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I DO NOT OWN SHIT.
ALL RIGHTS GO TO FIDLAR.

FIDLAR - I JUST WANNA DIE

LOVE U TIM💓👁
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iSpentAllMyTiMEonTheBENCH!!!

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BenchBoy (Burbank House)

tears in my rearview
go and find somebody else 2 heal u
i never met the real u
i dont give a fuck who i appeal 2

and u dont gotta tell me that ur ok
because we hurt and that's what makes us human
tell me lies, make me feel so stupid
why do i feel useless

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carnation

[Hook]
Bitch, I'm stylish
Glock tucked, big t-shirt, Billie Eilish
Watch on my wrist, but I want that in diamonds
Niggas talkin' crazy, when I pull up, it's silent
Mile high, run that shit back, bitch, I'm stylish
Glock tucked, big t-shirt, Billie Eilish
Watch on my wrist, but I want that in diamonds
Niggas talkin' crazy, when I pull up, it's silent
Mile high, fuck a first-class, I'm the pilot

BILLIE EILISH.

Stream

Climb down from the attic
Some old friend that I just met
Stunning me with silence
Filling up a fractured chest
Could I know you better
If I met your other friends
Warmer than a sweater
Arms around where your knees bend
See you in a year or two
Don't look now but I changed my room
Not a spot on the wall is free

I wanna reflect
I wanna be soft
I don't know what to say to you
You say you wanna talk
I talk to you every day about the things we never tried
I go into the other places where you said you'd hide
I'm trying my best
I don't know the rest
I'm trying to pull together all the pieces of my chest
I see that you're excited and you wanna do your best
I don't know what to say that
I am sorry, I am sorry, I am

Climb into the attic
Some new friend I've always known
Drive up to a Sonic
Cherry icee two for one
Chewing on the ice
Talking on the summer's end
Call you just to hear you

I wanna reflect
I wanna be soft
I don't know what to say to you
You say you wanna talk
I talk to you every day about the things we never tried
I go into the other places where you said you'd hide
I'm trying my best
I don't know the rest
I'm trying to pull together all the pieces of my chest
I see that you're excited and you wanna do your best
I don't know what to say that
I am sorry, I am sorry, I am

See me as I race this guy
Lost that summer playing GT Five
Met you later for a drink or two
I don't know what to make of you
Let down when you really need it
Shut up, everything is different
Talking like I never knew ya
Back then all I ever wanted

all the pieces of my chest

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maybe you will never see what I see
maybe you will never be what I need
maybe we will never heal our own pain
maybe we will only escape it
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I don't wanna talk to you if I can't
tell you all the truthe that I feel ivve fed
ever bit of truth into my own brain
maybe I am going a little insane
maybe I will take a pill and go sleep
maybe I will follow you in to0 deep
maybe you should take a break from your pain
maybe I should tell you what I thought
then again I don't know half of it wasn't good
maybe I will turn into someone you could 
like a lot maybe it's too late
goddamn I feel like I eradicate
every other part of me in my own head I know 
you're dreaming of your own death instead
and I am calling you just to see
innocence is bravery

there's a part of me wants to kill all your friends
there's a part of me wants to never let them in
there's a part of me wants to be a damn bad man
there's a part of me wants to hatch an evil plan
there's a part of me wants to cut you open
live inside and listen for the ocean
there's a part of me wants to dig in to the goddamn wounds that i've been off making

there's a part

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I am an angel watch me split open an atom in my spare time
who are you to call it quits who do you think I was in a past life
i’m feeling honestly crazy this year I guess it’s fine I won’t rewind the camera film like I did last time
you are the worst at hide and seek i am the only one you need so
we can be honest once a week I can be over in a new york minute
so I spin it like I never said I wasn’t cool i’m good I can’t be sure my brain is wood and it is hollow
halloween memories, I don’t how I got caught up in myself
this is the hardest part of life making decisions bout your spare time
future is bright i’m sure we’ll find everything out there that we missed the first time
and if you wanna be alone I will be here by the phone
do me a favor save it for later
save all your love for me honestly i’m over it the last thing I see is an ocean at my doorstep

angel__꒰ঌ* ~ *໒꒱

One of three semi-improvised songs played on an organ/drum machine thing, recorded with my phone.

Organ Noises #1 (Escape)

FIDLAR - I Don't Give a Fuck

songs to contemplate the tessellating dialectic of life and death to  ✧‿✧

all the pieces of my chest

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