Bad Day (prod. grayskies)

Lyrics:
Oh Where we going
I thought I had it all figured out

Oh never mind I see you in my dreams and think maybe its not all alright.

Hey Who am I? A broken man with a broken boy inside.
Aye You are not the person who you said that you would be.

Take it one step (one step) at a time
2 steps more and you’re gonna die! Maybe thats what I want because I don’t know what I’m fucking doing!

Hey You don’t know me. Or what’s inside my head!

You should probably leave now. Just like everyone else eventually does

Why Is it like this! I had a path but now I don’t!

Please make it better! God or Doctor do either of you have an answer!

(Ohhh where we going)

Take it one step (one step) at a time
2 steps more and you’re gonna die! Maybe thats what I want because I don’t know what I’m fucking doing!

Take it one step (one step) at a time
2 steps more and you’re gonna die! Maybe thats what I want because I don’t know what I’m fucking doing here!

Where are we going? (Prod.drylids)

Lyrics:

Black clothes, dirty vans, ripped jeans.

 I don’t care what you think about me.

Band shirts, Piercings, tattoos.

Guitars, distort it, make it loud.


You know I don’t give a fuck about an opinion

You know it’s hard liquor I’m sipping

This is who I am!
I will never change!
Anything about me! (Anything about me)

Everything I am! Is this way it’s gonna be!
This is who I am! (I will never change)

Yeah, Rock music, gaming

Is how I look, really that important.

Trust issues, sad eyes, constant lies (I’m a mess)

Grab the mic, scream all the anger out.

I’m mad! I’m sad! I’m sick! I’m dying! Help!!!!

This is who I am!
I will never change!
Anything about me! (Anything about me)

Everything I am! Is this way it’s gonna be!
This is who I am! (I will never change)

Open up the front door. What the fuck you gotta say. You know I’m hurt so tread very carefully
Open up the front door. What the fuck you gotta say. I know it’s strange you’ve never seen this side of me.

This is who I am!
I will never change!
Anything about me! (Anything about me)

Everything I am! Is this way it’s gonna be!
This is who I am! (And I will never be sorry)

Who I Am (Maybe.) (Prod. dead yami)

Lyrics:

Trying to hold on but the thread is thin
Trying to hold on but the clock is ticking

Everything is not going the way that I want it
Thought I had life figured out but I’m faulted
Every now and then I think I should end it.
Yea lets end it. Wait should I end it.

Easier! Will it ever get!
Easier! Please get easier!
Trying to hold on! But the thread is thin!
Trying to hold on! But the clock is ticking!
Easier! Will it ever get!
Easier! Please get easier!

You don’t even know me.
So why do you hate me. (Bitch)

Yea I miss my homies. Yea I miss the old me. I miss all the memories that made me fucking happy.

I know I have some problems. I’m trying to dissolve them. Be patient while I figure out how to solve them.
Help me. Revive me. Watch me. You caught me. So stop me. So stop me.

I know I said some things I shouldn’t have. No I never had a better half. When we die you is all you’ll ever have. All you’ll ever have. Yea.

Easier! Will it ever get!
Easier! Please get easier!
Trying to hold on! But the thread is thin!
Trying to hold on! But the clock is ticking!
Easier! Will it ever get!
Easier! Please get easier!

When this world comes to an end.
Will you look back and be proud of the things you did.
Will the pain have been worth it in the end.
Did it help you do the things you did. Aye.

Easier. I hope. (Prod. P4RA x 5head)

Lyrics:
Don’t Ever Say

We Live in a terrible

Fuck! This! Shit!
Let! Me! Go!
Make! This End!
I! Don’t Care!
Why! Don’t! You!
Just! Leave! Me!
Let! Me! Live!
Peacefully!

We’re living in this life (The same old story)
We Cannot deny (The difficulty)
Truth be told (I don’t really like it)
Saying it’s fine (Same lie they told me) x2

You make this worse for everyone

We’re living in this life (The same old story)
We Cannot deny (The difficulty)
Truth be told (I don’t really like it)
Saying it’s fine (Same lie they told me)

Fuck!
Yea!
This Life!
Its not fucking easy!

