produced by me

@memorie
@resolve1k

lyricz:
[arid]
i take it all back
always keep my soul tact
i let it all bleed out now its on the floor
never fall back
even though its like that
i dont wanna do it again dont try anymore
yeah i dont even know whats left in store
i dont wanna take it back u left me sore
yeah im gonna cover it all up for a reason
i dont wanna try and solve this feeling

try and solve this feeling
i swear all my problems fly to tha ceiling
and theres no going back no leaving
yeah and i feel like that its reaching the line
im tossing all of it aside
dont wanna find myself
i know its hell
i know it felt
yeah its always not the time

[memorie]
i take it all back
i take it all back 
i take it all back

(suuuuuki)

close the door again, they clone me like a sharingan
never hold me down for too long bitch i can handle it :P
but i cant handle this i cant give you another chance
shoulda seen this in advance i guess i’ll cancel my plans

you hold me so far down i cant breathe the air
and when you talk about me you think i cant hear but i can
so you’ll stay a fan

this feeling w/ memorie (inno)

@victxrw
@carna007
@resolve1k
@kiryy

lyricz:
[arid]
i always feel like u push me away but idk how i made u feel
yeah idk if its even real
got too many things that i cant conceal
and it goes on and on
yeah i didnt wanna stay around for long
it hurts
everything i tried it doesnt work
u know i only wanted to put u first

[victxrw]
nd even tho I do I still come last :/
it’s always something old, always in the past
I’ll say it again, I still like ur laugh
I’ll say it again, but u just don’t react
can u hear me from ur room
all the yelling that u do
last time u said were through…
all of the blame isn’t on u

I cant function when ur gone
nothing I can call my own :((
trying to find me a home
somewhere someone I’m so alone…

[notelove]
oh the wounds, they cut so deep
im catching thoughts not catchin sleep zzZ..
im bothered by my memories 
you left me out to bleed..
youve taken all of me, wasnt meant to be 
searching for clarity, you were my remedy <#3

it hurts w/ victxrw x carna 007 (inno x kiryy)

much more otw love u all #thank #u

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production by @resolve1k

good fabrics on my skin
i been feelin lost ever since i met u
i cant take it back no im like this till the end
n its all true no its nothing special
like what i sent ya like fuck my mental
u live in my head like its free 4 rental
kno im feelin dead like its detrimental
cold air on my face makes it feel so simple
now i cant feel a thing

can u make me feel again
i been feeling dead i dont need no medicine
break it all in half tear apart my skeleton
i love this feeling and i hope it never ends
can u even feel me? i can see thru u
hope this time it kills me i cant be truthful
it brings out the real me only time its useful
staring at the moon trying 2 think of what to hope for

jus trying to stay hopeful

@blxty
she tugged on my heart
i was fucked from the start
she fell from the stars
she took me in whole

i fell down
can't get up
pls come home
ur so messed up ≧ ﹏ ≦
and i hope it's all a dream
pls can u come lay next2me

spotify

i can't feel a thing +blxty (inno)

#RESTORED

@kggn @sjr-beats @user-882451933
📸@twikipedia

u dont love me baby are u sure?
take these mellys till my tummy hurt
i remember i was never heard
now they flocking to me like a bird
check my pulse ya just like a nurse
make it pop ya just like a nerve
never first i was always third
shawty how im supposed to take ur word

do it wrong, all i do is do it wrong do it wrong
take ur problems break them all in half 
and now i'm moving wrong (i'm moving wrong)
only wanna come back when i'm moving on
see u round the corner who u snooping on
look me in my eyes i dont wanna sign off
i cant love u i dont wanna lie ugh
if i like it then im gonna buy ya
tell me how am i supposed to make it right ugh

i was never first i was always last
i wanna go back i wanna go back
make me feel so hurt make me feel so mad
she gonna make me crash my heart has a crack
we was supposed to last
my heart broke u wont take me in one piece
already dead swear 2 god i'm a mummy
built this from ground up and burn me to nothing
i wont lie i miss you, and i know that you don't
is it wrong if i love? cus im falling in love
and enough is enough i'm calling ur bluff
why are you so rough why am i still here

pulse (kuru sjr 23)

prod dolly inspo dolly made 4/17/2024
thank u for 10k followers it means the world
album soon This isnt on it

