It's Not You; It's Me

Love You Blind (feat. Harriet Braat & AndyLP)

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Lyrics:
Last week I went and saw a psychic
Not because I really believe in magic 
I just wanted to hear that I could be happy
She said I was damned, it was $5 for a reading
(Cash or credit?)

Long gone are the dreams
And the healing
Lost my imagination
Now it's the treason
Playing the victim
Self-destruction at its finest

I’m so sick of myself
But I don't wanna deal with it
I can't burn in this hell 'cause 
I'm already at the bottom of the deep end
I think I'm losing myself
Can't recognise who I am
Won't catch me turn around
'Cause I can't face the stranger in the mirror

My older brother lives in glamor
He's a criminal defence and naval lawyer
They say don't succumb to societal pressure
I can't help but feel like a failure (Ugh)

Long gone are the hopes
And the growing
A healthy way of coping
Now it's the hoaxing
Taunting the broken
Self-destruction at its finest

I’m so sick of myself
But I don't wanna deal with it
I can't burn in this hell 'cause 
I'm already at the bottom of the deep end
I think I'm losing myself
Can't recognise who I am
Won't catch me turn around
'Cause I can't face the stranger in the mirror

My baby kept our love a secret
I told him it's fine, it's just you and me but
Turns out I wasn't the only person
If only I was a better person
I'm so sick of my

I’m so sick of myself (So sick of myself)
But I don't wanna deal with it
I can't burn in this hell 'cause 
I'm already at the bottom of the deep end
I think I'm losing myself (I'm losing myself)
Can't recognise who I am
Won't catch me turn around
'Cause I can't face myself

I tell myself never again, again, again, again, again
But I do it again, again, again, again, again
I tell myself never again, again, again, again, again
But I do it again
And again
And again
Stranger in the mirror

STRANGER

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Lyrics:
This new boy, he texted me back after a week
He’s busy working hard for our little life, gosh he’s so sweet!
And so mature, he's so in love

I can't be more wrong  
He don't want me, he wants the control
And I fed right into his ego
This world is just too complicated
I prefer the one that I created 'cause

When the one don't mean anyone
I pretend I don't give a fuck
When close isn't close enough
I burn the idea of love
Self-inflicted misery
To stay in his periphery
When love isn't love at all
I keep it delusional
Oh!

He's playing hard to get
But I know his plot and I'll play with him
Yeah, he bought a brand new yellow shirt
Guess what my favourite colour is

He knows Taylor Swift, a coincidence?
He knows a friend of a friend who's friend of his
That clearly means we're meant to be
Our first kid’s name’s Ace

When the one don't mean anyone
I pretend I don't give a fuck
When close isn't close enough
I burn the idea of love
Self-inflicted misery
To stay in his periphery
When love isn't love at all
I keep it delusional
Oh!

He's got red flags
Dick wags
Waving around
Get me an airbag
I'm gonna crash straight to the ground
God, what am I doing with myself?
Need him like O2, I'm not proud
I swear I'm fine I don't need help
(Help...)

When the one don't mean anyone
I pretend I don't give a fuck
When close isn't close enough
I burn the idea of love
Just opened a joint account
We'll save up to buy that house
I’m done being logical
'Cause I’m fucking delusional!
Oh!
Oh!

DELULU

I THINK I NEED THERAPY!

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Lyrics:
I know that look when I see it
So I blushed and bluffed you weren't my type
To get you riled
You don't have the guts to admit it
But it's been playing on your mind
At night

You know with precision the way I dysfunction
The secrets you whisper in the dark when you're drunken
With every touch you know just what you're doing to me
Baby

'Cause I'm just a casualty
In the battle of your reality
Yeah, you want me
So you kiss girls, pretending it's us
Woah oh oh
And every night like gravity
You pull me to your vicinity
'Cause you know I'll float in your orbit
For as long as i live
Woah oh oh
I'll float in your orbit

You bury your head in the "what if"s
While we dance under Melbourne's city lights
In desperate times
I'm your solace baby
I know that your morals' in conflict
And I'm not worth putting up a fight
Or worth a try
You know just what you're doing to me

I'm just a casualty
In the battle of your reality
Yeah, you want me
So you kiss girls, pretending it's us
Woah oh oh
And every night like gravity
You pull me to your vicinity
'Cause you know I'll float in your orbit
For as long as i live
Woah oh oh

So you kiss girls
And you just want to
Keep me a secret
Too cowardly to face it
You know that I get it
I swear that I get it
But don't you know that it's killing me slowly?

You'd dare to kiss me
If it was that easy
I know that you fear me
'Cause you think that I'm pretty
Perpetually spinning
Right there when you need me
But don't you know that it's killing me slowly to orbit round you?

Oh, oh
Right there when you need me
'Til dawn 'cause you're lonely

I'm just a casualty
In the battle of your reality
Yeah, you want me
So you kiss girls, pretending it's us
Woah oh oh
And every night like gravity
You pull me to your vicinity
'Cause you know
I know
You know
Woah oh oh
I'll float in your orbit

ORBIT

HURT PEOPLE

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Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I stared into your eyes
Wished I could just freeze that moment in time
Too scared to admit
I was terrified of losing you

Didn't wake up to the sound of birds
But I woke up in a pool of drowning sweat
God knows before you even hurt me
I was already hurt

[Chorus]
I've been lost, and I've been found
You kept me afloat, then watched us drown
In the end, it's no one's fault
'Cause I was just chasing fool's gold in you

[Verse 2]
All of our jewels have turned to rust
What used to be loved has now been tarnished
Beyond repair

[Chorus 2]
I've been lost, and I've been found
You kept me afloat, then watched us drown
Without an ending, a journey's nothing
Feels like an endless road we're driving

Every day has felt the same
Ever since our hearts were set ablaze
In the end, it's no one's fault
'Cause I was just chasing fool's gold in you

[Outro]
In the end, it's no one's fault
'Cause I was just chasing fool's gold in you
I searched through your soul
I searched through it all
Guess I was just chasing fool's gold

FOOL'S GOLD

SLEEPWALKER

BAD OMEN

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