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Hold my breath and pray for death 
Satans waiting for me at the end 
I no longer gotta pretend 
With all my sins that i gotta defend 
Its time for you to cut the rope
Should I stay or should I go 
But if you leave me now 
Ill take my life just to end the doubt 

Lil devil put a knife in my back 
I seen it coming but I didn’t believe 
Let her smoke all my green for free
That’s how I know she don’t fuck with me
Lil devil played her trick on me 
I Was so high I couldn’t see
 but as I see her leaving now 
I know i'm away from hell

Lil Devil

To whom this may concern:
You’re finally out of my life. 
No more control.
No more self doubt.
No more lies.
I’ve moved on and loved every single second.
Thank you for opening my eyes.
Love Your Last Admirer

Lyrics:
Hook:
I feel so alone /
Ahh ahhh
So alone /
I feel so alone /
Ahh ahhh /
So alone /

Verse:
It’s taken countless hours for you to get me /
All this false hope, started to finally hit me /
I’m staring at this knife, how it feels within me /
I’m shaky with my grip, that explains the windy /
Fuck, I wanna leave this city /
Fuck, I won’t explain myself /
Been casted all this bullshit, like I’ve been compelled /
Been suicidal since the age of twelve /
My emotions keep slacking, need to cop a belt /
Maybe hang my fucking self /

Hook:
I feel so alone /
Ahh ahhh
So alone /
I feel so alone /
Ahh ahhh /
So alone /

Harmonies by me.
Production: autrioly
Vocals: khrxmx
Mixing/Mastering: khrxmx
Intro Sequence: Euphoria: Season 1 Episode 3 
Intro Vocals: Rue (Played By Zendaya)

soalone

KETAMINE (feat. HELLOCYKA) (prod. Kubsy Beats)

*recorded on dusty phone mic*
sick of it (prod. unlucky)

Lyrics:
Taken for granted /
My life is a fucking lie, it’s outstanding /
I really wanna fucking die, it’s all planning /
How can I explain myself, without answers? /
It’s fucked up /
Fuck love, and the trauma caused /
And this shit that brings, and it’s all remorse /
It’s on course, to the life divorce /
Took one more second to slice my vocal chords /
It’s all open /
Shit I speak it’s all broken /
The only cure to leave, is just to start noticing /
Toke to absorb the clouds of pure hoping /
Years of this suicide, thoughts coping /
Myself, I’m the one that’s bleeding /
Obsessed, and impressed, by the ones that feeding /
All these lies, I despise, to the ones that’s speaking /
Trapped in demise, for the ones who’s creeping /
And I’m sick of it /
So sick of it /
I wanted to leave now /
To show what I’m about /
Now I’m flying over the clouds /
These angels, filled with doubt /
Cuts all in my mouth /
I’m finally speaking loud /
So sick of it /

sickofit

livemylife
- producer: khrxmx
- writer: khrxmx
- engineer: khrxmx
- vocal sample: shiloh dynasty
- intro vocals - vacation1x

Lyrics:
I'm just trynna live my life /
My minds so cold, but the world stays bright /
Stuck inside, please leave me to die /
I'm over this shit, I can't stand life /
Fucking plan it /
Rope around necks, can't fucking stand it /
Got a knife, with a slice, and the cuts replanted /
By the way of my scars, you can tell I'm righthanded /
Thoughts on my mind, must tell and demand it /
Why did you do this? /
Revenge on the table, I can't even do shit /
Mentally unstable, about to abuse it /
Tore of the label, about to reuse it /
Now I'm like fuck life /
Shred off my skin like a fish knife /
Afterlife is coming /
Stuck, yet doing nothing /
Bout to push a button /
Finally mount to something /
Thoughts are slightly numbing /
What am I becoming? /

livemylife

Lyrics:
I'm just thinking /
I'm thinking too hard /
Push me away /
I'm right out your arms /

I'm just thinking /
I'm thinking too hard /
Push me away /
I'm right out your arms /
I'm back at the start /
We're very far apart /
Now I'm thinking too hard /
I'm thinking too hard /

I'm just thinking /
I'm thinking too hard /
I'm back at the start /
I’m very far apart /

Now I'm thinking too hard /
I'm thinking too hard /
Now I'm thinking too hard /
I'm thinking too hard /

thinkingtoohard

#boombap #rap #hiphop #underground #Piano #guitar #808 #trap

Memories (Prod Emporio Beats)

i don't wanna do this anymore- xxxtentacion

prod. HELL$HOT

//

I see my way’s fucked up
But I don’t intend on changing
I never say what’s up
I already see all the faking
I know my hate won’t front
I express it and I’m hatesick
Wake up to a hangover
Every day it’s just the same shit
They all gon regret it when I walk out
Like I’ve always said, I’ll never calm down
I don’t ever really talk now
Sipping whisky till it’s all out
Bitches don’t care bout your heart now
And now that I’ve said it she might call now
I don’t ever deal with fallout
I just hide and hit the bong now
Would shit change if I never saw that
Take another hit till my eyes roll back
Everything is blurry, no direction, no path
Try each day and I always fall flat
If I tried to get clean I’d just fucking relapse
Too restless, I can never relax
Tear down my past just to cover my tracks
Tried to get help once, I can never go back
Everything I do fucking hurts like shit
Fuck your help, I stay locked in my pit
Can’t put work into fixing this
I’m beyond repair, disappear in the mist
Getting too high just to cope
Only peace when I’m breathing this smoke
I don’t ever wanna be known
Fuck all you people, I’m alone

i died when i was 16

we plan to overcome. 
               stop pretending.
absorb the energy.

blind to luv.
luv x rage.

thinkingtoohard

khrxmx

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