(lyrics)
rise in the mainframe, taking me over
lied to my main bitch, lucky like clover
she a dominatrix, hurt me all over
i was in the same room as that bitch we never spoke tho
mm watcha say tho, im still ridin solo
i dont need your plays yuh, mouth open like domo
these hoes acting dumb yuh, i was acting dumber
i'll be out the country, come see me this summer

i was in the mix and you was out like what a bummer
i played with the sticks n used a mouse and it was funner
i was tweaking off the shit she gave me, seeing colors
i'd be mad but i dont got a reason to be butthurt
holographic cards up in my sleeve yuh
block you off like steve yuh
that boy sweet like stevia
wasnt nice to meet ya
i was getting bored up in the bleachers
had to see it for myself and went up in the field ya
i would still do damn near anything just for a meal yuh
i cant say the same about a deal yuh
every choice i make could be a problem in the meantime
yea i see your cards but you cant see mine
that man gross like epic meal time
i feel your emotions can you feel mine 
throw me off the jet i fall in real-time, yeah yeah
this is not a Movie this is real life, yeah yeah
why your favorite rapper look like fee fi fo fum
why everyone else climbing the beanstalk?
im bout high as shit im floating and i hear the trees talk
man this blunt so loud you would think you heard a tree talk
im tryn see the sky im tryna chill up on the treetops
this shits for the strong not for the weak yuh
i was up in new york for a week yuh
i was in chicago for a week yuh
i been bored as shit grinding my teeth yuh
when im getting sad im grinding weed yuh
all this motion like the Wii yuh

rise in the mainframe, taking me over
lied to my main bitch, lucky like clover
she a dominatrix, hurt me all over
i was in the same room as that bitch we never spoke tho
mm watcha say tho, im still ridin solo
i dont need your plays yuh, mouth open like domo
these hoes acting dumb yuh, i was acting dumber
i'll be out the country, come see me this summer

Ridin solo prod dolly

uploaded INCREDIBLY late; distro issues
produced by kuru

what's first

prod twikipedia
vid https://youtu.be/QoOyOJCHJmY?si=fIyCXzp4sUER4T5D

find my way right out but im choking
stuck in my own cloud im btwn the walls
u always find a way js 2 break it
u always find a way js 2 break it all
hurt me these few years i cant take it
had2 make it my own life ima shape it all

2many broken promises that ik i cant keep
i didnt know the premises so all the faults on me
its crazy how the tables turn im fallin2 my knees
i wish they wld js tell me
i wish they wld js tell me
im so tired of faking
its sad i grew complacent
i took my leave right out my town js2 come back im crazy
its crazy how u made me
its crazy how u made me
i look back @ the time all those yrs past i wish u killed me

i wish ud kill me
(but it feels like u did anyway)
i wish ud kill me
(but it feels like u did anyway)
i wish ud kill me
(but it feels like u did anyway)
i wish ud kill me
(but it feels like u did anyway)

i feel stupid
2 repeat myself
i feel stupid
asking4 ur help

i feel stupid
2 repeat myself
i feel stupid
asking4 ur help

If u cant change i wont either

prod @yumenikki

this song is from summer 2024 during a very difficult period in my life. i am doing much better now. thank you for listening!

lyrics:

i cant stay awake
perc got me delayed
racing cars down interstate
money in my paypal
i dont wanna wait
u make me feel safe
i can never leave this place
nothing left to say now

u dont really get me
like u never met me
want you to forget me
why would you not let me
i just wanna let go
numb my head wit benzos
i thought we were friends tho
u thought wed be friends no

i stare at the wall now
i forget my thoughts now
i do what i want now
i just wanna fall down
i just wanna lay down
want you at my place now
in the bed im facedown
want u in my face now

nod off in the greyhound
in another place now
i dont wanna go back
i hate to be home now
girl i want you here now
didnt wanna leave you
i just wanna see you
i just wanna feel u

i just dont fuck with this
i smoke gas in the crib
she dont like how i live
ill put u on the list
jus popped it out the blister
i dont want to be fixed
u were my favorite kiss
so why do i feel different

i stay up i dont know my limits
crushing pills up i wan feel it instant
yuh, way too fucked up i cant listen
put the black tar on foil, lighter, flick it

it had me fucked up but i miss it
i was living with you it was prison
you were doing it with me, decision
i didnt wan be in love so i fixed it

come get me prod. freger

Produced by Inno

And i'm still holding on
Don't want you to depart
I’ve been wasting my energy just tryna figure out where you’ve been
I just wanna restart
Just tell me who you are
Are you a really a friend of me you know that i can’t atone for my sins
Just don’t leave me in the darkness
I can’t
Breathe
Without your touch
Fall into my weakness
Think the sky
Keeps on falling
Up

