A Lesson In Humility

✦ espresso (caelum remix, originally by sabrina carpenter) ✧ this is my take on song of the summer and the song of the year.  i wanted to reimagine this track with even more summer vibes.  please enjoy and join me in sending off summer. 💠.

⚠️please consider liking, reposting, and commenting if you liked it! i would much appreciate it!⚠️

✧ special thanks to @zvle for all his guidance on the piece and to all my peers for listening in and giving me feedback on the piece while i was working on it. eternally grateful to y’all 💖.

✧ more coming on the way!

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Lyrics:

[Chorus]
I'm so lonely, you can't fix that
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
Screaming, then you slam the door
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
So I fuck around with drugs
And end up crying on your floor
In my stomach, I feel nauseous
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
Now I know I'm not okay
These dark thoughts play in my conscious
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
So I take, to take away
I'm so lonely, you can't fix that
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
Screaming, then you slam the door
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
So I fuck around with drugs
And end up crying on your floor
In my stomach, I feel nauseous
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
Now I know I'm not okay
These dark thoughts play in my conscious
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
So I take, to take away

[Refrain]
So I'll take, to take away
I don't care, I'll be okay
Tears of worry on your face
You screamed "don't throw yourself away"
So I'll take, to take away
I don't care, I'll be okay
I said "I want to kill myself"
You asked what made me feel this way

[Verse]
"Everything feels like such a struggle recently like my skull is pushing against my fucking brain"
We were screaming and shouting
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
Fucking worrying about me
You said "Tom, you've got a problem"
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
I said, "Okay, what about it?"
I won't work a way around this
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
All these voices don't give silence
There's no light behind this darkness
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
Scary, what a smiles hiding
Psychedelics make me nauseous
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
Paranoia made me cautious
I'm a wreck and so incautious
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
I am everything, but flawless
Took melatonin, never sleeping
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
Can't fix what's still depleting
Dopamine is fucking useless
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
Now my wrists are fucking bleedin'

[Chorus]
I'm so lonely, you can't fix that
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
Screaming, then you slam the door
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
So I fuck around with drugs
And end up crying on your floor
In my stomach, I feel nauseous
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
Now I know I'm not okay
These dark thoughts play in my conscious
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
So I take, to take away
I'm so lonely, you can't fix that
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
Screaming, then you slam the door
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
So I fuck around with drugs
And end up crying on your floor
In my stomach, I feel nauseous
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
Now I know I'm not okay
These dark thoughts play in my conscious
(Ohh, ohh, ohh)
So I take, to take away

[Outro]
T-t-take to take away
T-t-take to take away
T-t-take to take away
You look lonely, I can fix that

Stomach Full Of Butterflies

Take, to take away

Take, to take away (Prod. VLX & Solitude)

2021

Probably the most different type of mix I've done to date. For this mix, I wanted to shed some "light" on a genre that I've been super into lately; Cinematic Bass. I've been wanting to make a set/mix that focuses on the story telling aspect while taking you on a journey from beginning to end. While listening to this, I hope that the narrator guides you through each scene as it did in my mind. The experience will hit different, I promise!

Huge thanks to all of these artists for making such incredible music and inspiring this mix.

- Celestial Void
-King of None
-Mox Jade
-Jayden Carr
- VVN
-Caster
-Lonehaven
-Draeden
-Ironheart
-Sydney Grimm
 
Tracklist:

1. VVN- Last Chapter In Time, First Chapter In Eternity X Lonehaven- Hour Of Reckoning X Celestial Void & Lonehaven & HYLIA - Kinetic Streams

2. VVN- Checkmate

3. Jayden Carr & Sebastian Silva - Scarlet Rot 

4. Celestial Void & Digital Skies & Mox Jade - Blood and Moonlight (feat. Sydney Grimm)

5. Caster - Necromancy

6. Seven Lions & Blastoyz ft. Fiora - After Dark X Rezz & Seven Lions - Arcturus X The Faux - Save Me (feat. Laryssa Vachon) [Celestial Void Remix]

7. Mox Jade - Sands of Time (King Of None Remix) X Dabin - Lilith feat. Apashe & Madi

8. Draeden x Laura Brehm x Psyuri - Two Worlds X Seven Lions - Only Now (feat. Tyler Graves)

9. Celestial Void & Sydney Grimm - Polarity

10. Sxlstice x Celestial Void - Winter Winds

11. King Of None & Liel Kolet - No Promises

12. King Of None & Deathrose - What Remains

13. Celestial Void - Vigil to The Fallen X Ironheart - Reconquista

14. Celestial Void - Heir Of Iniquity

15. Celestial Void & Nightlark - The Sown

16. Blastoyz & Jason Ross - Opera Haus

17. Lonehaven- The Ruins

18. Ironheart & Celestial Void - Castrum Mortis

19. Jayden Carr & Silloette - Martyrs To Time 

20. King Of None, Celestial Void & Nightlark - Cross To Bear

21. Celestial Void - Twilight Empress

22. King Of None & EMOTIONA - Starshot

23. King Of None & Celestial Void - The Light I Know

24. Celestial Void x Nightlark - A Mother's Dream

Chapter 11: A Glimpse of the Dying Light

my take on a classic seven lions track, hope yall enjoy it!

seven lions ft. skyler stonestreet - freesol (svma remix)

Song written in cooperation in a HSC Songwriting challenge Febr 2025:

Lyrics: Joe Gilder
Music, arrangement, production, Vocals and guitars: Marc Oele / The Crameleo Disco
Violin: Nate Kelmes
Piano: Gary Dugan

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Tiger Fox Presents: Wreckno @ Wicked West (Contest Submission)

Progressive House, trance, acid song about having a foot fetish. 

