Bumping this full volume at work everyone gotta hear this too

you said you're sorry cause you never reply
but all i'm doing is trying to help so could you please tell me why 
why don't you reply 
maybe you don't miss me or you have no time 
or maybe you moved on and you think i'm doin fine
but you can see my face , look into my eyes 
they're reddish from the joints and from all the tears 
every single tear i shed for you 
could fill up every dry lagoon 
and i wish my eyes dried too 
i can't bare with this i might end it all soon

i'm trying to hang on 
i'm trying really fucking hard 
but every time i try to move on 
it gets even more fucking harsh
i get so lost i can't count the hours 
i go somewhere else where i only see flowers

you said you're sorry cause you never reply
but all i'm doing is trying to help so could you tell me why 
why don't you reply 
maybe you don't miss me or you have no time 
or maybe you moved on and you think that i'm doin fine
but you can see my face , you can look into my eyes

why don't you reply (splashgvng)

Lyrics:

i could kill a fucking heart expressing how i felt
solitary with these thoughts is an existential hell
i'm only visiting i won't be here for long
preach good decisions while i rip another hit out of this bong
i can see right past ur face into ur mind 
if i send this fucking message i swear it's suicide  
i'll ask you every single option that i have
to make it right
and then in desperation complete the cycle and the questline

so what i'm just a monster with a mop
earning 12.50 an hour 9-5 upon the dot
it's me the janitor you know so very well
i just vented every thought of mine through songs to break my shell
and i
haven't made those in a week
and i'm getting so scared that this could be the end of my
career and it worsens my fear 
so i contemplate
all of the things that i'll never find
days turn to weeks
then to months then to years
could this project ever get done in time
pushed it back twice 
and the rush is a lie
n i'm sitting here stuck on a fucking line
i was a sight seer
i spent the night here
hang on a lease
while i ruin my teeth
and make sense of some things that should never rhyme

and i

and i hide my fucking feelings 
from my friends
and raise my walls
they can see a couple cracks
but they've not seen a thing at all
cement breaks
it's tempting
to breakdown
and lay waste

janitor pt. II

Featuring heylog: @heylog

[not home.]
Cold couch, I'm stupid high
The voices in my head subside
My face goes pale, my face goes white
Just let this kill what's left inside

Take me back to late July
When me and you would synchronize
The drugs wear off my thoughts align
Just kill me 'fore I change my mind

[heylog]
Save me before I use this knife
This pain grew on me over time
I wish I was a kid my whole life
'cause I see things that I feel sorry for my eyes

So baby I'm crazy
Don't think you could date me
But I don't have problems
Like your drinking habits
She goes out for the night
To hangout with some guys
Who could care less for her
But she doesn't seem to mind
No she doesn't seem to mind
Mom's worried sick
And dad's tryna ring her line
But she don't pick up
She's gone for the whole night

[not home.]
Cold couch, I'm stupid high
The voices in my head subside
My face goes pale, my face goes white
Just let this kill what's left inside

Take me back to late July
When me and you would synchronize
The drugs wear off my thoughts align
Just kill me 'fore I change my mind

garbage

welcome

not home. - welcome w heylog (Irby)

Opened my eyes
it was December
My heart's full in ways it was never
Before December 

Your lips close in on mine, you feel like heaven
(you look like heaven)
your hands they rest in mine until our blood's numb

(Baby open up your eyes)
Open your eyes 
Boy I've missed you 
I'm sorry for the years I didn't kiss you

H-E-A-V-E-N
That's how you got me feeling
You know I want you baby
I'll always be your lady

How'd you stay patient for like forever?
I couldn't even wait after December

Opened my eyes
it was December
My heart's full in ways it was never
Before December

december sun (prod. PartyAtTheMoonTower)

I still need you 
Do you need me?
Ur love is ice cold 
And I’m freezing 
I won’t leave you 
Dont leave me
Where’d the years go?
There fading 

I still need you 
Do you need me?
Ur love is ice cold 
And I’m freezing 
I won’t leave you 
Dont leave me
Where’d the years go?
There fading 

Would you even care if I’m not here 
I was so faded wearing moncler 
I need prescriptions not to feel fear 
I wake up everyday but I’m still here 

The earth is in rotation but it stops when your around 
I can’t feel my feelings I can’t feel my own frown 
Everyone is after me it’s hard for me to stand my ground 
I just feel useless everyday year round 

Yea yea yea 

Let me take a sip 
Swerving in my friends whip 
Let me take a trip 
Xanax or klonopins 
I feel sad again 
wouldnt wan do that again 
If ur heaven sent 
Then why the devil is on my bed?

I’ve came out of the mud 
I’m a muck I’m so yuck 
Everybody in my phone 
Don’t give a fuck 
Won’t give a fuck 
Maybe I’ll feel fine when I’m drunk 
Double fisting cups of bud
Then I spark a blunt 
Then watch the girl I love run

watch her run from me

MUNCH =^+.+^= (Slayne)

prod. @bloodcryy

told my friends never give up
i swear we all going up
hand me the light ill take it up
war-torn but my number's not up

cross my heart pray we don't fall
i swear we just wanna ball
cover me i'll risk it all
if I don't make it back make the call

fire at will and prevail 
fire at will don't be scared
we'll make it out this warfare
sanctuary is still there

sanctuary is still there
sanctuary is still there
sanctuary is still there
sanctuary is still there

still there
sanctuary is still there
still there 
sanctuary is still there

told my friends never give up
i swear we all going up
hand me the light ill take it up
war-torn but my number's not up

cross my heart pray we don't fall
i swear we just wanna ball
cover me i'll risk it all
if I don't make it back make the call

fire at will and prevail 
fire at will don't be scared
we'll make it out this warfare
sanctuary is still there

Prevail (bloodcryy)

promises *demo* (king theta)

stay sober

stay sober!

Prod by Zoe Beaufay


lyrics:


I know I never loved anyone
I was in love, I felt a little drunk
I don't know what it's like to love someone
I'll show you when it's your turn

You know, sometimes it gets a little weird
I hate waking up and knowing there's no one here

I hate my friends, I have no friends
Why is everyone being fake again?

I remember standing in the background at school
My teachers hated me because I'm really fool

Waiting for a message that I'll never receive
I know I will never find a company


Is there someone to save me? Baby, say it's you


Say it's you

LYRICS:

Kicking rocks down the road again
In my beat up vans 
(In my beat up vans)
Summer came and it would never end 
Back when we were kids 
(Back when we were kids)
I got a glimpse of it 
The other day
But it came and went
(Yeah, it came and went)
There’s so many things 
I never got to say
To my dearest friends 
(I miss my friends)

Day turns to night
And the stars align
And we’re in the same place
At the same time 
Used to be in sync 
On everything 
Now every time I blink
Things change
Every time I blink
Things change 

Every time I blink
Things change 

Now we’re 13, 14, 
15, all the way to 17
18, 19, 20, all the way to 23
24, then one more, quarter of a century 
I never knew last month 
That I’d even make it to last week
(13, 14, 15, all the way to 17)
Even make it to last week
(18, 19, 20, all the way to 23)
Even make it to last week
(24, then one more, quarter of a century
I never knew last month
That I’d even make it to last week
(Even make it to last week,
Even make it to last week
I never knew last month
That I’d even make it to last week)

promises demo (king theta)

kev7 (@bevyung)

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