We’re living this life
We Cannot deny
Truth be told
Saying its fine (Same lie they told me!)

This life (First Nihilistic Thoughts) (Prod. BennyKaay)

Lyrics:
(Do you have to go)

I hurt myself
This blade deserves my pain
Am I selfish
Cause I don’t wanna lose you

Please Don’t go And leave me alone
I need you more than you’ll ever know
Please Don’t go I can’t do this alone
I love you more than you’ll ever know

When you left  I got so angry
Even though your pain is gone
The tears I’ve cried for so long
I know you always loved me

Please don’t go
Please. I’m begging you
Please. Don’t. Go.

Please Don’t go And leave me alone
I need you more than you’ll ever know
Please Don’t go I can’t do this alone
I love you more than you’ll ever know

I’ll always love you more than you’ll ever know.

Please Don't Go. (Prod. Gaxillic)

Lyrics:
What. are the words to say.
Will they be believed. If not
Will they fall on deaf ears.
 I. Have something to say .
if it will be listened. Oh Please
Just give a chance.
 And I hope it will save you.

Hope it will.

Why Try? (p. Living Puff)

Can't change the past, but wish we could go back for just a little bit.

For just one more day or hour. (p. AnticonBeatz)

Lyrics:
I wish I could lay with you one more time.
Because If I could I would never leave your side.

So Why are you leaving mine.
Hush now don’t be angry, everything will turn out fine.

Thank you so so much for all the happiness you gave to me
It was so sweet and so special but now you can be free

How can you be so perfect and so full of love
You truly are a gift from above
So why am I
losing my best friend, the one who, never judged me.
My buddy, my angel, the one who always loved me.

Don’t leave me. Don’t leave me, alone here.

Thank you so so much for all the happiness you gave to me
It was so sweet and so special but now you can be free

Thank you so so much for all the happiness you gave to me
It was so sweet and so special and now you can be free

I want you to know (I want you to know) that I will never forget you, for the rest of my life (for the rest of my life)
I’ll make you proud, and become a better person, I swear I’ll make it true ( I will make it true)
I’ll meet you there, ooh I’ll meet you there (I promise this is not goodbye)
This isn’t goodbye!

I love you so so much, now you can go and be free.

Thank you. I love you.

When I wrote this song I wanted to imagine the character Tom Bombadil from my favorite book series of all time, Lord of the rings. He was always singing a song that had the reoccurring hook "Merry dol Merry dol", and he also had a wife named Goldberry. I wanted to imagine a scenario where Goldberry got angry with Tom and leaves him. Tom, confused and devastated about losing the love of his life, writes a song begging her to come back to him. But at the same time he is still very much in love with her so he acknowledges the pain he caused her and if she is in fact going to leave then so be it. Be safe my merry dol... Hence Tom's Tragedy, with my own creative spin on it. Enjoy!

Lyrics:
Merry dol merry dol
Come back to me
I know that you're hurting
It's not hard to see
Merry dol merry dol
Lay down your arms
I know that I pained you
It's clear in your heart

Ohhhhh
Ohhhhh
(Why don't you)

Come come
Come back to me
Or go go
Go and be free
Merry dol merry dol
You are so clean
The day that you left me was the
Worst day for me

Merry dol merry dol
Where have you gone
Did they take you away somewhere
You don't belong
Merry dol merry dol
Were you led astray
I know that you're angry but
Please be safe

Ohhhhh
Ohhhhh
(Why can't you)

Come come
Come back to me
Or go go
Go and be free
Merry dol merry dol
You are so clean
The day that you left me was the
Worst day for me

Come come
Come back to me
Or go go
Go and be free
Oh merry dol merry dol
(I'll miss you)

Come come
Come back to me
Or go go
Go and be free
Merry dol merry dol
You are so clean
The day that you left me was the
Worst day for me
Merry dol merry dol
You are so mean
(Yeah)
The day that you left me was the
Worst day for me

Tom's Tragedy

"Is staring at the sun" really so wrong? It feels like the world is telling you its wrong but is it really so bad when it doesn't harm anyone and it makes you feel happy and overall better about yourself?

Kevin Lae

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