I walked past the crowd
Couldn't see a single face
Even though it's all in my head
It still gives me stress

Cold sweats and spasm
My friends all the time
They eat up my life and I'm
Trying my best to be fine

See my feet underneath
Think of what I did
All my life I was hiding with 
A monster under my skin

Sometimes I laugh so hard
‘Til I'm out of breath
Sometimes I scream out loud
Like walking towards death

See myself bleeding
What am I doing?
Pull me out, he doesn’t let me win
The monster under my skin

a monster

Everyone's in an identity crisis
Erikson said be cautious with the confusion
Everyone’s trying to make friends
Some forget to protect themselves

It must be this way, it must be that way
If you can't fit in, go away
It must be this way, it must be that way
Stop talking shits, I don’t care

School sucks 3x
I wanna go

school sucks

I crawled into my bed
there is pain I must forget
but sleep can't save me
I just fell into the abyss of dreams

I'm looking for someone
who won’t let me down
they say it's all right
no, they don’t get it right
it’s not okay

just because you've never felt it
doesn't mean it doesn't exist
maybe i’ll feel better
if you stop be bitter
try to hear me

never knowing what the problem really was
never knowing why I became so heartless
all the smiles you give, looks like a thief
stealing sense of worth

just because you've never felt it
doesn't mean it doesn't exist
no one wants to be crazy
it’s not that easy
just try to hear me

hear

Everything feels right
When you’re right here by my side
I’ve always have you in my  heart

My darkest days
My worst ways
You came and they’re gone away

You look me in the eyes
Where memories lies
Go and roll the dice, it’ll be the same
Our stars will come across
Even thorns surround the rose
We will never lost, I’ve written your name 

Maybe you don't know
How much you mean to me
You're so enchanting

I'm too shy to say to you
I'm too scared to lose you
I never wanted to hurt you 

Your silly words
Your efforts
To make me laugh
To make me love
You
Just you

We’ re together
More than ever
Last forever
Ever after

And it all started when

You look me in the eyes
Where memories lies
Go and roll the dice, it’ll be the same
You thaw me who froze
Til I like you the most
You’re the one I chose, I’ve written your name, your name, your name

It all started when you look me in the eyes

you look me in the eyes

I've been alone for so long
waiting for someone to say hello
complete my soul
coloring my day
come to my heart
that empty space

my feet are tired, “stay away from the barrier!”
now you’re here bring me love
holding my hand
give me a smile
send me chocolate
you’re never fail

I love those gifts
I love those lips
but unfortunately

our paths are different
our faith can’t coexist
our heaven’s not the same
our family can't be united

even though i believe
love won't go wrong
but what can i say
we can not force

different

tears on my pillow
turn into clouds
bring me a storm
shutting my mouth

they always say i'm crazy
they just don't know
why do i always scream
this is a show

hold on
hold on
can i survive

don't let me drown
in the lake of pain
don’t let me down
take off this rain

the darkness come again
swallowing the light
holding me with chains
damn, it’s so tight

I want to dance
I want to sing
I have no chance
I can't even think

lake of pain

walking down the street full of memories
the pictures appear, it’s time to reminisce

the days we spent together
before you go to get her
i’m taking my side, to make it better

do you know why i wrote this song
the only thing that makes me less alone

but nothing gets better
i’ll lose you forever
but for just tonight, i just want you to

feel me, remember me
feel me and remember me
tonight, can you feel me
and remember me, and remember me

remember me

stereowall - alive (cover)

Hey, do you hear me?
I’m talking in my head
These words they wont come out
They turned into sweat
 
Hey, how did you do that?
Like running water, so normal
Please please please, break the dam
Let me be a waterfall
 
What does it feel like to be you?
What does it feel like to be him?
What does it feel like to be her?
What does it feel like to be free?

free

You always forbid me to do what I want
You even told me not to bring out what's inside my heart
Did you know it stopped me from being myself?
Stopped me from living at all, yeah, there's nothing left
 
All the pain buried inside
There’s a chain that choked my soul
I wasn't feel what I feel
 
But the path now has changed
Mr. Cloud show his rain
He falls down freely and I'm