#ProgressiveHouse #TranceMusic #AcidHouse #DarkEDM #HypnoticBeats #SeductiveBass #ClubAnthem #ElectronicSeduction #DeepBass #FootWorship #DominantEnergy #SensualVibes #HouseMusicLovers #TranceAddict #PulsingBeats #UndergroundHouse #DirtyBeats #EuphoricDrops #DancefloorHeat #KhaosKitty #FootFetish


Sole Obsession

Behind It All

VERSE:

Random links in text messages wish I never clicked.
On the World Wide Web, I thought I would be free.
IP address compromised I could never see.
The modern game of spycraft is deadly deed.
 
I could be eating ramen at the Great China Wall.
Instead, I am deciphering your motives behind it all.

Hook:

They be spying like Alan Dulles.
spying like Alan Dulles
spying like Alan Dulles
Calling shots like Alan Dulles 
Shots like Alan Dulles 
Shots like Alan Dulles 

They been hiding like Alan Dulles. 
Hiding like Alan Dulles 
Hiding like Alan Dulles 
Moving pawns like Alan Dulles 
Pawns like Alan Dulles 
Pawns like Alan Dulles 

VERSE:

Like the ocean, your secrets are deep.
Behind the internet, identity thieves. 
Bitcoin wallets are in jeopardy.
A puppeteer in the dark is unseen.
I never set up a bank account in Germany.
Clandestine operation conducted illegally.

Hook:

They be spying like Alan Dulles.
spying like Alan Dulles
spying like Alan Dulles
Calling shots like Alan Dulles 
Shots like Alan Dulles 
Shots like Alan Dulles 

They been hiding like Alan Dulles. 
Hiding like Alan Dulles 
Hiding like Alan Dulles 
Moving pawns like Alan Dulles 
Pawns like Alan Dulles 
Pawns like Alan Dulles

Behind It All

Blakestyle & KAGE! - Paper Route (Rikoriky Flip)

Khaos Kitty: My Journey Through Life, Music, and Mental Health

Hi, I’m Khaos Kitty—a mother, an artist, and someone who’s been through hell and back navigating life with bipolar disorder and depression. My life hasn’t been easy, but it’s real, and that’s exactly what I want to share with the world. I’ve faced some tough challenges, but through it all, I’ve learned how to turn my struggles into strength and my pain into purpose.

Music has been my lifeline, my therapy, and my voice. I’m not just here to make noise; I’m here to tell my story and, hopefully, inspire others to tell theirs too.

Embracing My Mental Health Journey

Living with mental health challenges can feel like you’re carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders—alone. I’ve been there. But instead of letting bipolar disorder and depression define me, I’ve made it my mission to confront these struggles head-on.

For me, writing songs is a way to process the chaos in my mind and heart. My lyrics are raw, emotional, and unapologetically real because that’s what life feels like sometimes. I’ve cried through verses and screamed through choruses, and in those moments, I’ve found clarity and connection.

I share my mental health journey openly because I know how lonely it can feel to suffer in silence. By speaking up, I hope to show others that they’re not alone and that it’s okay to seek help. Mental health is as important as physical health, and asking for support doesn’t make you weak—it makes you brave.

Using My Voice to Make a Difference

Being a mom and a musician comes with its own set of challenges, but it’s also what keeps me grounded. My son inspires me to keep going, even on my hardest days. He’s my reminder that I can turn my pain into purpose and show him—and others—that life is worth fighting for.

I use my platform to advocate for mental health awareness because I know the power of sharing our stories. Whether it’s through my music, social media, or one-on-one conversations with fans, I aim to create a safe space where people feel seen, heard, and supported.

I want my journey to remind others that it’s okay to not be okay and that healing doesn’t happen overnight. It’s messy and nonlinear, but it’s worth it.

Finding Beauty in the Chaos

My music is a reflection of me—eclectic, emotional, and authentic. It blends all the chaos of my life into something beautiful. Whether I’m writing about heartbreak, motherhood, or mental health, every note and lyric is infused with my truth.

I’m not here to pretend I’ve got it all figured out because I don’t. I’m here to show you that it’s possible to find light in the darkest places and that even in the midst of chaos, there’s beauty to be discovered.

This is my story. This is my truth. And if it resonates with you, then maybe together, we can remind the world that we’re stronger than our struggles.

Brought to you by me, Khaos Kitty—because life is messy, music is healing, and we’re all in this together.



Sole Obsession

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