(I keep losing every second i’m with you
I had to keep myself in check i don’t miss you)
The sky keeps falling
And i keep crawling back to you
(I keep losing every second i’m with you
I had to keep myself in check i don’t miss you)


And there’s nothing left for me i’m losing focus
Wish you told me on that night that you were joking
I’ve been scavenging around like where the hope is
It’s all a cycle feel the heat it’s all approaching
I tried to find a window out but they’re all so thin
I watch it crumble in my hands just for a moment
I watch it crumble in my hands and it’s all over
I think I lost my mind again where’s my components 

I wish you would get it
Where i’m coming from
How i’m reaching out
How i’m stretching thin
I know you’re not on my side
But i still don’t know who is 
All i can do is
Hope for the better

Caught inside the cycle
I’m failing with my vitals
As my hands get colder
There’s too much weight on my shoulders

I can’t do this alone
Run away from home
I don’t know who I am
I just know I’m alone
22nd floor
I’m searching the unknown
The city’s overgrown
No place to call my own
I can’t do this alone
Run away from home
I don’t know who I am
I just know I’m alone
22nd floor
I’m searching the unknown
The city’s overgrown
No place to call my own

And i'm still holding on
Don't want you to depart
I’ve been wasting my energy just tryna figure out where you’ve been
I just wanna restart
Just tell me who you are
Are you a really a friend of me you know that i can’t atone for my sins
Just don’t leave me in the darkness
I can’t
Breathe
Without your touch
Fall into my weakness
Think the sky
Keeps on falling
Up

halcyon

Produced by Kuru

I’m slurring my words
You said it wouldn’t have hurt
I think i’m making it worse
But i can’t change it
It’s too late too late too late
No i can’t fake it anymore
It’s feeling like the end 
I’m slurring my words
Girl of my memory
Falling all alone 
It’s feeling like the end 
Girl of my memory
Falling all alone 
It’s feeling like the end 

Erase my memories
I pray you’re nothing new
I’m sick of apathy
It haunts me and you too
I feel you in my skin
I pray to god that I don’t rip it off
I pray to god that you’re not here 
To watch me plead as we just fall into the void

I can never run from the feeling in my bones
Or the coldness of my skin
A feeling you would never know
My eyes are weary and i think i’m stretching thin
Feel like i might lose my control
A feeling you would never know and i pray that you would never comprehend it
Put on clothes like i’m going out but i’m still home
Wish i knew what that word means
Cause i really wish i had one

I’m slurring my words
You said it wouldn’t have hurt
I think i’m making it worse
But i can’t change it
It’s too late too late too late
No i can’t fake it anymore
It’s feeling like the end 
I’m slurring my words
Girl of my memory
Falling all alone 
It’s feeling like the end 
Girl of my memory
Falling all alone 
It’s feeling like the end 

Leave me lost
It’s not worth recovering
Cause i knew the cost
It’s feeling like the end
I run around in circles don’t wanna play pretend
I never meant to hurt you it’s messing with my head
I run around in circles don’t wanna play pretend
I never meant to hurt you it’s messing with my -

Erase my memories
I pray you’re nothing new
I’m sick of apathy
It haunts me and you too
I feel you in my skin
I pray to god that I don’t rip it off
I pray to god that you’re not here 
To watch me plead as we just fall into the void

I’m slurring my words
You said it wouldn’t have hurt
I think i’m making it worse
But i can’t change it
It’s too late too late too late
No i can’t fake it anymore
It’s feeling like the end 
I’m slurring my words
Girl of my memory
Falling all alone 
It’s feeling like the end 
Girl of my memory
Falling all alone 
It’s feeling like the end

vo://id ft mitsu

throwin bombs in the chimeny huh
they dont know im an enemy huh
sing like usher on the melody huh
why this shawdy so heavenly huh
still be turnt in my seventies huh
i got the sauce got the recipe huh
when she walk past steal my breath out me huh
they can never get the best of me huh

