've tipped the scale in favor of fate
and ill grasp inside me a new found faith
faith in my legacy 
and my creativity 
i know that it's all changing 
and imma be here ready for this

manifestation

manifestation (SS5)

Prod king theta
Cover art inspired by @dthxrgt
additional vocals from bended @tyscn
https://open.spotify.com/album/0O2uDTSRyIWzppqwWOWO8D?si=oThsB04_TCKBNbABzexU1A

All of my friends warned me about you, they say you’re bad news
They told me to choose between them or you, and I just couldn’t choose
I never rlly wanted to give up the memories of you,
But I’ve never been the one to push my luck, and I just can’t go thru
Anytime you need me darling, you can just call and I’ll be on my way
She looked me in my eyes and asked me if I was fallin, but I just can’t explain

If I lie down, would you find me?
I’d spit it out ‘cause you’re all I ever need 

If I lie down, would you find me?
I’d spit it out ‘cause you’re all I ever need 

I know it’s all my fault, lost again
I truly miss all my friends
But I lost em all, I’ll make amends
I just want all of this to end
I just want all of this to end
I just want all of this to end


All of my friends warned me about you, they say you’re bad news
They told me to choose between them or you, and I just couldn’t choose
I never rlly wanted to give up the memories of you,
But I’ve never been the one to push my luck, and I just can’t go thru
Anytime you need me darling, you can just call and I’ll be on my way
I looked her in her eyes and told her, “baby I’m falling” she said,“it’s okay”

If I lie down, would you find me?
I’d spit it out ‘cause you’re all I ever need 

If I lie down, would you find me?
I’d spit it out ‘cause you’re all I ever need

Is it all my fault?
I lost it all
And I paid the price but I don't want to talk about it

Is it all my fault?
I lost it all
And I paid the price but I don't want to talk about it

Recorded April 13th, 2023

Cry About It

lost it all

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lost it all [p. king theta]

prod. neohn
@neohnq

heavily inspired by ​@domerrz - your voice


lyrics:
Girl I'm falling into your trance again
you know I love the time we spent
I can't go back, to remember when you said
(you said)
you said "I don't want to be here anymore, but I'm still trying
wake up in the morning, and you're on your bed crying
fighting through your thoughts, trying to see the silver lining (x2)

I know you waited to long the first time
I don't want to force you to rewind
If I f* it up, I waste your time
I'm thinking back to when you were mine
It's funny how now it's all so clear
always all in the wrong, but I try to have no fear
staying in my room and yeah, thinking I might rot here
keep on moving on, cause' I don't think I can stop here

(keep on moving on, cause' I don't think I can stop here
staying in my room and yeah, thinking I might rot here)

Girl I'm falling into your trance again
you know I love the time we spent
I can't go back, to remember when
(you said)
you said "I don't want to be here anymore, but I'm still trying"
wake up in the morning, and you're on your bed crying
fighting through your thoughts, trying to see the silver lining (x2)

silver lining (neohn)

MY LYRICS:
keep talking but idgaf
he keep talking on my name he gon' have to run
he just want smoke ion like that 
you n boring and you got no fucking contrast 
getting to this green like i got a fucking contract 
treat him like a frame 'and these bullets
give him impact 
impact, infact 
you aint really bout that
you was talking on the net had to tell you 
"get back"
my money adding up 
and yo money fucking subtracts 
pull up to yo crib
fuck yo bitch 
got her shit waxed 
took a xanny now im gone 
be stuck in my haed 
i dont wanna talk
come tell bro to get involved 
and its gonna be 
the last time he walks 
ha im all about my paper 
bullets hitting so fast 
 look like vapor 
i be running this shit 
like im the mayor heard 
lil bitty got a heart 
ima break her 
(um this song is actually good but you are ass ion ever wanna hear a song again not a beat averse nun of that and um i cap in my raps)
HA n thinks its funny now 
i be getting to the cheese like a cashcow 
i be talking to yo bitch and she knew 
i blew her back out
lil bros talkin on the net 
he got mag'd down

mag down 
geeked up
i cant hear a sound
jumpin up and down 
then i hit him wit 100 rounds

if u talkin shit then its going down
money is the thing i cant go without

peacexo:

he talkin down we gon hit him in his vitals
ion care ima pull up wit a rifle
aint prepared for the arrival
i know hes an opp i know hes a rival

1 shot 1 tap silencer wont hear a sound
1 shot 1 dead knowin that he was a clown
and its like

impact infact u aint rly bout that
he was talkin on the net
had to tell him get back

yea
im jus lookin for an answer
runnin from the jakes
ion like u 
ur a cancer

run away
run away
i jus stay away
stay away
ay

im jus lookin for an answer
runnin from the jakes
ion like u 
ur a cancer

im jus tryna run away
run away
i jus stay away
stay away
ay

ion think u love me but i cannot really blame ya
wake up back to bed tired of the same stuff
seein thru ur lies thru ur petty little makeup
i jus wanna die hmu and we can make up

u left me on seen so i left u up on read
he was talkin on the gang 
100 bullets leave him dead

im on 1hp
can u please save me
i js popped another perky
ion think u like me

he talkin down we gon hit him in his vitals
ion care ima pull up wit a rifle
aint prepared for the arrival
i know hes an opp i know hes a rival

