I lost a Whole fucking year to the xannies

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lyrics: i feel it coming
they tell me im next up 
but i dont know if i want it 
im taking these meds to numb out the pressure
shaking in bed at night pain doesn’t let up
i could be better 
but i dont wanna be 
i aint showing any interest in healing 
overtaken by the strangest of feelings
overtaken by the voice of these demons
you can pretend but you dont understand it 
i dont regret i just wish i could vanish 
i can’t forget and forgive i am damaged 
i lost a whole fucking year to the xannies
nothing is going the way that i planned it
nothing is guaranteed on this planet 
i kinda preferred when i didn’t have purpose
when will i learn that this life isn’t worth it
they all warned us, all the greats 
drugs imported they from interstate 
what is this feeling i cannot get rid of it 
i tried to switch it up plenty of times
stuck in the deep caught up in the abyss of it 
i wanna die but im better alive 
i wanna cry but im dead in the eyes 
im tryna figure out why but im too high 
running in circles im losing my mind 
im forgetful i sweat like a bitch in the night 
when will the rain over me ever let up 
when does the pain die so i can just get up 
fuck it im outta here next year if nothin changes 
im gonna disappear if i dont make it 
when i die dont put me in playlists

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