I also kinda forgot my own lyrics while recording this............
but here they are:

I broke up with you on the beach
as the fireworks were glowing over the sea
you said you saw a life with me
then you threw up two times and caused a scene

oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh, oh no
oh oh, oh oh oh oh, I'll just go

I found out there was another girl
the truth came hard and so did she
in the same bed that I shared with you
at that point there was nothing I could do
(but cry and get over it I guess ??)

oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh, oh no
oh oh, oh oh oh oh, what a hoe

then you came in and swept me off my feet
took me out each week to ice cream and sushi
then broke it off 'cause I was too "clingy"
I guess that's what I get for having feelings

oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh, oh no
oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh, please don't go

I was twenty and you were still nineteen
you fell in love with me after three weeks
I told you that I didn't want anything
you got blackout drunk and then you just ignored me

oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh, oh no
oh oh, oh oh oh oh, that's how it goes

I finally found someone who gets it
a well-rounded cutie who doesn’t get lit
he kind of makes me want to die
I guess that’s when you know you’ve found the right guy

(a bunch of weird oh’s)

bOys

it's 9:32 on a sunday night
I just ordered sushi for the hundredth time / this month
and I don't think a veggie roll
is gonna help close up this hole / I have

so I asked the delivery guy 
if he thinks that I should dye
my hair to match my mood
told him it'd be different shades of blue
he said, "thanks, call again soon"

for some reason I can't
sleep on anything but satin
but the sheets get so fucked up
when you sleep on them too much

and I slept on the thought of you
peeling gum off of your shoe
when you warned me that I shouldn't / love
someone who just couldn't / walk
safely alone

I don't wanna be alone

veggie roll (with the punches)

thought that i'd dye my hair last night
to try and change my life
after you left and left me
to sit and cry alone on my bed

i can't seem to sleep without you chasing me
around in my head all night
i was a catalyst in making things seem like they were
all right
but they're not all right

and it's fucked up, babe
what you go through
every day 
and i wish that i could help
but i'm not doing too well myself

i've had goldfish for dinner
this entire week and
you used to tell me how you couldn't eat
well i finally get it
it's just not something that you need

there were so many things
that i should have picked up on
the subtle cries for help
but now you're just gone
and i'm helplessly withdrawn

so i'll give you your space
however long it takes 
even if its the hardest thing yet
and i'll tell you when it's through 
and if you're ready too
i think that i love you

catalyst

i try to sleep in late so i don't have to deal
with every bleeding wound that i'm forced to feel
i'll just shove it underneath my bed again
like everything i thought i could just forget

i've got three black stamps on my wrist this time
proof that i was drowning in drinks last night
but the bar ran dry so i ran out
of excuses to deny what we talked about

sometimes i think the key that i gave you might
find its way into my door at night
and if i try real hard i could dream of your face
maybe when i wake up you'll be replaced

i wrote this for you and then realized it was for me

I eat a lot of sushi
and write a lot of poetry
that's about it /

p shitty recordings from my bathtub with special appearances from my cat and his frickin' jingle bell collar

:~~~~~)

mrsfish