floating in the candlelight (ft KID TYE)

Floating In The Candlelight w/KID Tye (prod.farber)

Switchblade romance

Switchblade Romance w/harveysdead (prod.flower)

mum i can hear voices

Mum I Can Hear Voices w/brecken (prod.metlast)

molly will u be my valentine

Molly Will U Be My Valentine w/KID Tye (prod.flower)

Lyrics-

Intro- 
Bro im a junkie
Im depressed
Im suicidal
I dont even know the difference between reality
Ion wanna be alive anymore
Fuck life!

Verse 1-
I'm lost in the way that I think
Fucked up yeah I'm on the brink
Clonazepam Diazepam 
I'm addicted I need some help but i can't do that
Rehabilitation wont work
Mama gonna find me in a hearse
Struggling with mental health
Fucked up inside my head
Everybody tellin me it gon get better
But it never gets better its just dark weather
My body dropping to the floor 
Cardiac arrest
Oh what the hell kid benzo's dead again
OD OD HELP ME OH PLEASE
Fuck me, change me bury my body
Living in a reality that is black and white
Burning in the flames of the fucking candlelight
Watch my tears fall down my face
Watch the tears fall in my grave
See the teardrops in my eyes
She's the devil in disguise

Bridge- 
Devil in disguise
Devil in disguise
See it in her eyes
It makes me wanna cry
Oh baby tell me why
Am i this fucked up
Please just tell me i'll always have your love

Verse 2-
Woahhhh tell me
I don't wanna be alive so help me
Psychiatry don't do shit
All i ever get back is im deluded
Put me on meds, wont change a thing
I want some good brains
I want a good thing going for me but theres nothing
Just a junkie
Im rock bottom cant get lower
Sorry mummy
Fucked up lying on the couch
Percocet, oxycontin pouring out my mouth
Vomit on the floor
Blood on my wrist
The realest as it gets, KID Benzo's in this bitch
Here we go
Watch the tear fall down her face
She's the devil in disguise okay <3

Devil in Disguise

Devil In Disguise (prod. AsharpTheOne)

How A Borderline Loves

The Way A Borderline Loves (prod. venus)

Lyrics-

(Verse 1)
Im losing hope dont let go
Ive lost control ive got no one at all
I'm so alone in my mind
I feel like killing myself every night
Its lonely
I dont know what to do
Ive got no homies
Talking to the blues and thats my only friend that i know
I'm tryna find a reason to not go

(Verse 2)
Im tryna find a reason to live
But i cant find anything
Im done bitch
The trauma that im dealing with is too much
I think about the past and nearly throw up (woahh)

(Hook)
So much pain for someone so young
Ive got no hope, got none at all
Im only sixteen i dont have a dream
The only dream i have is making it till seventeen

(Bridge)
Sad songs on a sad beat from a sad boy
On his damn knees
Clutching my knife ready to die
I dont wanna be alive i just wanna get high

(Verse 3)
I just wanna get high for the last time
Roll another blunt, look up at the sky
Looking at the stars we're so far apart
I know they're calling me so here we go (yeah)
Writing letters in my room thinking bout death
Looking at my future talking in the past tense
Cos im dead!
And i'm gonna say goodbye
So much pain for someone so young in this damned life (woah)

(Outro)
So much pain for someone so young
And i'm ready to give it all up
Goodbye 
Tonight
This pain just dont sit right...

So much pain for someone so young

So Much Pain For Someone So Young (prod.micco)

Lyrics-

(Verse 1~Ford)

Yeah Yeah
I'm in my head and I cant get out of it today
Maybe tomorrow I could find me a way
Life sucks
And I don't wanna do nothing
When its rough I'm just tryna prove something
I'm out of luck
Like why you leave?
There's nothing i can keep
I just delete everything and then repeat
But it don't even matter in the first place
Heart cold so shattered like a broken vase

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

(Verse 2-Greenwood)

Everybody's so burnt out could you slow me down?
Everybody's ok now i could turn around
I'll be fine when the drugs hit but i'm not right now
I could learn to be someone if i leave this house
In a week or so
We could speak as though
Nothing ever really happens i'm just feeling cold
I just need to know
If i lose control
If it hurts a little less then we could call it home

