Lyrics:

Verse 1: 
How do I say what I don't wanna say? Lost in my thoughts, caught in the fray. 
Cast my clouds on another's sunny day, turn some rainbows into shades of grey well, 
Been through Hell but I've seen Heaven, if Gods got a plan then I'm waiting for the ending, 
There's no use in pretending when the results are pending, it's my own damn love that I'm sending. 
I don't spend time on delusions, no time for existential collusions. 
I do it myself, find my own solutions, sort through illusions, mind contusions. 
So what do I say? What's stopping me? And the answer- ain't nobody, ain't nobody, ain't nobody, ain't nobody, but me. 

Chorus: 
Oh oh oh oh, it ain't easy. Oh oh oh oh, it ain't easy to say. 

Verse 2: 
Indoctrination nation, born and raised, never had a choice through all of my days. 
And, I'm done pretendin', I'm done bendin', I'm sittin' in the pew contendin'. 
Say it out loud and the stones are cast, look how quick they turn their backs, yeah. 
So keep it inside, hide your feelings, otherwise they might send you reeling. 
An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind, nobody can see, so get in line. 
Pay your money on time, the shame is your fine, they control your mind, but that won't define me. Oh that won't define me, that won't define me. 

Chorus x2: 
Oh oh oh oh, it ain't easy. Oh oh oh oh, it ain't easy to say.


Produced & Composed by Holland Chadwick
Vocals & Lyrics by Jeremy Long

Thoughts

This track was more of an experiment from my side trying to defy all kind of song structures I was getting used to. Apart from the orchestral instrumentation, which is not all new from my side, the composition is a mix of pop and rock with the epic orchestral arrangements.

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