if u listen to this u will live forever (i swear)

prod. overr

yeah i don't want to much to handle
im burning like a candle
melting down to the ground
i don't really want a challenge 
i got too much to manage 
you causing the damage 
you call im like "damn it"

understanding, ur not
not the answer you got
ur not the smartest 
ur lacking in the knowledge 
maybe start using ur noggin 
problem then solve it
i don't make no profit
feel as im dissolving 

i don't know where i see myself in the future
so stop asking 
hopefully i don't end up a loser :(
what will happen 
so confused over everything
i feel so slow 

challenge (prod. overr)

556Renzo, ritsu - Fallin
Written and Performed by: 556Renzo, ritsu
Produced by: sleepyy, waizener
Mixed and Mastered by: 556Renzo, ritsu

(ritsu - Hook):
like, honestly, I
Ive been feeling distant and-
I don't wanna talk to you
(talk to you)
Ill sink in my head
Ive seen better days
You're not the only one that makes me wanna die everyday
Really? Is that all you wanted to say?
Cause I've been thinking a lot
It goes round and round
I'll Break the mirror
I cant look at it right
Its in my head
Always my fault like its always been

(556Renzo - Verse):
I thought that this was our home bae
But now I am all alone bae
I don't know why you've hidden me the truth
And your friends they all know, why they gotta keep this too?
Hindi ko maintindihan bae 
(I don't understand bae)
Bat ka ba nagka ganyan bae?
(Why are you like this bae?)
Gusto kita na balikan bae
(I want to go back to you bae)
Pero daming dahilan bae
(But there's so many reasons bae)
Kung bat mo ako nasaktan bae
(On why have you hurt me bae)

(556Renzo - Bridge):
I won't make the same mistake, I know that
Cause there ain't no other chance to go back
There aint no other chance
To save what's lost of us

(ritsu - Hook):
like, honestly, I
Ive been feeling distant and-
I don't wanna talk to you
(talk to you)
Ill sink in my head
Ive seen better days
You're not the only one that makes me wanna die everyday
Really? Is that all you wanted to say?
Cause I've been thinking a lot
It goes round and round
I'll Break the mirror
I cant look at it right
Its in my head
Always my fault like its always been


Fallin (OUT ON SPOTIFY)

why do i exist

(prod by @pawprinted)

lyrics
@me
kanku jatuh cinta / I fell inlove 
walau kau takkan nampak / even though you won't notice
perasaan ini kekal bersamaku untuk selamanya / this feeling stays with me forever 

why'd you wanna talk 
when our love is over now
I know I still feel the same
but I can never go back
I caught lying one time
said you were out with your friends
but it ended out a bluff
how'd I manage to stay blind?

apa lagi-
apa lagi yang kau mau / what more could you want?
make a choice, make a choice
dia atau aku / him or me?
make a choice, make a choice
dia atau aku, dia atau aku / him or me, him or me?

@pawprinted
just want u by my side
is that so much to ask?
distraught, i'm such a mess
are u aware that we can't go back?

pathetic & i miss ur touch
bby u were my natural crush
& then u ruined it
& then u ruined it

@me
I fell inlove with your touch
but you never saw me as an equal
and you ruined it, then ruined it

@pawprinted
don't say no
u were my natural crush
don't have any words for it
& then u ruined it
& then u ruined it

@me
kanku jatuh cinta / I fell inlove 
walau kau takkan nampak / even though you won't notice
perasaan ini kekal bersamaku untuk selamanya / this feeling stays with me forever 

why'd you wanna talk 
when our love is over now
I know I still feel the same
but I can never go back
I caught lying one time
said you were out with your friends
but it ended out a bluff
how'd I manage to stay blind?

choice w pawprinted (pawprinted)

Soo... its almost that TIMEE 🎅🎅

Will U Feel?

[Lyrics]

Will you feel?
Are you near?
And I hope that it’s real :)
I’ll let you get away with that,
And I’ll be here (I’ll be here).

And I’ll kick every rock that I have to,
Just to get by your side, get your side.
But u always make urself the problem,
I wanna get behind you, but I

Find it super hard :/
Made it super far,
And now my only regret is that I could never get with you.
And so I

Feel!
Tell me who you are to me and what you know,
’Cause it took everything I had
Not to make u sad.
And baby, if that means what I truly think,
Then I’m going back to what I used to be.

Can you hold your heart?
No more distractions, no more rain, and no more lies.
And still, don’t be surprised if u can’t fix it,
’Cause I don’t wanna lose you now.

I was just reaching out,
And I found you, you were there.
Until you see, until you breathe, I can promise you it won’t be long.

You wrung out ur heart;
It’s nothing left to see you in.
And now you struggle to maintain,
And now I have to take the blame for you.