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

Tryna Find A Way To Escape My Mind

Tryna Find A Way To Escape My Mind w/brecken x greenwood (prod. venus)

I love the feeling of an overdose

I Love The Feeling Of An Overdose w/lunalis (prod.venus)

Demon In The Night

Demon In The Night w/Yung B (prod. p4ra)

Lyrics-

[halfhearted]

ik i’m not the best but just know that i’m trying
digging up a grave it’s the one i’m gone lie in
sorry mom i’m not myself without my pills
but the weights been getting heavy
i can’t keep climbing these hills

i feel like a pest
can’t keep on walking ik what’s ahead
tossing and turning i’m stuck in my bed
no point in talking i already said 
i’m fine
and you already crossed that line

tell me how many times does it take
four in the morning
you’re still at my place
made me a promise i’m watching it break

[benzo]

i tried to change but i know thats too hard
i'm breaking down at half 4
i'm never good enough for anyone
oh babygirl what did i do wrong?
i'm chopping up another line now
i'm overdosing girl my times out
i wanna cry in the truth of it 
cos i cant even feel fucking shit

[halfhearted]

yeah i been on top idc what u said
no point in talking it’s already dead inside
there’s no more life

just wait right here
wiping my eyes
got a page full of tears
holding u tight while u tell me ur fears
it feels like u want a real love

[halfhearted]

is this real or is fake?
is the bandage bound to break
shake the bluest skies
to make them clouds of grey
i quit holding on that faith
and buckled beneath the weight 
you said would break me

[benzo]

i tried to change but i know thats too hard
i'm breaking down at half 4
i'm never good enough for anyone
oh babygirl what did i do wrong?
i'm chopping up another line now
i'm overdosing girl my times out
i wanna cry in the truth of it 
cos i cant even feel fucking shit

Breaking Down At Half 4

Breaking Down At Half 4 w/halfhearted (prod.venus)

[lyrics]

i say why you wanna know?
girl why u moving slow
uh

i tried to change my ways
stuck up in cocaine
and everybody looking at me with a sad face
percy in my nose xanax in my coat
sipping lean pour a 4
yeah that's the way
mclaren drive
im moving 33
im sipping wokhart codeine
im a dirty kid
i dont care what the haters finna say
im just a junkie and i like it that way
okay

here we are crashed another car
fucked up popping beans
have u ever gone this hard
i dont think you have
i dont think you know
what it's like to live like kid fucking benzo

it ain't a good life, its just a sad life
im crying in my room
cutting wrists every night
im mixing up my sprite
till im alright
and that's never alright
fuck the past life

i'm so detestable
so neglectable 
my life is incomprehensible
at the festival i was high as fuck
drowning in the drugs
screaming fuck your love
here we go tryna find a way out
no way out, so i'm falling back down
i need some molly that's sassafras
i fucked it up and did another bag

i blow the bag out then i blow cologne
weed up all inside my coat
oxycontin in my nose
woah
im a rapper and a singer
shoot you with a chopper while im riding in the dinger
i'm such a lonely guy
getting high like all the time
so lost inside my mind
oh girl i need to decide

what do i do what do i say
i don't even fucking know where i am today
what do i do what do i say
i'm alone in my mind and there's no escape
burning in depression constantly
my mind is such a bad place to be
psychedelics can numb it all
want to escape eternally (woah)

woah woah oh
answer your voicemails girl i'm alone
please pick up your fucking phone
i don't know anymore
tried to call but no response
just tell me what do u want
please just put your faith in god
oh, put your faith in god

what do i do what do i say

Past Life (prod.cursedstorm)

[lyrics]

[benzo]

She 600 miles away (she 600 miles)
Im texting her phone again (i'm texting her phone)
But she's boarding on that plane (she's boarding the plane)
And she's jetting off to spain

She's 600 miles away
Only got my cocaine
Poured all my problems away
Don't wanna think today
I bought an uber home
I cried the whole ride
I told the driver that my girlfriend left my side

