Written by: Khamari
Produced by: Khamari, Trackside, Johan Lenox

Ain’t these supposed to be my glory days
Late nights, and I can’t even feel my face
Hate going out, but you said it was just a phase
I’m not sure that’ll ever change
Will it ever change
Red Bull and tequila keep me up right in the night
When I should’ve kept my ass inside
My friends wouldn’t let me, they know I

Most of the time I feel too much
So I try not to feel at all
Staring at the ceiling, I
Staring at the writing on the wall
Is there some type of 
Is there some type of pill I could take
That would make it all go away

Doctor, would you give me something
Would you, would you
Doc, I’m only 20 something
Would you, would you
I’m way too young to feel this numb, yea
Would you, would you

My eyes, I think they’re already going
Cause I don’t see things too clearly
Think I could use a little perspective from you
I do
Cause my mind’s always racing
And I’ve been trying to slow the pace with
Red Bull and tequila keep me up right through the day
When I should’ve kept my ass inside
But I gotta work this nine to five

Most of the time I feel too much
So I try not to feel at all
Staring at the ceiling, I
Staring at the writing on the wall
Is there some type of 
Is there some type of pill I could take
That would make it all go away

Doctor, would you give me something
Would you, would you
Doc, I’m only 20 something
Would you, would you
I’m way too young to feel this numb, yea
Would you, would you

[David Worrell - Khamari’s grandfather]
I don’t know Khamari, you’re putting a lot of pressure on yourself
But I, I don’t think it’s too much that you can’t handle
It’s just a matter of focusing on what you gotta do
And sometimes you know, you just have to, just relax and go with the flow
Things always have a way of working out, man
Just focus on what you’ve got to do, and you know what I always say
To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did
You have to take time to live
Tomorrow’s not promised to anybody

Doctor, My Eyes

Written by: Khamari, Josef Lamercier, Barney Bones
Produced by: Khamari, Trackside, Whitenoise, Johan Lenox
Sample: Nina Simone - Feeling Good

Floating in and out of consciousness
Common senses 
Burning castles
Broke down defenses
Uno momento
Lost my momentum 

Inhaling fumes from purple flowers 
Losing track of all the hours 
You had my back like it was chiropractic, romantic
Visions of a brief nirvana 
Smoking way more than I should
Couple sips, had more than I would

Think I need another shot of dopamine 
Cause I feel another wave coming over me
I need another shot of dopamine
I need another shot of dopamine
Cause it don’t feel like I remember 
Rolling up, under fire, under pressure 
Could use a little more, dopamine 

Numb emotion, taste of bitter fruit
Glass pipes, and a overview  
In the morning when I’m coming to
You’re the only one I’m coming to 

It’s sunrise
Blurred lines
These dark times
One shot, two shot 
Can’t get enough
Visions of a brief nirvana 
Heavy spending, more than I would
Setting cash ablaze in the woods

Think I need another shot of dopamine 
Cause I feel another wave coming over me
I need another shot of dopamine
I need another shot of dopamine
Cause it don’t feel like I remember 
Rolling up, under fire, under pressure 
Could use a little more dopamine

Drifting

Written by: Khamari, Kyle Lux
Produced by: Khamari, Trackside
Guitar Solo by: Oscar Brown III

LYRICS

Thinking back to yesterday
I was over at your place
Almost had to ask you where you were
Reminiscing about the way it was
I could see it on your face
Don’t try and tell me that I’m crazy
Body language on irregular
While I been trying to gauge the temperature
 
It’s in the words that you say
Pages that I’ve yet to understand
Tell me if I was in the way
Would you say it
 
Baby would you tell me? Tell me.
It’s weighing on my mind, and it ain’t healthy
If your heart's someone else’s
Baby would you tell me? Tell me.
 
