prod https://www.instagram.com/tahabeatss
intro production by https://www.youtube.com/@di4m0ndz
cover art by https://www.instagram.com/101ru_

out on all plats <3
https://open.spotify.com/album/5S0jdbCVUkYflCwrg8Ynjv

lyrics:
[Chorus]
Rock out, then you talk a lot of shit and then you pop out
I'm all in, baby, then you cop out
Would you even shed a tear if I die now?
If I die now

[Verse 1]
I ran out of Xans so I'm takin' all her Lexapro
I still got my Percs these cars they movin' slow-mo
She threatenin' to leave, if you wanna go then fuckin' go (Fuckin' go)
I've been on the edge again I take these drugs to fuckin' cope (Fuckin' cope)
Yeah, to fuckin' cope, I lost all my hope
Take that knife out my back when you fuckin' go
But she can't let me go, yeah, she fuckin' knows
Junkie with a melody I just let 'em know

[Chorus]
Rock out, then you talk a lot of shit and then you pop out
I'm all in, baby, then you cop out
Would you even shed a tear if I die now?
If I die now
Rock out, then you talk a lot of shit and then you pop out
I'm all in, baby, then you cop out
Would you even shed a tear if I die now?
If I die now

[Verse 2]
Kpins in my system I don't wanna talk about it
And these Perkies in my system I don't wanna go with out it
I don't wanna talk about it when you passed out in the kitchen
Now I'm dyin' on my own, where's the Fent? I need a smidgen
I'm the big bird homie, you a peasant, you a pigeon
I'm the big dog homie, you a peasant, you a kitten
And I'm prayin' to these scripts that's all I know it's my religion
Don't start accusing me with fake shit 'cause you know I fuckin' didn't
I fuckin' didn't, but do you listen?
Ket too strong gettin' blurry vision
Say you hate me, then you love me, it's tradition
I'm an addict, yeah, it's my fuckin' decision

[Chorus]
Rock out, then you talk a lot of shit and then you pop out
I'm all in, baby, then you cop out
Would you even shed a tear if I die now?
If I die now
Rock out, then you talk a lot of shit and then you pop out
I'm all in, baby, then you cop out
Would you even shed a tear if I die now?
If I die now

die now (prod. taha & diamondz)

[LYRICS]
i heard you poppin xans your new man
is a fan 
remember when you told me i wouldn’t understand 
look at you so pretty party girl city
think that you’re so witty it don’t even hit me 

cigarette ashes 
the way she look like an actress 
and all she care about is fashion 
don’t show an ounce of compassion 
i be in the whip going 95 feel the mother fucking wind 
my brothers by my side hold me down when i’m sick 
i ain’t trippin bout you no more
you love to hit me up when you’re bored 

i dont wanna play 
all these games no more 
why do you treat me like a toy 
Im not a a party boy
and the games over
don’t hit me right back 
when im on my own and im getting my bag 
hidden in the smoke off a fat zig zag 
talkin all that shit i forgot who asked 
@ily_turo:
i forgot who asked 
and imma leave you in the 
past tense 
i dont want you shawty 
imma leave you for the next man 
you asked me a question 
and i dont think i was listening 
you fucking up my mental 
and your making me use ritalin
you wanna take me in 
call it a cordial sin 
you want my body 
and my soul 
im not sure how to win 
you tried to take, take 
my soul away 
but i got solio behind my back 
we dont play games

cigarette ashes 
the way she look like an actress 
and all she care about is fashion 
don’t show an ounce of compassion 
i be in the whip going 95 feel the mother fucking wind 
my brothers by my side hold me down when i’m sick 
i ain’t trippin bout you no more
you love to hit me up when you’re bored.

thx 4 listening :3
mastered by Turo

PARTY GIRL

PARTY GIRL w/ Lxve Turo! [kimani + senoju]

ruby

[LYRICS]
don’t wait 
don’t wait 
don’t wait for love
don’t complain when you say that i’m not enough 
and you cry and i lie but we’re having fun so don’t wait
don’t wait 
don’t wait for love 
and i love all of your fucked up thinking 
i fell off cause bitch im always drinking 
and you said that i was never your type 
and you left with all your drugs by your side 

said you’re running out of time 
you don’t ever wanna die 
well i’m crying 
all the memories of me and you 
dying 
i think that im falllin deep i’ll just dive in 
now im running from me i don’t like it 
i don’t like it 
what does it mean when you  powder your nose 
what does it mean when you take off your clothes 

don’t wait 
don’t wait 
don’t wait for love
don’t complain when you say that i’m not enough 
and you cry and i lie but we’re having fun so don’t wait
don’t wait 
don’t wait for love 
and i love all of your fucked up thinking 
i fell off cause bitch im always drinking 
and you said that i was never your type 
and you left with all your drugs by your side

FELL OFF

FELL OFF [Trace Unknown]

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
God damn why are u in my head again
 at the bottom sad ,feeling stuck, sediment
Cigarettes in the pane where im living in 
Seeping thru the seams, u wont let me be

(Chorus)
I —
Can never seem to get by
Feeling all strained again
When im with u i lean to get high
Cuz the walls are caving in

Stuck with u doing drugs in the backseat
Got Ur nose running like a trackmeet
u thought it was going to be everlasting 
Wasting all this time again

(Verse 2)
So gone 
Dont go
Running round circles with my eyes closed
Last breath
Dont hold 
Land on my knees watch me die slow

I can never seem to get by
Please dont let me go
Why is everything on me i cant lie
Fuck my horoscope cuz

(Bridge)
Idk whats really right or wrong but
U keep fucking up my head luv
Keep trying duck but not enough
Its all on me please let me be—

(Chorus)
I —
Can never seem to get by
Feeling all strained again
When im with u i lean to get high
Cuz the walls are caving in

Stuck with u doing drugs in the backseat
Got Ur nose running like a trackmeet
u thought it was going to be everlasting 
Wasting all this time again

WastedTime (p. LxveTuro!)