When i got home
Crashed onto the sofa
Fell asleep woahh
Dreamed until it's over
Then i saw her face
So perfect she was staring with a gaze
Such a beautiful girl (woah)

She 600 miles away
And she boarding on that plane
She jetting of to spain
I tried calling her again
No response 
Tell me what you want
When you wanna talk i'll be here
When your answering or not

[spookybands]

She on the road right now
You know i couldn't keep her
I asked the driver if he could pull the car to the side
Cos i was too high to keep breathing
And everything's dust, its done
Will i ever find a reason
To keep anyone around more than a season
I swear i aint an angel she was a demon
She on a flight back to Tuscon
I was on back to New York already
And I been on fetty, on fetty , on fetty, on fetty
I popped a benzo my eyes heavy
I miss doing cocaine with her all night
I dont care
Its been a long flight hope i dont die
Motherfuckers wait they're whole life for a long time
For this love, fuck these bitches all night cos i'm fine

[Outro-spookybands]
She's 600 miles away
I'm texting her phone again
I miss doing cocaine with her all night
I miss doing cocaine with her all night

600 Miles Away

600 Miles Away w/spookybands (prod.thorley)

lyrics-

[benzo]
Don't lie Don't lie
Don't look me in my eyes
Dont cry Dont cry
Baby its gon be fine
I know that times get tough
I know that i fucked up
I promise that im good
Someone tell me whats going on

[cokesy]
What's going on with me
I dont care what you say about me
And I dont care if you even fucking like me at all
I tried so hard not to think about the night i met u
But you're so hard to forget 

[benzo]
Don't lie Don't lie
Don't look me in my eyes
Dont cry Dont cry
Baby its gon be fine
I know that times get tough
I know that i fucked up
I promise that im good
Someone tell me whats going on

Don't Lie

Don't Lie Don't Look Me In My Eyes w Lil Cokesy (prod. p4ra)

lyrics-

(Verse 1)
Hold my hand girl baby hold me close
Dont let go i cant lose you now
We can ride
We can slide
You can be the bonnie to my clyde
We can get high in the moonlight
Touch my body in the twilight
So in love with you but i hate myself
Cos im unlovable with fucked up mental health

(Chrous)
Bonnie & Clyde Bonnie & Clyde
We can get by
Watch as the time goes on
Time goes on
What planet are you living on
Hold my hand in the twilight
Kiss my lips its gon be fine
I promise you that your safe with me
Me and you forever
For eternity

(Verse 2)
I promise that i got you until the day we die
Can you be the bonnie to my fucking clyde
We can run the world just me and you
Me and you forever my boo
Dont take it for granted
If i had one wish what would it be?
To be forever with you
Thats how much i value you and me

(Chorus)
Bonnie & Clyde Bonnie & Clyde
We can get by
Watch as the time goes on
Time goes on
What planet are you living on
Hold my hand in the twilight
Kiss my lips its gon be fine
I promise you that your safe with me
Me and you forever
For eternity

Bonnie & Clyde

Bonnie & Clyde (prod.venus)

Same shit nothing changes

Same Shit Nothing Changes w/brecken (prod.venus)

[lyrics]

[vails]

it’s so dark in this world right now 
every single morning I feel this way and I wonder how 
did It get so cold 
why'd you go so distant 
now my hearts froze, 
i was yours in an instance 
but you always turn a blind eye to me
love is truly a catastrophe 
what’s does the future hold?
i'll guess I’ll never see, till the day I’m old

[benzo]

this the darkest december yet
filled with pain and percocet
this the darkest december yet
addictions and ive lost all of my friends
who am i and girl who are you?
when did we meet and why did i choose to love you?
why did i choose to fuck you
its so dark in my mind

[vails]

read between the lines, only the lines are white 
like the white lies you’re telling me I’ve had enough tonight 
me and the devil got a lot to say to eachother 
we often talk about what’s next, in this life or another 
i'm in a downward spiral and there’s no one to throw me a rope
metaphorically I’m trapped, in a void and I can’t cope
i'll wait to January where I can turn over a new leaf
cus this the darkest December that I think I’ve ever see

[benzo]

this the darkest december yet
filled with pain and percocet
this the darkest december yet
addictions and ive lost all of my friends
who am i and girl who are you?
hen did we meet and why did i choose to love you?
why did i choose to fuck you
its so dark in my mind

this the darkest december yet
pain and misery & i have no one left
what can i do to forget?
take substances and fuck up my head
i smoke a cigarette and kill my lungs
i say sorry to my girl and mum
i know that i've done wrong
but im hurting inside thats what i'm on
its the darkest december yet.