Thinking back to Blue Hill Avenue
Catching up, getting a drink or two
Now I rarely ever see you
Hard enough to reach you
Feels like I’m competing
Ooh, but who
Who could love you better
Ooh, who could love you better
 
It’s in the words
It’s in the words that you say
Pages that I’ve yet to understand
Tell me if I was in the way
Would you say it
 
Baby would you tell me? Tell me.
It’s weighing on my mind, and it ain’t healthy
If your heart's someone else’s
Baby would you tell me? Tell me.

Baby would you tell me? Tell me.
It’s weighing on my mind, and it ain’t healthy
If your heart's someone else’s
Baby would you tell me? Tell me.

Tell Me

Written by: Khamari
Produced by: Khamari
Sample: Darondo - Didn't I

Hot breakfast in the morning
Coffee by your bedside
French toast and bacon
'Cause that was your favorite
Trying to make my wrongs right

We'd talk for hours
Rooftop wasting daylight
I'd sing "Knocks Me Off My Feet"
Be your jukebox
And you'd ask my advice

Didn't I treat you right now?
Didn't I
Didn't I do the best I could?
Didn't I
Didn't I give you everything?
Didn't I
I tried my best just to be around
Didn't I

Moments fleeting
We’re just train cars passing
The way you slipped through my fingers
Cold ice glaciers, never lasting

This heartbreak hotel I checked into
Still hoping to hear your knocking soon
It was only with you I was see-through
Down to the soft tissue

Didn't I treat you right now?
Didn't I
Didn't I do the best I could?
Didn't I
Didn't I give you everything?
Didn't I
I tried my best just to be around
Didn't I

Right My Wrongs

A Brief Nirvana

Changing Yourself (Gil's Interlude)

On My Way

Cherry Picking

Requiem

These Four Walls

Written by: Khamari
Produced by: Khamari, Trackside

I've been tongue tied
Down and out these days
Words don't come easy these days
Hand on the pen, let the ink run dry
Rather say nothing
Keep what little piece of mind I've got
Nurture this little piece of zen I've got
And say a prayer for all the friends I've lost
'Cause I ain't fluent, no Shakespeare
I got trouble making clear
The things that I feel

'Cause sixteen ain't enough
These emotions piling up
Neck deep in thoughts, need bailing out
Bars running out, need more
'Cause sixteen ain't enough
'Cause this sixteen ain't enough

Trippin' over words I ain't even said yet
Vivid nightmares got me waking up in cold sweat
Troubleshooting, over thinking, the ship is sinking
Yelling, seem nothing is cutting though
Gotta wonder if I'm speaking things clearly now
Only want to make you care the same about it
But I ain't fluent, no Shakespeare
Having trouble making clear
The things that I feel

'Cause sixteen ain't enough
These emotions piling up
Neck deep in thoughts, need bailing out
Bars running out, need more
'Cause sixteen ain't enough
'Cause this sixteen ain't enough

Wish that I could wax poetic
Paint a Picasso with these words like Kendrick
I'd be spitting off the dome in the moment
Flowing like water, words and poems I'm composing
This symphony that I'm composing
Going in

'Cause sixteen ain't enough
These emotions piling up
Neck deep in thoughts, need bailing out
Bars running out, need more
'Cause sixteen ain't enough
'Cause this sixteen ain't enough

Wax Poetic

Written by: Khamari, Merna Bishouty
Produced by: Khamari, Trackside

What if I can't make a believer out of you
What if it's easier to change my point of view
We built this home with sticks and stones and woke up two
Once dead and gone, can we revive this bloodied feud

Been plotting a grand escape
Trying to leave the state
How fickle a mental state
Set fire to a sacred place

Where were you last night
Where were you last night
Jumped on a redeye
The tears have dried
But you stayed here on my mind
Where were you last night
Where were you last night

Maybe it's better if we run our separate ways
Maybe tomorrow will look better than yesterday
Spent the night in the dark
Count the minutes, hold my pride
Mistook a picture of you, for the real thing by my side

Been plotting a grand escape
Trying to leave the state
How fickle a mental state
Fire set to once a sacred place

Where were you last night
Where were you last night
Jumped on a redeye
The tears have dried
But you stayed here on my mind
Where were you last night?
Where were you last night?