I Don't Even KPass the blunt I'm overdue assignments   Talk is cheap, not feeling this, I'm tired Sitting up alone again is all I want 3 shots are done but I'm already gone But its what wanted Always doing something I've been losing real sleep And its all for nothing Hope had you're had fun  Know hate my guts Couldn't give a fuck Guess I'm toxic  Right now    I don't even know myself Too gone Now everything clouded Can't stop I don't even wanna slow down Bang bang The sound of a gloc hits And I Can't even make up my mind So I  Don't wanna take up ur time Right now I don't even know myself this time Uh So I should probably just drop this  You ain't nothing but Innocent But your teeth are so venomous - Yea You feeling intermit But I'm on the fence again So, Where do we go from here Loving ain't enough  When you be cutting my throat again With the words you say You relapse in pain On the road, on the road Feeling torn and pain Its feels like  Your heaven sent, With an evil face Just open up and tell me why You live the pain and say  Right now    I don't even know myself Too gone Now everything clouded Can't stop I don't even wanna slow down Bang bang The sound of a gloc hits And I Can't even make up my mind So I  Don't wanna take up ur time Right now I don't even know myself this time Uh So I should probably just drop this  Im not dying my friend Just been tying loose ends Can't see the wood from the trees outside guess its true you can't say goodbyes I'm not one you can love Don't waste the breath from your lungs Just throw the pain in ur chest aside Guess its best if we say goodbyes  Right now    I don't even know myself Too gone Now everything clouded Can't stop I don't even wanna slow down Bang bang The sound of a gloc hits And I Can't even make up my mind So I  Don't wanna take up ur time Right now I don't even know myself this time Uh So I should probably just drop this  now Myself (ft tmdistant)

I Don't Even Know Myself (ft tmdistant)

Prod. me

lyrics:
(and i try
i try my best to die
whats that look in your eye
i just can't get it right
tell me tell me why do you lie
whats the point of replies
cause i think this is good bye)

I can't 
sit around just to pass by
cause I don't want you on my mind
I don't like when you lie
how are you surprised
you do this every time
so why you change your mind
how are you picking sides

yeah hurts every day that you pass by
but i can't go without high
but your onto the next without why
yeah i just can't accept "bye"
and tell me what you want
everything I saw 
and I can't get enough
I don't know if it's lust
but its so hard to trust

i don't wanna go outside
i don't wanna go to the light
my
would you take my side
cause i can't take these lies
you just, tell me we'll survive
i can't, tell you can't lie, don't lie
those 13 reasons why
cause i can't

Waiting

*Lyrics*

I was thinking bout a bad ending thought about it twice 
Now I’m picturing a third and it’s such a pretty sight 
I been staying up late staring blankly at the sky 
Connecting all the dots , all the stars alive tonight 

I was fearing such a bad ending
now I couldn’t mind any of these things
Feeling somewhat better , but it’s still nothing 
Staying hopeful even though it’s at the least 

Oh I don’t care if I lose ,I just wanna love you 
I don’t wanna hold back I just wanna touch you 
I just wanna know now , do you really love me ,oh
Did you really love me 

Everywhere I’ve gone , everything I’ve hoped 
I just wanna know , where do we all go?
I been up all night , tryna start a fight.
Start it with the sun ,end it all at night with the moon
I’ve been thinking what I’ll do 
If everything is fucking true 

I’ve been feeling so used x3


Bad endings, I got plenty 
Oh sweetie please don’t let me..
Walk away like you let me
Once before Once before 

Bad endings, I got plenty 
Oh darling you’re one of many 
Only one I’m regretting 
Every single day every single night 

Taken apart , breaking my heart 
Crushing it slow, all from the start 
But it’s not your fault , I started this first 
Honest to worse 

Oh 
Oh I don’t care if I lose ,I just wanna love you 
I don’t wanna hold back I just wanna touch you 
I just wanna know now , do you really love me ,oh
Did you really love me 

“Reversed”

the moon
I’ve been thinking what I’ll do 
If everything is fucking true 

I’ve been feeling so used 
I’ve been feeling so used 
I’ve been feeling so…

BADENDINGS :/  Prod Guda

lyric video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ssxTeCoW7w

death (+madebyquiet)

Prod. Pxlsdead

Lyrics:


Show me the path I wanna go heal 
I’m put thru test about shit I can’t feel 
Quit lying to me I can’t tell if it’s real 
It’s all up to me and I’m bouta I’ll reveal 
That I am the king I’m the one on the top 
Quit fucking with me no you won’t take my spot 
Wether you belive me or not 
This shit ain’t coming front luck 

No I can’t feel but I still made it here 
I take a new pill isn’t that weird 
I made it this far and I don’t even try 

I don’t even try 
I don’t even try
I just love getting high 

Show me the path I wanna go heal 
I’m put thru test about shit I can’t feel 
Quit lying to me I can’t tell if it’s real 
It’s all up to me and I’m bouta reveal 
That I am the king I’m the one on the top 
Quit fucking with me no you won’t take my spot 
Wether you belive me or not 
This shit ain’t coming front luck

luck

You can have whatever you want yeah it's cool

I Don't Even Know Myself (ft tmdistant)

Keeper