i was down in the fl makin beats on the fl
i was born in the fl on the beach w the seashells
im on the beach w ur beach
i make her sing like adele
i know my name ring a bell
you only cop resale

its not my fault
baby whats wrong
i like ur moves
ur what i want
ur what i want
bae lets have fun
get with the groove
what have i done

throwin bombs in the chimeny huh
they dont know im an enemy huh
sing like usher on the melody huh
why this shawdy so heavenly huh
still be turnt in my seventies huh
i got the sauce got the recipe huh
when she walk past steal my breath out me huh
they can never get the best of me huh

they can never get the best
no respect im getting blue checks
name got a blue check
i got new patek and it make ur girl erect
bitch im the exec bite my tongue she bite my neck
neck
next
bitch im next up
yeah im next
i fly from texas to lax
just got a lexus i put it in my dex
(like its pokemon)

usher (ivvys eli.yf deyflo)

tout naturel prod blxty inno rochambeau

PROD VIOLET
ART BY ODDY & BLXTY

GOT TOO MUCH ON MY PLATE THATS
HURTING BUT I DONT WANT TO GO GO GO GO
GO GO GO GO
TELL ME IF ITS TRUE IS IT FATE
BABY I FEEL NEW TO THIS PLACE
I DONT WANT MY TIME TO BE WASTED
WE'RE NOT FINE AND I HATE IT
WHEN I SAW YOU IT WAS GRACE
CAN YOU TELL ME IM NOT LATE OH
I CAN FEEL YOUR IMAGE ITS FADING
BLACKOUT WOKE UP ON THE PAVEMENT
TRANSPARENT BAE UR SEE THROUGH
DO YOU SEE ME HOW I SEE YOU
I BE GETTING GREEN BUT I FEEL BLUE
SHAWTY SAID IM COLD SHE SAID IM THE FLU
GO GO
ME OR HIM CANT HAVE US BOTH
GO GO
THIS WONT FLOAT GIRL UR ON A SINKING BOAT
WATCH FROM A DISTANCE I BEEN TAKING NOTES
I CANT SAY A THING ALL I DO IS CHOKE
TAKE ALL THIS ADVIL AND MY HEAD IT STILL HURTS
GOT ME TRAPPED IN YOUR SPELL BUT I SWEAR ITS A CURSE
IF THIS PART OF YOUR PLAN CAN U PLS DO THE WORST
TELL ME ALL UR PETTY LIES
TELL ME WHAT YOU KEEP INSIDE A BALL
AND YOU HIDE DEEP INSIDE
AND I SWEAR
WHEN IM BY YOUR SIDE I FEEL SO ALIVE
ALL I REALLY WANT IS JUST YOU AND I
PROMISE YOU WILL NOT LET ME GO GO GO GO

grace (violet)

i don't want to be this person anymore
i hope its not real
wake me from my sleep
breathe life into me
teach me how to dress
tell me how to speak
i thought i could be anything

it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me

it's killing me

i wish i had your eyes and your ears
or something special, your attention to detail
would you be upset if i told you how i feel?
i'd rather you never figure me out
cause you cant take back what you call a gift
and once you speak those feelings are permanent
and once you waste it, the time doesn't come back
so why'd you lie to me like that?

i thought i could be anything
its killing me
its killing me
its killing me
its killing me

good luck poems



обожаю когда в skinny's
люблю когда ты в skims
детка у тебя вайбы будто ты 
Effy из skins

блять нихуя не пишеца
когда ты грустишь
арестуй меня прямо щас 
будтобы ты Sting

обожрался таблеток - выжил 
нажал стики
я не воняю говном - просто курил стики
меня ослепляешь хотя ты даже не тинкер
не солист нирваны - но секс с тобой - умереть на пике 

забирай все что хочешь 
малыш у меня все равно нет денег
можем обожраться - всю ночь смотреть в этот пустой телик
я не хочу быть пятном в твоей жизни - только на постели
все равно не устану от твоих истерик

это истерика
когда я курю с теми
мои глаза по пять рублей 
когда вижу твое тело

мне не надо растений с тобой
выхожу из тени с тобой
я с другими - ваще не такой
каким быть в общении с тобой?

обожаю когда в skinny's
люблю когда ты в skims
детка у тебя вайбы будто ты 
Effy из skins

бля нихуя не пишеца
когда ты грустишь
арестуй меня прямо щас 
будтобы ты Sting

halcyon

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