Where were you last night?
Where were you last night?
Jumped on a redeye
The tears have dried

Where were you last night?
Where were you last night?

A Sacred Place

These Four Walls (A COLORS SHOW)

Cranes in the Sky

Written by: Khamari, Matthew Castellanos
Produced by: Khamari, Trackside

First thing in the morning
Of course you put on that U.M. sweater
Just like you always do
Tears drip from a faucet
And Dexter play on that television
Just like it always do

You put the volume on the lowest
For the neighbors down below
But I’m stuck in place
Eyes wide, glued to you
Walk away, outgrow you
Then how am I to know you
I’m the closest here that I’ve been to you

Cause you keep my head in a jar
Here on your night stand
I’ll spend my life left
With my head in a jar
If it’s the shelf or gone, then
Least I’ll be something to you

Mind’s a prison
No body, don’t got nobody
Strictly homebody
I try my best not to trip
But these walls are paper thin
Every now and then
I hear voices in the wind
Wooden floors creak
The death of what could’ve been

Put the volume on the lowest
For our neighbors down below
But I’m stuck in place
Eyes wide, glued to you
Walk away, outgrow you
Then how am I to know you
I’m the closest here that I’ve been to you

Cause you keep my head in a jar
Here on your night stand
I’ll spend my life left
With my head in a jar
If it’s the shelf or gone, then
Least I’ll be something to you 

If it’s the shelf or gone, then
Least I’ll be something to you 

It's in the way you give someone
A real embrace
That puts me in my place
My place
And though goodbye's long overdue
Hopelessly I wait
Here in my place
My place

Head in a Jar

Written by: Khamari
Produced by: Khamari, Trackside, Slimwav, Matty Spats

It started just a seed
And everyday it grew a little more
Growing stronger and stronger
Lust rooted Mariana deep
There’s a tension when you’re next to me
I try to put it poetically

But tender words don’t come close
And nor do crescendos  
It’s a tidy bed full of thorns of a rose
But I lie in it, hoping that there’s a chance
That you too long for romance
My heart is in your hazel hands

Sycamore tree
Your branches hang over me
So hauntingly
So hauntingly
Should I stay or should I leave
From under the sycamore tree
Under the sycamore tree

Under you, talking to the moon
Falling everyday like loose leaves
Cause we speak often
But you’re out of reach
And I’m only flesh and bone
So when you let me know
Put it gently, gently, gently, gently

Tender words don’t come close
And nor do crescendos  
It’s a tidy bed full of thorns of a rose
But I lie in it, hoping that there’s a chance
That you too long for romance
My heart is in your hazel hands

Sycamore tree
Your branches hang over me
So hauntingly
So hauntingly
Should I stay or should I leave
From under the sycamore tree
Under the sycamore tree

You’re the source of my pleasure
You’re the source of my pain
I came here to ask you if the feeling goes both ways
It’s killing me softly
Know what I want you to say
Just put it gently, gently, gently, gently

Sycamore tree
Your branches hang over me
So hauntingly
So hauntingly
Should I stay or should I leave
From under the sycamore tree
Under the sycamore tree

Sycamore Tree

Written by: Khamari
Produced by: Khamari and Trackside

Oh love
I’m sleeping on your couch
Sinking into my self doubt
It’s such an awful feeling
Clock’s broken, I lose count
But still, I’m holding out 
Can’t help my wishful thinking 

If there’s a God in this lonely jungle 
Why haven’t my prayers been answered

Let it rain
Let it rain
Let it rain
Let it rain

Oh love
Don’t talk about your past
Don’t want to meet your last 
No that might send me over
Oh, I could die right here 
And none of my senseless tears
Could refill these empty oceans 