Darkest December Yet

Darkest December Yet w/vails (prod.venus)

[lyrics]

cutting wrists in a bathroom 
blood dripping down my veins
cutting wrists in a bathroom 
tears falling down my face
cutting wrists in a bathroom
don't wanna be here today
cutting wrists in the bathroom 
im falling in my grave

cutting wrists in the bathroom 
blood squirting down my hand
cutting wrists in a bathroom
load up the gun its jammed
crying hard in my bedroom
all i really want is xans
cuttings wrists in the bathroom
i have zero plans

i dont have the answers that you hope to find
my life has been made up of lies
the only thing keeping me strong is the knives
mixing up codeine and sniffing ice

cutting wrists in the bathroom 
blood squirting down my hand
cutting wrists in a bathroom
load up the gun its jammed
crying hard in my bedroom
all i really want is xans
cuttings wrists in the bathroom
i have zero plans

here we go again, here we go again
i've never felt this alone in my life
why do rockstars always die?
i don't even know if i want to be alive
i don't know
cutting wrists by myself
such a lonely soul
i might not even live to see tomorrow
kid benzo drowning in sorrow

Cutting Wrists In The Bathroom

Cutting Wrists In The Bathroom (prod.king theta)

Suicide Under The Moon

Suicide Under The Moon w/yungcray (prod.toxicwa$te)

[lyrics]

[cineraria]

It's in my head everyday
I wanna lay in bed and never wake

I'm smiling but I'm hurting
I keep climbing but I'm falling
Darling I swear I'm almost sane

I love you and I'm sorry
I can't help but hate this body
Reaching for anything to stop the ache
So I pick it up again

[benzo]

i'm so sorry im addicted
i wanna change but i don't fit in
i feel ashamed because im not a man
i don't even know what i am
i disassociate to numb the pain 
take oxycontin to the fucking brain
and when it's over i'll be happy
cos then i can be set free

[halfhearted]

when it’s over ur just happy
girl you only wanna trap me down
put my body in the backseat
how come my friends
never come around
tears all on my pages i know where it went wrong
find me in the basement, write another
damn song
i knew it wouldn’t last long x2

[benzo]

i'm so sorry im addicted
i wanna change but i don't fit in
i feel ashamed because im not a man
i don't even know what i am
i disassociate to numb the pain 
take oxycontin to the fucking brain
and when it's over i'll be happy
cos then i can be set free

I'm Addicted

I Disassociate To Numb The Pain w/ halfhearted & Cineraria (prod.venus)

[lyrics]

[benzo]

my body damaged from the drugs i been taking
so sorry mum but i aint gonna make it
i just wanna make you proud
but all i do is let you down

i look into the mirror 
breaking down again
such an ugly figure
will u hold my hand
and say u love me as i cry into your arms
im so fucking sorry mum

i'm feeling dizzy from the pills i just took
im overdosing and i do not give fuck
there's cut on my arms
i'm a broken star
i'm the fallen one
no hope no more

winter nights are closing in and i don't feel good
i'm so sorry for all the shit that i've done
hope u can forgive me & i hope you don't resent me

[cray]

all this pain up on my chest, 
but imma light this, 
no friends, lonely kid with a cut wrist, 
remember all the times u were my sidekick, 
yea, u put that shit to the side quick

imma search imma roam
Until I find my home, 
I’m really running out of hope, 
girl I love you tho, 
take 2 xans for the road, my head might fucking explode, 
shits in overload, 
woah woah woah woah

[benzo]

i'm feeling dizzy from the pills i just took
im overdosing and i do not give fuck
there's cut on my arms
i'm a broken star
i'm the fallen one
no hope no more

winter nights are closing in and i don't feel good
i'm so sorry for all the shit that i've done
hope u can forgive me & i hope you don't resent me

