FUOMD

Lyrics:

Woah,  woah, woah, woah

No one is listening I’m telling you I’m not ok, you all just tell me that it’s nothing or you feel the same, but I can’t take this pain, no I can’t take this pain. No one will notice me until I’m dug inside my grave.

I’m sorry I’m not perfect. This isn’t all on purpose, yeah, I’m tired of always hurting, and everyone ignoring me. I’m only a ghost in the streets, I’m never gon be anything, I wanna let go of this dream, a failure is all that I’ll be yeah. 

I know this, I know this, I’ll call it now, my name is on the suicide list. 

No one is listening I’m telling you I’m not ok, you all just tell me that it’s nothing or you feel the same, but I can’t take this pain, no I can’t take this pain. No one will notice me until I’m dug inside my grave.

I’m only a ghost in the streets, I’m never gon be anything, I wanna let go of this dream, a failure is all that I’ll be yeah. 

I wanna let go of this dream, a failure is all that I’ll be. I wanna let go of this dream, a failure is all that I’ll be. I wanna let go of this dream, a failure is all that I’ll be. I wanna let go of this dream, a failure is all that I’ll be. 

Written by: Dimitri Jurado
Produced by: Lil Flo_808

A Failure Is All I'll Be

Is it you or was it me? 

Tried to give you everything.

I could never be enough.

What’s the reason you gave up? (Broken Promises)

You say that it’s all my fault. 

Oh I’m feelin bad.

Broken Promises (intro)

Sometimes I go outside and I look at the sky and I pray you’re still mine but I know that our paths don’t align and I hope you’re still fine, I just want you to know that, I know that I’m not the one for you but I wish that weren’t true, I just wanted you. 

I just wanted you, I just wanted you, I just wanted you, I just wanted you, woah.

Hope You're Still Fine (Interlude)

It started when we were young, I thought I had found a love, nothing could ever change the way I thought about it, no.  Maybe that’s how it goes, I been tryna let it go, you said you don’t wanna see my face. 

Nothing ever goes my way, I tried so hard to make you stay, you said you wanna run away so I gave you all of your space and now I’m left here in the rain, with you I wish that I could trade, I never knew love turned to hate. 

You want me to see, I want you to see, you want me to be someone that I am not. 

It started when we were young, I thought I had found a love, nothing could ever change the way I thought about it, no.  Maybe that’s how it goes, I been tryna let it go, you said you don’t wanna see my face.

How It Goes

I just wanted me to be anything that you could think but it never was enough, I could never be enough. Is it you or was it me? Tried to give you everything but it never was enough, I could never be enough. 

Was it love? Was it love? What’s the reason you gave up? Was it love? Was it love? What’s the reason you gave up? Broken promises. False hope again. This was all a plan so you could leave again. 

You say that it’s all my fault. 
(You want me feelin down and out again.) 
I’m feelin bad, I’m feelin bad, oh. 
Broken promises. (Feelin bad.)
False hope again. (Oh I’m feelin bad.)
This was all a plan. (Im feelin bad.)
So you can leave again.

My Fault

Maybe this time, (maybe this time.)
Maybe this time I’ll die. 
Maybe this time, 
(maybe this time.)
Maybe this time I’ll fucking die.

Through that noose is a portal to my home, in my head I fear them leaving, leave me alone. I don’t wanna say goodbye, I do this all the time but maybe this time, (maybe this time.) maybe this time I’ll die.

I’ve tried and I’ve tried, this life ain’t a life, I threw it all away, just look at what I’ve done, I’m failing everyone. These pills just ain’t enough. I’m drowning and I’m stuck, I know that I’m ungrateful, I hate feeling so hateful. 

Oh maybe this time, (maybe this time.) maybe this time I’ll die. Maybe this time, (maybe this time.) maybe this time I’ll fucking die. maybe this time, (maybe this time.) maybe this time I’ll die. Maybe this time, (maybe this time.) maybe this time I’ll fucking die.

Output 1-2

So many days, so many nights, I’m not ok and I’m not alright. So many days, so many nights, I’m not ok and I’m not alright.

I been lost inside my room, most of the time I cannot move. Spend every day in so much pain, wonder if today’s my big day?


So many days, so many nights, I’m not ok and I’m not alright. So many days, so many nights, I’m not ok and I’m not alright.

I’ve had it planned out since I was young, it’s been so long, I been screamin I’m done, nobody listens and no one cares, what will they say when I’m not here? 

(Oh wait, it’s all okay.)
I been lost inside my room,
(Leave me be I’ll be ok.) 
most of the time I cannot move,
( Oh wait, it’s all okay.)
Spend every day in so much pain,
(Leave me be I’ll be okay.)
Wonder if today’s my big day?

So many days, so many nights, I’m not ok and I’m not alright. So many days, so many nights, I’m not ok and I’m not alright. So many days, so many nights, I’m not ok and I’m not alright.

FUOMD

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