If there’s a God in this lonely jungle 
Why haven’t my prayers been answered 

Let it rain
Let it rain
Let it rain
Let it rain

Oh, it’s already half past three 
You’re just out of my reach 
When I look in your brown eyes 
Isn’t it so plain to see
There’s quicksand under my feet 
Suffocating me with time 

Ain’t no God in this lonely jungle 
Just me and my empty prayers

Let it rain
Let it rain
Let it rain
Let it rain

It’s just me and my empty prayers

Lonely in the Jungle

To Dry a Tear

Euphoria

Apollo Eighteen

He Said, She Said

Lord, Forgive Me

I Love Lucy

Acres

It's a Mad World

It’s a Mad World

Close

Written by: Khamari 
Produced by: Trackside and Khamari 

LYRICS:

Found myself caught in a loop
Writin the same tune for so long
Shit got me out of the loop
And in my bedroom for too long
Chasing money and power and pussy
From in between these four walls
Too broke to go out
Whenever they shout
Reject they phone calls

All my friends
They hit the club
They goin out
They makin money, yea
All my friends
They with they girls
Goin out
Spendin that money

Found myself caught in a loop
Makin the same moves for so long
But what can I do
They say that I’m movin
It just takes long
Mama said shut your eyes
Enjoy the ride
Cause nothin good ever happens overnight
I just wanna get fucked up with my friends
And have a good time

All my friends
They hit the club
They goin out
They makin money, yea
All my friends
They with they girls
Goin out
Spendin that money, yea

All my friends
They hit the club
They goin out
They makin money, yea
All my friends
They with they girls
Goin out
Spendin that money

Guess you could say that I’m jealous
You could say that I’m jealous
You could say that I’m jealous
Mmm, jealous

Eldorado

Jealous

Written by: Khamari
Produced by: Khamari and Trackside

LYRICS:

Trying to make the best of the bad situation
Waiting for some light but it keep on raining
Tell me what’s the point if we both feeling jaded
I just kind of feel like my time getting wasted

And I don’t mean to make you feel no type of way
But I got a few things that I want to say

I been running running ‘way from the heat
I been running running all through these streets
Like I got lightning in the soles of my feet
I been running running ‘way from the heat

I don’t wanna yell can we talk about it later
Always find a way of making nothing something major
And I, can’t help but notice cause it’s in my nature
Baby girl I don’t recognize you with this behavior

And I don’t mean to make you feel no type of way
I just got a couple things that I wanna say

I been running running ‘way from the heat
I been running running all through these streets
Like I got lightning in the soles of my feet
I been running running ‘way from the heat

Before it all goes south, we could figure this
Before it all goes south, we could figure this out
Before it all goes south, we could figure this (out)
Before it all goes south, we could figure this out

I been running running ‘way from the heat
I been running running all through these streets
Like I got lightning in the soles of my feet
I been running running ‘way from the
Running running ‘way from the heat

The heat
The heat
The heat
The heat

The Heat

Written by: Khamari, Nevin Sastry
Produced by: Trackside

LYRICS:

Cold like a winter 
Blue in the eyes 
Don’t know her name 
But I wanna take her
Home for tonight 

What’s up, where you from  
Can I buy you a glass 
Girl what’s your drink 
Henny and Ice 
Let’s make it last 

Oh 
We’re in a crowded room 
Got you feeling 
Like it’s just us two  
Oh 
Got plenty eyes on you  
But we feeling 
Like it’s just us two 

Yea, that girl is mine
Oh 
That girl is mine
Na na na na
That girl is mine
Oh 
That girl
Yea, that girl

Good conversation 
Passing the time 
Feeling amazing 
Crossing the fades
It’s one of those nights

I’m thinking right now
You got a past
Well I got the time
If you got the time
So let’s make it last

Oh 
We’re in a crowded room 
Got you feeling 
Like it’s just us two 
And, oh 
Got plenty eyes on you  
But we feeling 
Like it’s just us two 

That girl is mine
Oh 
That girl is mine
Na na na na
That girl is mine
Oh 
That girl
Yea
Yea, that girl