I Just Wanna Make You Proud

I Just Wanna Make You Proud w/yungcray (prod.king theta)

[lyrics]

i've turned into a monster
don't recognise myself
i've turned into a monster
stealing pills of the shelves 
i be so fucked up
feeling dead and numb
im a walking corpse
life really aint fun

what a monster i've become
go and grab the fucking gun
put that glock 19 right through my head
don't stop spraying bullets until i'm dead

i walk down the street
its just pain
hear voices calling my name
clinically diagnosed as insane
pharmaceuticals every single day
i've been seeing things that aint there
psychotic breaks, life aint fair
tried to talk to a therapist
but she don't even get that shit

i've turned into a monster
don't recognise myself
i've turned into a monster
stealing pills of the shelves 
i be so fucked up
feeling dead and numb
im a walking corpse
what is all this for

what is all this for
i dont know anymore
laying dead on the floor
such a demon i've become

i've turned into a monster
don't recognise myself
i've turned into a monster
stealing pills of the shelves 
i be so fucked up
feeling dead and numb
im a walking corpse
what is all this for

What A Monster I've Become

What A Monster I've Become (prod. the optimist)

[lyrics]

[benzo- v1]

as i walk down this path it's getting dark
no light in sight 
i made it to the park
snorting ketamine on the steps
overdosed can you guess what's next
getting rushed to the hospital
everybody crying please don't let him go
but all he wants to do is be alone
and he's frozen in the snow

[benzo- hook]

i tried my best for you
stayed by your side all damn night
i tried my best for you
but you weren't willing to fight
i cried i screamed i sweared
you'd promise you'd never leave
we argued everyday
now i wear your heart on my sleeve

[notahero-v2]

i wear my heart on my sleeve
then u cut me open
i hope that u hold it
i hope that u protect it
i been losing my mind with all the stressing
i don’t wanna figure it out i’ve had too many lessons
i hate it when ur not around cuz it’s fucking depressing
how the fuck am i more than what i think if i’m always feeling less than
no matter what i ever tell u
i could never let u go
the only one that i confide to
u know things that nobody else knows
baby i just wanna hold u
imma get rich and build us a house that’s perfect for two
i told u everything’s for u

oh baby if i told u that we’d end up together and i could buy u anything u want
would u believe me
then would u need me
oh i could save u with my songs
i can save u with my songs

[benzo-hook]

i tried my best for you
stayed by your side all damn night
i tried my best for you
but you weren't willing to fight
i cried i screamed i sweared
you'd promise you'd never leave
we argued everyday
now i wear your heart on my sleeve

now i wear youre heart on my sleeve

Now I Wear Your Heart On My Sleeve w/notahero (prod.king theta)

[lyrics]

[benzo-v1]

i can still see that smile on your face
i know you love me so keep up the chase
the darkness intervenes trying to push you away
our fate is unforeseen
for you i'm gonna stay

[benzo-hook]

my life's unpredictable
would i even be missable
i know i'm easily replaceable
so please don't replace me

i'd give my heart and soul to you
i'd tie the noose girl i'd die for you
i'd sacrifice everything that i love
just so i could feel your touch

[heyzbee-v2]

I’m still deciding 
If I know what to say 
Cuz I been denying 
I loved you everyday 
I’m easily replaceable 
When im around your miserable 
I hate it girl it’s criminal 
God I know I was horrible 

All the drugs I did just to deal with it 
When I’m on them I remember a bit
You knew all this and you got a kick 
Learning this I was so upset 
My life‘s unpredictable 
As I look at the gun on the table 
I know I’m easily replaceable 
So I sat down and did the unthinkable

[benzo-hook]

my life's unpredictable
would i even be missable
i know i'm easily replaceable
so please don't replace me

i'd give my heart and soul to you
i'd tie the noose girl i'd die for you
i'd sacrifice everything that i love
just so i could feel your touch

Easily Replaceable

Easily Replaceable w/heyzbee (prod.king theta)

