Que n'ai-je ?

Before I Saw The Sea

You Came Into My Life

Third Vibration

All is One

Midnight Sweat

La sublime solitude

Seeds

(Chorus)
I'm so sick of being alive,
Don't think that I could understand,
'Cause I'm so sick of being human —
Don't think that I could take it.
I'm so sick of being alive,
Never thought I'd empathize.
So sick of being human —
Don't think that I could take it.

(Verse 1)
They built me up a hundred feet tall just to tear me down,
Look at me by their throne, laughing at me like I'm some poor clown.
(Λῦσόν με… λῦσόν με…)
Do people think they have free ride on my mind,
Coming at me, using me, leaving me broken on the floor, cast aside?
(Λῦσόν με… λῦσόν με…)
Why is it so hard for others to love me?
Is it because I'm not someone who could ever be married?
I'm not girly enough for you, not manly enough for your little secrets.
Is my image and my thoughts too much to handle for a man like you?
When am I gonna be loved like my sisters, like my mothers?
And if one day we sit and share a drink together —
Will you finally bear the sight of my tears?

(Pre-Chorus)
Αἰά… Αἰά… Αἰά…
Αἰά… Αἰά… Αἰά…

(Chorus)
I'm so sick of being alive,
Don't think that I could understand,
'Cause I'm so sick of being human —
Don't think that I could take it.
I'm so sick of being alive,
Never thought I'd empathize.
So sick of being human —
Don't think that I could take it.

(Verse 2)
I'm left here wondering about all the things we could've done —
If I was someone you actually cared about,
Not just a toy on display for your sake when you're bored.
(Λῦσόν με… λῦσόν με…)
Yet I'm still here apologizing for being me,
Yet you're still here making me guilty for being me.
When will I finally stand out in the eyes of those I hold dear?
When will I finally grow wings to fly through their dreams?
(Λῦσόν με… λῦσόν με…)

(Pre-Chorus)
Αἰά… Αἰά… Αἰά…
Αἰά… Αἰά… Αἰά…

(Chorus)
I'm so sick of being alive,
Don't think that I could understand,
'Cause I'm so sick of being human —
Don't think that I could take it.
I'm so sick of being alive,
Never thought I'd empathize.
So sick of being human —
Don't think that I could take it.

(Bridge)
Οὖλλε… Οὖλλε… Οὖλλε…
Μοῖραι, δέξασθέ με… δέξασθέ με…
Οὖλλε… Οὖλλε… Οὖλλε…
Μοῖραι, δέξασθέ με… δέξασθέ με…
Λῦσόν με… λῦσόν με…
Λῦσόν με… λῦσόν με…

(Outro)
I'm so sick (Κραυγή)
Of being me.
I'm so sick (Κραυγή)
Of crying myself to sleep.
I'm so sick (Κραυγή)
Of wanting to die.

I'm so sick of being alive

You bloom in shadows like a flower made of night  
Fragrance drifting softly through the fading light  
Your voice a fragile echo wrapped in quiet might  
Your eyes the storm before it bites  

I follow footsteps painted silver on the ground  
Each one humming with a distant sound  
A melody lost — but now it’s found  
In the place your heart is crowned  

You pull me deeper than the grave  
Into the dark I try to brave  
But in your hands I’m not a slave  
Just someone wishing you’d stay and save  

Shadow bloom, you whisper slow  
Secrets only spirits know  
In your moonlit, haunted glow  
I'm falling fast — too fast to go  

Hold me where the night is warm  
Where broken things can take new form  
Where darkness isn’t seen as harm  
But just another kind of calm  


SHADOW BLOOM

Live performance reimagined. A single evening of LIVEGEN stripped back covers of Quantum songs. 

La sublime solitude

kerenann

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