Are you usually the type to try?
It would be so different if u didn’t lie.
You talk to me, and I know it’s the last time
That I ever get to see your face in the same light.
It’s the last time.

Will you feel?
Are you near?
And I hope that it’s real :)
I’ll let you get away with that,
And I’ll be here (I’ll be here).

And I’ll kick every rock that I have to,
Just to get by your side, get your side.
But u always make urself the problem.
I wanna get behind you, but I

WILL YOU FEEL, WILL YOU FEEL??

Will You Feel? (TR Beats)

prod by @shikaiii - !yukik0

verses:
@ihateyouohm - ihateyouohm
@k4rson - karson
@crossnecklace - crossnecklace
@peiflowy - pei flowy
@tiubryan - BahYan
@jinja-yagi-3rd - jinja
@1xene - xene
@jrenclozyloveheronly1 - JRENN!
@braxiey - braxey
@kxngzzzz - bunnyyuii

forever2 w/ 10 people (p. !yukik0)

so im dropping songs from my EP on an interval since i am not that famous 😂 😂 the reason I wanna do an EP is because i saw my friends drop their own EPs and Albums which made me think if i should lock in and make one too which got us here lol

track 1- sober (prod. irisv)

i dont wanna see u bae
can u leave me all alone?
cleaning up the mess u made
i can do this on my own
stuck laying down in my bed
tryna get u out my head
tryna get this all to end
i just want my heart to mend
i dont wanna see u bae
can u leave me all alone?
cleaning up the mess u made
i can do this on my own
stuck laying down in my bed
tryna get u out my head
tryna get this all to end
i just want my heart to mend

girl i dont miss u, can u go now?
cause u aint about us, you broke me apart
and u weren't there when i need u the most
i knew u gon leave me, i should've let go
girl i ain't sober, i got drugs in my system
i know this aint over, don't tell you're the victim
you made my heart bleed and u tore me up
don't want u back, i don't want u back

sober (irisv)

track 2 - #tryingtillidie

with my bro @haunted_sad

@haunted_sad  
im so hollow to the core u nvr meant it 
u ripped my heart in two i guess tht ur a liar too
its 4am bby i jus lay awake
ya ur the one tht pushed me jus far down the drain
ya each day baby ya tht jus passed me 
i dnt wanna miss u i jus wanted to kiss u
im counting days baby till im jus gone
im #tryinguntilidie till im succeeding 
but im putting my feet 4ward tryna move on
tryna move on ya baby damn without u
ya ur the one tht pushed me so far astray
cant u see baby that i trusted u?
yeah ur the one tht betrayed me.. *yeahh yeahh
cant u see im nvr alright baby?

@556renzo
u wanted me 2 lose,, girl wats up w u?
bae u were my everything,, bae i needed u
smokin allat gas tryna get away frm u
get away frm u, tryna get away frm u
i dont want u 2 come back 2 me
cause u weren't there when u're all i need
broke me into pieces, bae cant u c?
#tryingtillidie till i succeed
2 high, 2 high
smokin allat gas, imma try till i die
2 high, 2 high
smokin allat gas, till i die

#tryingtillidie w/haunted_sad (!yukik0)

trippin (lynU)

Thanks to @l1minal1 for hopping on this track and the master preset for this!1!1!

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[@drewalongtheglare]

Try and try for a lover
Die we die for each other
Does it feel right? Will you suffer?
Baby it gets hard yeah I swear that it gets tougher

Try and try for a lover
Die we die for each other
Does it feel right? Will you suffer?
Baby it gets hard yeah I swear that it gets tougher


[@l1minal1]

Ik u care, eyes so pretty, move ur hair.
Now pls come and hold my hand, it just gets tougher in the end.
Promise I’m not lying when I say this,
Is it my fault I want to fix this?
Handful of love to give to ya, so much love to give to ya.

Promise I regret most the things I say,
I can’t go back, I just feel played.
Way too attached to the point where
I can't help but cling onto u—
I hope this isn’t a mistake.

[@drewalongtheglare]

Feel like im fallin out of love im fallin out of line
I cant keep it up for too long it is not the time
Wait for your next message anticipate ur lies
I wont be a bother as long as you'll be mine

[@drewalongtheglare & @l1minal1]

Bae I’ll stand by, I’ll be right here (drew)
I got so much love, is it not clear? (liminal)
Can u see my washed-away tears? (drew)
Over time losing u became my biggest fear. (liminal)

It Gets Tougher w/ l1minal (prod. drew)

mind.*+ (hurtwinds)

bigdnbuser - alt account 

https://soundcloud.com/lunacystar
lunatics!!!

#aftermath

why do i exist

ji3rn

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