Escape The Pain

Escape The Pain w/KID Tye (prod.flower)

KID Benzo

Witchcraft w/Yung B (prod.flower)

[lyrics]


i do not know, what i've done wrong
hold me so close, i'll sing you a song
ripping my hands, scratching my skin
boil my body, riddled with sin

i do not know what i should do
grab my body 
tie the noose
rotting in flesh
my soul is burnt
im going to hell but you were there first

my heart is weak
your heart is strong 
i'm buried six deep
where i belong
i'm dying today you're dying tonight
i know you love me so put up a fight

i do not know what i should do
grab my body 
tie the noose
rotting in flesh
my soul is burnt
im going to hell but you were there first

My Soul Is Burnt

My Soul Is Burnt (prod. the optimist)

[lyrics]

[benzo]

i’ll take your soul to the castle of love
i’ll kiss your neck so deep in the woods
ill steal your heart cos thats what i want

i’ll draw your blood then slowly pick you apart 
im slowly falling away from the darkness
my pride is becoming tarnished
i’d do anything to make you mine
when it turns midnight it will be time

[yungcray]

welcome to my castle, got the henny,taste it, 
and if that’s not enough we got some drugs, 
yea we faded,  
imma take ur blood 
its not enough, 
I get the blade and 
Imma cut my way through 
I’m in love with you oh shit, 


behind these walls, 
shits stone cold with the brick, 
and I won’t fall I won’t fall unless u dip, 
up in this castle is the only way I live, 
and I can’t fucking lose you, 
so much blood up in my fucking spit
 
we going up like nobody stopping us, step in the club they all wanna fw us, I cannot lie I just wanna double cup, I can’t talk until im fucked up, I can’t talk until I’m messed up, take so much I try impress her then I’m taking all that dress off, I need ur blood

[benzo]


i’ll take your soul to the castle of love
i’ll kiss your neck so deep in the woods
ill steal your heart cos thats what i want

i’ll draw your blood then slowly pick you apart 
im slowly falling away from the darkness
my pride is becoming tarnished
i’d do anything to make you mine
when it turns midnight it will be time

Castle Of Love

Castle Of Love w/yungcray (prod.flower)

lyrics-

[benzo]

love will hurt your soul more than any drug
got me squirming in a casket my time is up
snakes in the grass but i'm scared to look
i do not trust anyone my mind's corrupt

[brecken]

i dont even mean that
but you took it to heart no take backs
and i been runnin so far they cant keep track
im still playin my cards after relapse
lately i been going hard no knee cap
i need a new tab i need a table for 2
and i don't feel bad 
when you don't tell me the truth

[benzo]

love will hurt your soul more than any drug
got me squirming in a casket my time is up
snakes in the grass but i'm scared to look
i do not trust anyone my mind's corrupt

Love Will Hurt Your Soul More Than Any Drug

Love Will Hurt Your Soul More Than Any Drug w/brecken (prod.farber)

[lyrics]

[tye]

the sun is a woman and she shining
im just a man that's why i'm hiding
im wearing a mask and i'm behind it

my fears are bright and they been blinding
i been searching for light but i can't find it
girl hold me tight cos i been dying
the sun is a woman and she blinding

[benzo]

the sun is a woman and she shining
the sun is a woman and she blinding
been manipulated by her destiny
i've been overpowered by her ecstasy

blinded by the light in the orange sky
metaphorically i've never been this high
the sun is a woman and she shining
warmth in my body im still smiling

[tye]

lose me, find me, im driving in high speeds
imma push the pedal down, the devil right behind me
shit i popped a bean so girl tonight i'm feeling lovely
no one else to talk to baby lay me down and drug me

i'm nothing but a junkie
it's been a minute since i said i was okay
i'm mixing uppers with the downers kill all my pain
another day when i wake up its just a damn shame

[benzo x tye]

the sun is a woman and she shining
the sun is a woman and she blinding
been manipulated by her destiny
i've been overpowered by her ecstasy

blinded by the light in the orange sky
metaphorically i've never been this high
the sun is a woman and she shining
warmth in my body im still smiling

KID Benzo☆

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