1 shot 1 tap silencer wont hear a sound
1 shot 1 dead knowin that he was a clown
and its like

impact infact u aint rly bout that
he was talkin on the net
had to tell him get back

yea
im jus lookin for an answer
runnin from the jakes
ion like u 
ur a cancer

run away
run away
i jus stay away
stay away
ay

im jus lookin for an answer
runnin from the jakes
ion like u 
ur a cancer

im jus tryna run away
run away
i jus stay away
stay away
ay

impact w/@peacexo(prod.xpiciel)

out on all plats rn :)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oxidize1/life-raft-feat-jayne

@1jayne thx for the feature cuzzo


lyrics:
 
@1jayne

im so cold 

times slippin away
 
and ive been lost here drifting away
 
like cant you tell me ill be alright

like cant you tell me ill be all fine

its just me against the water

its unclear the fog is
 
closing in

and my vision gets blurry 

@oxidizetunes

how am i supposed to wake up

when i can't even swim

how am i supposed to swim to shore when there's no drift

with no place to get a grip

i could be your life raft tonight

i could be your life raft tonight

Life Raft ft. jayne

(Lyrics)
Please don't hurt my guarded heart
I done let you in too far
I might never heal these scars that you're scrapping, that you're scrapping
Odds weren't good yeah from the start
Even still I'm torn apart
Since the move we're so far apart, but you still live in my, you live in my head

All alone stuck in my bed
Yeah my bones they feel like lead
Cause they filled with dread
Kinda wish I was dead
Baby do you even care about me
You cut me only once and it hurt for several weeks
And if I had to bet, I would bet that you'd repeat
Guess it's better off for me if it ends we don't speak

You do this way too often
You used up all my kindness
You took up all my closet space
I might pack up and run away
You do this way too often
You used up all my kindness
You took up all my closet space
I might pack up and run away

Please don't hurt my guarded heart
I done let you in too far
I might never heal these scars that you're scrapping, that you're scrapping
Odds weren't good yeah from the start
Even still I'm torn apart
Since the move we're so far apart, but you still live in my, you live in my head

guarded heart (yungspoiler)

survival guide (LukeMakesBeats + me)

happy halloween ! // shadowban shit this shit real !

prod @kvrdell 
loop @desm9s

verses in order
@tommyboat2003
@mo-rice-music
@arasmoon
@julycancelled
@rivxrw
@tismoo

in the shadows (kvrdell)

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still alone (LukeMakesBeats + 33roaa + Me)

Dec 1st

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/july10/dear-koko-feat-aras-moon

Holdin’on my breath,
Something that i can’t do
You’re gonna ruin my head
Frozen I can’t move
I’m on the internet browsing, 
Browsing for your insta
I’m gonna ruin my head,
I’m gonna ruin my- 
Uh

I can be the one I’m on it
I can get you things
Running for your love 
I’m running like im sonic
I can get you rings
That’s a promise
I just gotta find you again (Find you uh)
I just gotta find you again

Pictures of you on my phone from 2021
I don’t wanna seem that creepy but I’m stuck to you I’m stunned 
I gotta find you again  
gotta find you again   
I just needa find you again
Pictures of you on my phone from 2021
I don’t wanna seem that creepy but I’m stuck to you I’m stunned 
I gotta find you again  
find you again   
find you again

I hope that I find you
Looking through the bayou
Just tryna be by you
 by you 
 by you
I don’t wanna wait no
I give you my soul
Saw you yesterday uh
In my camera roll

I never knew your location
So I just sat in the night 
I saw you glow from a distance
I overlooked and lost sight
Hypnotized when I see ya
My subconscious idea
That was you and
Just when I need a re-up
You grow on me like chia
It’s super-human
 


subtle wit the way i
 approach every word i say to u
 ur so diffy from the usual 
every interaction is extraordinary
 oh look it's our anniversary
 babe don't you understand that we are meant to be 
apple of my eye like it's the giving tree
we been soul mates through every century 
like oooh
 i don't wanna sulk this pain
 i'm sorry if i hesitate 
and i don't know if you feel the same
 babe i know it's lame 
puzzling my mind can you solve this riddle
 i'm in love with you how do i keep this civil 
yeah you jumping through hoops so i can keep this dribble
 when i'm close to you i feel so invincible

I won’t give up finding you
I know beggars never choose
But I’d pick you over them
Over a thousand times
When the sky isn’t as blue 
When the water turns to glue
Only when I’m close to you
I’d live a thousand lives

And if I never find you was am i supposed to do 
Cause nothing feels the same when I’m not close to you

Don’t Don’t 
Don't ask how I’ve been
I’ve been tryna figure out
Why its worse than it seems
Fell in love with a concept 
I rather be unconscious
Than fall for a screen

I just hope that I find you again

Holdin’ on my breath,
Something that i can’t do 
You’re gonna ruin my head
Frozen I can’t move
I’m on the internet browsing, 
Browsing for your insta
I’m gonna ruin my head,
I’m gonna ruin my- 
Uh

I can be the one I’m on it
I can get you things
Running for your love 
I’m running like im sonic
I can get you rings
That’s a promise
I just gotta find you again (Find you uh)
I just gotta find you again

Cocoa scented candle that I saw inside your background 
I light it and pretend that it’s your presence when i lie down
Cocoa scented candle that I saw inside your background 
I light it and pretend that it’s your presence when i lie down

dear koko,

dear koko, ft. aras moon

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