sicker and sicker

another old verse I trashed for ages.
im working on new stuff slowly, things on the way 

SP-333 [PROD. PXLSDEAD]

lyrics - 
Im feeling sicker and sicker 
im working and working im tryna get richer 
I made a bag off of wickr 
I burned it on purpose on highs in the winter 
Try understand it's a hiccup 
I know that youre nervous but mumma ill fix it 
I know im not perfect but nobody is 
its a shame that I did what I did 
...It's a shame that I did what I did but I did it 
And im sick of wishing I did what I didn't 
And I don't know if I can make a decision 
And everybody tells me hold my position 
Yeah theyre all telling me to hold my position
But I'm sick of writing shit nobody listens to
Im sick of trying to cope im a prisoner
When will this end? Im fucked again 
Yeah when does this end? I guess it depends 
Im stuck on the fence Im livin but dead 
Im sick in the head forget what I said 
Fuck em all, I got my eye on the fuckin ball 
I think im fine then i suffer more
I got desires for somethin more
Am I back on that shit again?
I'd prefer you don't ask cause I don't wanna answer 
Is it bad again?
I said don't fucking ask shits not going to plan bruz
Everyone round mes got shit going on i got nothing worth telling 
These people I love asking if they can help but they know im not ready 
Fuck look at me sitting here clenched jaw
Got numb to the pain never not sore 
Guess I'm insane I was hunting for it 
Blessed all the same I got something for it 
Still fucked in the head tho
Still Addicted to meds I don't get enough rest 
I struggled and fought til the end and im finished 
Times up, come and lay me to rest 
I couldn't care less if uou like it or not 
cause I do it for me shut the fuck up 
Been looking for death in the right spots 
but you can't kill me mother fuckaa
You're doing your best but you've had it with this 
no wonder you've been falling under 
You knew you were testing your limits a bit 
yea I bet that you feel like a dumb cunt 
Since the same day I dropped die alone 
I never needed friends I been fine alone 
Why the fuck am I such a dick head 
nah never mind let me light a load 
Like I'll never learn, waiting patient till it's my turn 
Let it burn
Let me burn bitch

NOTHING WORTH TELLING [PROD. WXRST]

rough demo, had to spit these old bars over something

HATCHET [PROD. NEZZY]

UNDERSTAND? [PROD. FEWTILE]

WE CAN'T BE HERE TOO LONG [PROD. ZANNSCOTT]

prod. stillpoor
instagram:
@kill_jay
@gettingmoneystillpoor

MIXED SIGNALS [PROD. STILLPOOR]

Grievous

Seroquel

bandcamp : https://gotnotime.bandcamp.com/track/behind-the-doors

BEHIND THE DOORS

A2RBEATZ - ETERNITY UK RAP BEAT

Copacabana

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   DEVD GVNG 
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Muks Wolf // The Darkness [デッド]  // [Prod SUDZY]

Heres the first single off my new tape done with two of my favorite rappers out of New Zealand and Australia everyone go follow MUKS and HXRMAN
@hxrman
@uglyfxck

Muks Died FT HXRMAN - NINETY EIGHT

I Am Able x Muks Died Produced by YungArabius

Muks Died:
https://soundcloud.com/uglyfxck

YungArabius:
https://soundcloud.com/yungarabius

I Am Able x Muks Died (Prod. YungArabius)

MUKS: I wasn’t made for this planet 
Spend days in a haze numbing pain with my habits 
Fucking with me got you Chasing the dragon
Now all that I need is a way to relax I don’t feel like I wana live 
The problems are Bottomless 
I wake up and chop a stick 
Always up on the on drip 
Am I wrong cause I want the shit 
Na keep it anonymous. 

Constantly doubting myself all the people that said they would be there ain’t never around 
I ain’t got time for you fake lil cunts if your stepping away 
Fuck im stepping you out 
All my whole family counting on me and you bet ima die before letting em down 
Abusing these drugs but im doing so much that a packets im popping don’t settle me now 

I woke up wana cut my fucking skin 
I bleed up on my bed then homie called,
acting like Im allgoods don’t wana be a bitch 
So I pack another cone and I pop 2 more,
Buzz still kicking off that molly last night bro almost had a key fuck it lock my jaw,
I don’t really speak I don’t really eat I been getting high or I’m 
Lost in thoughts.

