scared & nervous (guami)

@odece #us #toman

last song of 2021 :) thank u all 4 the support and luv. thank u all 4 a great year of growth and all the new beginnings im a part of. happy new years every1.

lyrics:

(victxrw)

like whts my fucking purpose?
all i ever know is all the pills tht i purchase
i know ur fucking hurting
all i wnna do is try 2 make u feel worth it
i dont wnna make u feel so worthless
and every single time i tell u tht ur perfect,
u dont listen so now ur feelings worsen
i stg im not doing it on purpose

thinking bout the past but i know its not my fault,
cause every single time i try 2 talk u would
walk away n leave me here
my heart enwrapped with layers of fear </3
i didnt know wht i was doing...
all these fucking voices in my head telling me 2 do it

u said tht ur done well i think tht im done too
feel like i gotta run but theres nowhere else 2 run 2
u said tht its over yea ig thats fucking done too
dont wanna stretch it out but remember i still got u...

like whts my fucking purpose?
all i ever know is all the pills tht i purchase
i know ur fucking hurting
all i wnna do is try 2 make u feel worth it
i dont wnna make u feel so worthless
and every single time i tell u tht ur perfect,
u dont listen so now ur feelings worsen
i stg im not doing it on purpose...

purpose (odece)

Lyrics:

(A Hype Verse)

My confidence is bottomless. The dominance, synonymous. With a change, being strange. Had me tad, bit deranged. I, learned to accept, turned the neglect and tears that was kept. For years that I wept, I turned that to treasure. That I earned, at my measure. Of pleasure, I been given this living, we know I’m driven. If he go skiddin’, his homies back him up no kidding. They show me no fo’ bidding. That’s that love in prominence. I was used and bruised incompetence. ‘Till I fused the confidence.

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ever since u left me ive been feeling really blue
try to hold back but i keep on running after u
things u never told me i wish that i really knew
ill never know what u were going thru
we both hate the life that were livin
tell me whats on ur mind that ur missin
i can see it in ur eyes u wanna be set free
wanna be set free
but what about me..
idk what u want me to think now
the way u made me feel
got me walkin with my head down
feelings that u showed me
all are in the past now
cant help but pace around
what do u wanna tell me
what is it that ur hiding from me
laughing at me cause i cant see
that im blind to all ur lying
not really sure where to go now
feelin really low im on the road
months ago u told me i was the best how?
not even on ur mind now..

running after you </3 [sardonyx]

prod by me 

I’ve been in my thoughts (( _ _ ))..zzzZZ
I’ve been burning through some Gs
been off a couple meds
but I cannot fall asleep Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑)
I’ve been downing white wine
I just feel like lil peep
don’t know why I try
I just feel like a creep (Ｔ＿Ｔ)

I just wish I felt okay
I’ve been masking with the drugs
I’ve been missing all these days
I’ll look up at the stars
thinking of my mistakes
I just poured up pimp c ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
up in my soda today

I dropped a xan in black coffee ٩(^‿^)۶
been going off the deep end
I wish someone could stop me
whispers in my ears
they just talk to me softly
can’t do anything （−＿−；）
there’s some marks on my body

I’ve been falling in this darkness
been off the drugs wish I never started (◞‸◟)
I wish the best for every dearly departed
just lost my soul (･_･;
into land that’s uncharted

I can’t even trust
mixing substances up
all I feel is disgust
break down my bones
you can turn me to dust
coping with all my pain
smoking on angel dust (￣^￣)ゞ

I just wish I felt okay
I’ve been masking with the drugs
I’ve been missing all these days
I’ll look up at the stars
thinking of my mistakes
I just poured up pimp c ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
up in my soda today

I dropped a xan in black coffee ٩(^‿^)۶
been going off the deep end
I wish someone could stop me
whispers in my ears
they just talk to me softly
can’t do anything （−＿−；）
there’s some marks on my body

stop me (mercyyy)

Why Would I -Lieu (unreleased)( rare)

written by me produced by me

i met a girl in nevada
she ran away from home out to travel
the look in her eyes make me sadder
i think that she know that i feel nothing matters
like where you fell from saturn
mixed in your wave, in your matter
and i'm a no good bastard
you think i'm cool and i'm flattered

if i take you to my place what's gon' happen after
time going slow but you going faster
baby i can stick you back together, plastered
i want somebody to see me like i matter

ceramic bottles
and none of it matters
ceramic models
and none of it matters
and no of thems like you
to the girl that don't matter
to the girl in nevada
nevada

leave me
relieve me

you said you'll die before me
and baby i'm so sad, i lied to you
i'm sorry
you said, you know, you-
and none of thems like you
to the girl that don't matter

i fell in nevada
ceramic bottles
and none of it matters
ceramic models

put you on the back of my ride
your breast on my back
hold on tight
it's times like these that make me wanna lie
but when you're on top of me
it makes me feel so alive

and none if it matters
cus none of them like you
none of them like you
none of them like you
none of them like you

fell in love in nevada
i fell in love in nevada

BANE

NEVADA (CERAMIC BOTTLES)

prod me

*lyrics*

no such thing
as a perfect ending
we go again
run it back from the beginning
im fading out 
in my succession
the next page
is empty

hold my breath
i put my hands up in the air
there's nothing left
and the ending wasn't fair
time passed
now it's so clear
rub my eyes, look back
n it's so clear
i was selfish
ig i nvr cared
thought i was helpless
forgot the ppl that were there
open up my eyes
n it's so clear
i took the fog from the sky
now it's so clear

i savor every moment
i hate to lose my focus
take things 2 make me forget
my brain is making a mess

hold my breath
i put my hands up in the air
there's nothing left
and the ending wasn't fair
time passed
now it's so clear
rub my eyes, look back
n it's so clear
i was selfish
ig i nvr cared
thought i was helpless
forgot the ppl that were there
open up my eyes
n it's so clear
i took the fog from the sky
now it's so clear

*entry4*

	there was someone
	there was something
	there was somewhere
	there was time
	but there was no reason
	and i still don't know

	but i will try again

8KUHD

prod @pw4prez

(i Startd thinking bout u,
So i Gotta write a Song
Girl, you left me out in the Dust)

Girl, i Wish u were Here, But you're Far away from me
Girl, you're Far too Perfect why Don't you Fucking See
Spent these Last Two Years alone, Nobody wWith me
iThink i need Some help Soon i Struggle to Sleep
it's been Like 2 Years, it's Not getting Bettewr
i'm Making no Progress, i Wish i could Tell Her
Without u, I Don't want Another December
Still HeartBroken over Her, It's Neverending

it Never Ends
bby Come Back
i Miss your Love
i Miss your Laugh
it Never Ends
i'm Always Sad
Maybe one day
You'll just Call me Back
you'll Just call Me Back
and i'll Instantly Come right Back

You'll always Have
(Me)
x4

Girl, i Wish u were Here, But you're Far away from me
Girl, you're Far too Perfect why Don't you Fucking See
Spent these Last Two Years alone, Nobody wWith me
iThink i need Some help Soon i Struggle to Sleep
it's been Like 2 Years, it's Not getting Bettewr
i'm Making no Progress, i Wish i could Tell Her
Without u, I Don't want Another December
Still HeartBroken over Her, It's Neverending

ill Always Love you....
iLove cats Because they Help me WhenIm Lonely

#2yearsAlone 😿 prod Sochi

FREEMEBABYYY prod. [ARLOE + D1XOO]

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