New Core

Lyrics:

Woah,  woah, woah, woah

No one is listening I’m telling you I’m not ok, you all just tell me that it’s nothing or you feel the same, but I can’t take this pain, no I can’t take this pain. No one will notice me until I’m dug inside my grave.

I’m sorry I’m not perfect. This isn’t all on purpose, yeah, I’m tired of always hurting, and everyone ignoring me. I’m only a ghost in the streets, I’m never gon be anything, I wanna let go of this dream, a failure is all that I’ll be yeah. 

I know this, I know this, I’ll call it now, my name is on the suicide list. 

No one is listening I’m telling you I’m not ok, you all just tell me that it’s nothing or you feel the same, but I can’t take this pain, no I can’t take this pain. No one will notice me until I’m dug inside my grave.

I’m only a ghost in the streets, I’m never gon be anything, I wanna let go of this dream, a failure is all that I’ll be yeah. 

I wanna let go of this dream, a failure is all that I’ll be. I wanna let go of this dream, a failure is all that I’ll be. I wanna let go of this dream, a failure is all that I’ll be. I wanna let go of this dream, a failure is all that I’ll be. 

Written by: Dimitri Jurado
Produced by: Lil Flo_808

A Failure Is All I'll Be

Sometimes I go outside and I look at the sky and I pray you’re still mine but I know that our paths don’t align and I hope you’re still fine, I just want you to know that, I know that I’m not the one for you but I wish that weren’t true, I just wanted you. 

I just wanted you, I just wanted you, I just wanted you, I just wanted you, woah.

Hope You're Still Fine (Interlude)

I just wanted me to be anything that you could think but it never was enough, I could never be enough. Is it you or was it me? Tried to give you everything but it never was enough, I could never be enough. 

Was it love? Was it love? What’s the reason you gave up? Was it love? Was it love? What’s the reason you gave up? Broken promises. False hope again. This was all a plan so you could leave again. 

You say that it’s all my fault. 
(You want me feelin down and out again.) 
I’m feelin bad, I’m feelin bad, oh. 
Broken promises. (Feelin bad.)
False hope again. (Oh I’m feelin bad.)
This was all a plan. (Im feelin bad.)
So you can leave again.

My Fault

Maybe this time, (maybe this time.)
Maybe this time I’ll die. 
Maybe this time, 
(maybe this time.)
Maybe this time I’ll fucking die.

Through that noose is a portal to my home, in my head I fear them leaving, leave me alone. I don’t wanna say goodbye, I do this all the time but maybe this time, (maybe this time.) maybe this time I’ll die.

I’ve tried and I’ve tried, this life ain’t a life, I threw it all away, just look at what I’ve done, I’m failing everyone. These pills just ain’t enough. I’m drowning and I’m stuck, I know that I’m ungrateful, I hate feeling so hateful. 

Oh maybe this time, (maybe this time.) maybe this time I’ll die. Maybe this time, (maybe this time.) maybe this time I’ll fucking die. maybe this time, (maybe this time.) maybe this time I’ll die. Maybe this time, (maybe this time.) maybe this time I’ll fucking die.

Output 1-2

new life (feat. joe fox)

i dont own this beat so im just posting it over here 

PERO PALAG PA

Rippin’ Thru Bricks

IM SORRY MARTHA PLEASE FORGIVE ME!

.DEADxBYxDECEMBER.(IMPERFECTIONS)

PRETTY LITTLE NIGHTMARES!

Demon Eyes (Prod. Xtravulous)

Somebody Told Me

THIS IS NØT HØLLYWØØD

THIS IS NØT HØLLYWØØD (feat. Johnny 3 Tears)

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Bandcamp https://alesti.bandcamp.com

The song is copyright free to use in your own videos and content.

► Check out James DeBerg and his band THOUSAND BELOW:
https://www.facebook.com/Thousandbelow
https://spoti.fi/2v4Wxcy

► Lyrics
Why did I have to be this way
Hiding in shadows I create
Getting crushed beneath their weight
ON MY OWN

Can't you hear my heart
Rip it out and pick it apart
Because something hasn't felt quite right
From the start

All these voices inside
Who are they to decide
That I'm reaching out in vain
Though I'd rather feel nothing at all
Than this pain

Why did I have to be this way
Hiding in shadows I create
Getting crushed beneath their weight
I'm paralyzed and it's killing me
I only wish to be okay
I feel them stare but they will never see
(I'm all alone)

Can you feel the heat
I'll surrender before my defeat
I guess I've run my course and now I'm
Obsolete

All these voices inside
Who are they to decide
That I'm reaching out in vain
Though this empty shell
Is everything that remains

Why did I have to be this way
Hiding in shadows I create
Getting crushed beneath their weight
(On my own)
I'm paralyzed and it's killing me
I only wish to be okay
I feel them stare but they will never see
(I'm all alone)

I see my shape as I'm fading away
Just a stain on the wall just a name to decay
I'm tired of playing someone else's part
Just to feel again
Fail again
I see my shape as I'm fading away
And I'm tired of playing someone else's part

Is it all in my head, Is it all in my head
Is there hope of redemption
Is it all in my head, Is it all in my head
I think I'm starting to see
Is it all in my head, Is it all in my head
Is this just a perception
Help me feel again
Help me go

Why did I have to be this way
Hiding in shadows I create
Getting crushed beneath their weight
(On my own)
I'm paralyzed and it's killing me
I only wish to be okay
I feel them stare but they will never see
I'm all alone
I'm all alone
I'm all alone


► Credits
Music and Production by ALESTI
Vocals performed by James DeBerg
Mixed and Mastered by Joey Sturgis (Mixingbros.com)

Paralyzed (feat. James DeBerg)

Event Horizon (Ближе к тебе)

Ok so it's quite a change up from the trip-hop style original beat by Sativa High found here https://soundcloud.com/sativa85-1, though you may still recognize the hypnotic bass, slowed way way down.  Thanks to SH for letting me sample the track,  definitely check out the original and her other works on her page, and let me know what you guys think of my odd take on it  https://soundcloud.com/sativa85-1

the War Within (Sativa High-A War called Life dark bass remix)

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Demon Eyes (Prod. Xtravulous)

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