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, yea
Ooh ooh ooh
Yea, that girl
Yea, that girl

That Girl

Written by: Khamari
Produced by: Trackside

LYRICS:

One time around the sun
I spent all of my days
Chasing empty vibes
Trying to make it feel the same

Couldn’t take love and war
Went our separate ways
Did what’s good for us
So why do I feel this way

I want you
I ain’t got nothing to hide, yuh
Pull up we could catch a vibe, yea
Say the word, I’ll call the ride
Yea tonight

Baby, pull up, don’t think
You know the script don’t change
So pull up, just pull up
No nothing changes, it’s true

Pull up, don’t think
You know the script don’t change
So pull up, just pull up
No nothing changes, it’s true

Two time around the sun
Wouldn’t even be enough space
I could have tunnel vision
But I’m thinking I got what you need

Need a little one on one
A little face time for a change
And maybe it’s good for us
But I’m not afraid to say it

I want you
I ain’t got nothing to hide, yuh
Pull up we could catch a vibe, yea
Say the word, I’ll call the ride
Yea tonight

Baby, pull up, don’t think
You know the script don’t change
So pull up, just pull up
No nothing changes, it’s true

Pull up, don’t think
You know the script don’t change
So pull up, just pull up
No nothing changes, it’s true
No nothing changes, it’s true
Nothing changes, no nothing ever changes, it’s true
No nothing changes, it’s true
Nothing changes, no nothing ever changes, it’s true

Pull Up

Written by: Khamari
Produced by: Khamari
Additional Production by: Trackside

LYRICS:

I know you want to be alone
It’s hard to get you on the phone
On my way to you going 95
Said you saw that I called last night

But you ain’t really feeling like yourself, no
You’re having thoughts, and you don’t want help
Got your heart set on the sky
And all I’m asking is you try

Oh I know your mind is racing
But send me your location
Don’t know the troubles that you’re facing
Just keep communicating

Said told you good things never last
Too many demons in my past
I got to make peace with myself
Before I love somebody else

Don’t be foolish
I’m with you
We’ll get through this

Don’t be foolish
I’m with you
We’ll get through this

She don’t really love me blind
Only want the sunny side
She ain’t really down to ride
Eldorado

She don’t really love me blind
Only want the sunny side
She ain’t really down to ride
Eldorado

Demons (Eldorado)

Written by: Khamari
Featuring: Jae Stephens
Produced by: Alex Delicata
Co-Produced by: Trackside
Additional Piano by: Jon-David Anderson
Additional Guitar by: John Splithoff

LYRICS:

Heard you got somebody, got somebody new
I got my girl back at home too
But you’re still sending texts saying missing you
At night you think of things that we used to do
And I hate to admit it I been thinking too
We should reconnect when you ready to
 
But I ain’t trying to be the bad guy
And you ain’t trying to be the bad guy 

So I’mma catch you on the other side 
Just hit me up and I’ll be down to vibe 
Do all the things only I know you like
Yeah I’mma catch you on the other side 
When you done playing you can hit my line 
Try to make up for all the wasted time

I catch you on the other side, other side  
Catch you on the other side, other side
We did it wrong, we could get it right, get it right
On the other side 

Remember I was broke and working 9 to 5 
Took a train down to meet you on west side 
Reminiscing, you been missing all them summer nights, ooh

But I ain’t trying to be the bad guy
And you ain’t trying to be the bad guy  

So I’mma catch you on the other side 
Just hit me up and I’ll be down to vibe 
Do all the things only I know you like
Yeah I’mma catch you on the other side 
When you done playing you can hit my line 
Try to make up for all the wasted time

I catch you on the other side, other side  
Catch you on the other side, other side
We did it wrong, we could get it right, get it right
On the other side 

I catch you on the other side, other side  
Catch you on the other side, other side
Did it wrong, we could get it right, get it right
On the other side

Khamari

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