SHNXMAN: Oh I been hitting up a sippy cup
Instead of mud or Molly dust
I'm fucking plugged up like lightning cables
Charging burner phones, next to a half smoked cones
And a couple of pills
Of what the fuck 
It tasted different, I'm high as fuck
I'm right over the hill
In fact I threw up on memories
Of when I had everything laid out for me
Taken for granted
I grew up half assed, pussy bitch now looking for a bird's eye glance
At what I had and what I gotta to do to get it all back
Smoking Dak steady, taking cracks, ready for the next motherfucker who wanna try finesse this finnessor 
Read the first three letters of my name
I'm a con professor 
Sleeping too late, I'm waking up baked
Plastered to walls but I'm starting to flake
There's pain in my face, like metaphorically just stepped on a rake in a garden of snakes
They wrap round my ankles, slithering angels
Rise from ground with a bite oh so fatal
Bite thru the skin, I thrive off the venom, high from this dying, got blood in my denim
Got blood on my hands
Got blood on my hands
I sliced thru a snake, rubbed the blood off the blade and on to my hands

[DEVDGVNG] 9THLIFE FFK
13:11:2018 7.10 pm

Muks Died x Chronic Shnxman - Atramentous

demo mixed by me 

the same people i hold close are the ones i should be avoiding 
had the same conversation too many times to ignore it 
im fucked up in the head and im not scared to admit it 
i got demons saying life isnt worth it and i should quit it
i think im probably pushing it with all these pills
i dont give a fuck at this point im just keeping shit real 
i wake up and ask myself why the fuck am i still here 
i wake up wishing i could just disappear 
sometimes i remember how good ive actually got it 
then i start missing her and i get straight back on it 
i been smoking the same shit since 2013
thats 6 years straight flipping packs since 16
still rock the same jeans and double xl tees
6'3" '96 on the 12th of the 6th..
ive been the same since day dot i always knew i was sick
finna smoke a sack of green and bend your bitch over the sink
dead boy walking not hearing you when you talk to me 
run on my own agenda not flippin until the coffin 
i guarantee you im not stopping 
im up late night most nights sittin and smokin chronic 
blacked out lay another track down 
hit it from the back, nah i dont want you back now 
i put my old feelings up high upon the shelf and forgot about em
forget about it bitch get your head around it 
i made my own lane and im not gonna let em in 
i got a secret i cant tell em cause i dont know what it is 
im a freak with a flow that could put you in a pit g,
they can see im gonna blow they tryna finish me 
i cannot see or hear the clones or the mini mes 
fuckin listen g i do not fuck with what youre spitting 
you cannot compete with me..
better duck bitch once again i came to wet em up
5th time this month and i dont even have a gun
dont try to bring yourself up or try pulling me down to your level you pissweak little cunt
ive fucking had it if you couldnt pick it up
scenes full of trash and i came here to clean it up 
i got sick of bagging it up and its all just music now 
i finally had the guts to give up, but i am clueless how 
the tides just seemed to switch themselves up
im on the rise these other boys be out here packin it up 
im cuttin ties with everyone thats showing me fake love
i know youre just hitting my line to try and get a leg up
i dont know why they still be trying they just do not let up
i promise homie ill be fine without your feature bad luck 
since a young mother fucker i had plans to live it up
got you sprung mother fucker think its time you give it up
why the fuck they always talk about the same shit, lame bitches 
i be on some other shit my game way different 
the fuck they tryna be up in the same whip, lane switching?
i be on my own shit i stay a safe distance
bad boy baby im the only one that does it like this 
right quick im boutta level up like ten times with it 
made the choice to ride with it
made decisions high as shit
shit got iffy with my bitch i told her this is how it is..
i told her this is how it is yea i got plans of getting rich i aint tryna have no kids...
kill

CLEAN IT UP [PROD. LCS]

KILLJAY X DIELIZM
verse 1 KILLJAY
verse 2 cix50
verse 3 kno.money
prod. ronwood
mixed/mastered by chronic shnxman

UNDERSTAND? [PROD. FEWTILE]

KILLJAY

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