I’m gone
I’m done
Questioning my worth
Your words will rot
 
I’m gone
I’m done
If I'm bad let me be bad
At least I'm no longer the undead

undead

My mind's drifting
Flying aimlessly
May not be on earth anymore

Everything feels blurry
Can’t reach those near me
I’m starting to doubt what I am

Whoever you are there
Teach me how to live
Anyone who heard
Please take me away

I'm trapped in my own fairy tale

I'm separated
From reality
Don't know how to get out

I'm separated
It’s so dark in here
Come and save me from this hell

Digging my own hole
Burying my own thoughts
Trying to crawl out

I know it's my fault
But I have learned that now
I’m the one who can make myself found

I’m separated
But I am fine here
It’s my beautiful world

I’m separated
You can come here
Meet my deepest soul

separated

Three years have passed
That pounding’s still there when I hear your name, oh
Sometimes, I wish I could manipulate my mind

Your voice’s ringing in my head
Telling lies, it drives me mad

You’ve always made me feel unwanted
I should have realized

I don’t mind about your leaving
It’s just that you’ve made me crazy
How you broke my trust

I know you’re happier with her
Nice to see you brighter
This is the best for us

best for us

I'm trying to reach you
I’ll do what I can do
But you won’t care anyway

Everything we've been through
Seems meaningless to you
Is there anything that you wanna say?

Tell me if you’re tired, baby
I’m ready to hear the reality
Tell me, cause I’ve been so lonely
Maybe we’re not meant to be

Sit down, and let it all out

Staring at the wall
Waiting for your call
But your name never showed up

Tell me if you’re tired, baby
I’m ready to hear the reality
Tell me, cause I’ve been so lonely
Maybe we’re not meant to be

All I need is an explanation
I can’t stand the confusion
Just give me the tension
Boy, make your decision

Sit down, and let it all out

let it all out

Everybody’s trying to be different
They do the branding
While I’m here chilling on my own
'Cause I’m already a freak

Those years, I’ve tried to fit in
But shit never worked, damn
Maybe it sounds kinda narcissistic
But, for God’s sake, it’s the fact

Clearing up my days
I don’t care what you say

Nevermind
I’m fine
It’s just that I don't trust anyone

Keep chasing what I want
Run around, mess around
Trying the fun and the downfall

The ball’s in my hand

in my hand

If you like hanging out with your friends
Going to parties, dancing the night away

If you like staying at home in silence
Reading your books, talking to your cat

It’s okay, it’s okay
We all have our way

What matters is how you respect others
This world’s so big, open your mind

Just let people enjoy what they love
There are many meanings of fun

It’s okay, it’s okay
Just don’t ruin people’s day

meanings of fun

There are people who need to see a doctor just to feel happy
There are those who just talk with friends and already feel relieved

Some are sad because of a breakup
Some cry because their money ran out
Some get angry at being put down
Some for not getting what they want

Humans are created to feel
Allow yourself to be real

Don’t accumulate your emotions in your soul
Don't listen to those who say you're overstate, they are wrong
Something withheld is even more dangerous
One day it will explode and destructing more

emotions

I had a dream last night
I don't really remember it, but I cried when I woke up
Maybe he was trying to say
“You have a lot of things to tidy up, hey, you, get up!”

The pain of being abandoned, belittled, humiliated
And the blame for feeling it, screw it

All I wanna say is thank you
For hurting me, God bless you
It’s not a sarcasm, no anger
Fate sent you to make me stronger
Yeah yeah yeah

It always felt like being terrorized
And not knowing by whom, it pissed me off even more
I bet my subconscious was tryna play a game
Vying for what memories wanna disturb my real world

The pain of being doubted, cheated, hated, unwanted
And the shame for feeling it, screw it

All I wanna say is thank you
For hurting me, God bless you
It’s not a sarcasm, no anger
Fate sent you to make me stronger
Yeah yeah yeah

i had a dream last night

That was the first time I felt that way
After living alone for so long
Finally I knew what love feels like
Finally I had someone to fight for

But slowly your face disappeared
Your voice faded from my ears
Does it have to end like this?
Should I give up on my one little wish?

Every end of December
I make a wish to not remember you

Things need to be recovered
‘Cause now it is all over
Although I sincerely miss you

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