SAD 7

for the people who sit alone on the bleachers

LOSER prod. maxtaylor

you left me in the background
i really miss the past nowwwwoww
feel like ima black outttt
hopefully wont wake up when i pass outtt

whats the fuckin point of this
everything is pointless
everyones dissappointed

deaths no longer avoided
i welcome him with open arms
to take me to the void yuuuuhhhh


stabbed m e in the back again
everything u said was problematic
never rly cared enough 2 ask me how my day been
bad as shit
every single f unctions automatic 
everytime im smilin just know that i been fakin it

fake shit thats all u ever gave me
u would fuck wit all of my emotions on the daily
baby u were toxic thats all u ever were 2 me
thought that i was tripping but you really did me dirty
i see all the red flags
wish i saw em back then
u can keep my hoodies ion even want em back bitch  
only cared about the bag
all that u was chasin
wish it woulda worked out but that shit was makeshift
i been restless
cant sleep
all this fuckin weight on my chest i cant breathe
and the fuckin way that you left me with ease
made me really feel like im dying in peace
nah

you left me in the background
i really miss the past nowwwwoww
feel like ima black outttt
hopefully wont wake up when i pass outtt

whats the fuckin point of this
everything is pointless
everyones dissappointed

deaths no longer avoided
i welcome him with open arms
to take me to the void

restless II (metlast)

my dear, pt. 2

i hate to see u win
burn holes in my skin
cigarettes won’t help but kill us in end
maybe one day we’ll all feel numb
maybe one day we’ll both feel dumb
maybe one day you’ll sit there and talk
maybe day we could go for a walk

(maybe one day we’ll all feel numb)
(maybe one day we’ll both feel dumb)

every night i pray that i won’t be awake
cigarettes don’t help but burn away the pain

(every night i pray that i won’t be awake)
(cigarettes don’t help but burn away the pain)

so tell me what to do and tell me what i want
teach me how to live and teach me how to rot

(i know this is unexplainable but i can’t seem to let u go)

bugs in my skin feel them crawling thru my veins 
spiders on the wall see him hiding from the rain
loving u is cool but i hope u feel the same
too cool for u but im really kinda lame
so teach me how to live and teach me how to rot
please tell me what is real and tell me what is not
cause i don’t wanna live and i kinda wanna rot
and i kinda wanna die but i like u a lot
so be my alibi so i don’t have to rot
cause i kinda wanna live cause i like u a lot

and i kinda wanna rot but i like u a lot (prod sickboi)

@lilhappylilsad @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

lil happy lil sad:

obligations stacking up
lust to live is dropping down
all these feelings fuck me up
breathing fast I'm getting numb

want you to just feel okay
i just make u run away
find u crying with the blade
i know that I'm the one to blame

let me wipe the blood streaming down your legs
fucking up with all the words that i fucking say
sometimes i cant control what i fucking say
i need you to just know i will always stay

9tails:

sometimes i cant control what i fucking say
i need you to just know i will always stay
i could hold your hand as we run away
or i could hold my tears as you walk away

running out the door while i scream your name
we need some time apart thought youd feel the same
i dont like the thoughts running through my brain
and i dont like your eyes looking through my face

weed smoke in my neck
send a text 
then i pass out

hit me back
like we should chill
but girl its bad out

we could smoke
and watch a movie
here at my house

or i could ruin all we have with words from my mouth
screaming

stay w/ 9TAILS (prod. lilhappylilsad)

[Prod. Kamikaze] 
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Lyrics:
Ain't  Nobody  really fuckin with me like they  always say
And all these people hit me up but I know that they be fake,
I'm Gonna grab the lawn mower and finally cut off all you snakes 
I just wanna one day finally get up out this place ,
But that's always been the dream, same shit  a different day,
So I pop a few xans and  try to eliminate this pain,
But it's never gonna change, and I'll always feel the same
I don't know what to do  my life is looking plain,
Never feel excited and it's always been this way
I wanna make it out  I wanna get up out this rain 
And Say you had my back but always saw  me in this pain,
I'm tired of this shit,  and I'm so tired of these days,
Sleepless nights, anxiety, just  ain't no good for me,
Wanna tell my problems but nobody listening,
Sleepless nights, anxiety, just  ain't no good for me,
Wanna tell my problems but nobody listening , yeah

Ain't nobody listening, yeah,
Ain't nobody listening, yeah,
Ain't nobody listening , yeah, 
Ain't nobody fuckin care,
Ain't nobody fuckin care, yeah
Ain't nobody fuckin care, yeah,
 Ain't nobody fuckin care yeah,

So I smoke up all this dope and I always check my phone,
Every 5 minutes even though that I'm alone, 
Nobody hit me up I'm always feeling like a ghost
I just wanna find some peace but nowhere feels like home,
Always smokin up  and sippin' on some styrofoam,
Yeah I got this guap and that iPhone rose gold,
But that don't mean I'm happy I'm just feeling so alone,
I just want somebody who would listen and can cope,
I don't know what to do cause I can't trust a soul,
Sippin all this lean but still  these problems overflow ,
I Ain't got shit to lose like I'm on death row 
Say you understand but you don't even fuckin know 
Every day I wake up and I'm always feeling low,
I just chase this dream and hope that one day I will blow, 
I've just had enough And hope that one day this can stop,
I'll just keep on working and grinding to the top, yeah.

nobody

prod. @blacklunged

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
not goin out like i dont make anymore plans
sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan
wait, whos your mans?
guess i forgot to ask that
you haunt my dreams, i can see you in my flashbacks
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

im unnatentive to these bitches like i go to class
reach for the holster, load it up, and then i cock back
up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap
fill the spaces with distractions
cuz you know im bouta snap
like the led on my pencil when i try and write
i smoke a blunt, then im sleepin for the whole night
i didnt answer cuz im busy talkin to the knife
throwin shade like we forgot about the sun light
sometimes its hard to fight back
wake up around noon
stuck in bed while i smoke the sack
black fingernails creeping down to your body
always fucking up like its way more than a hobby
fiendin for some love, so ill take what i can get
nothings ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet
got ashes on my clothes cuz everything about me’s gross
you said i always did the least but bitch i always do the most

people fade away like ghosts, i guess its for the better
loving at what cost? feel closer with the reaper
when i see her its like all time stops
cuz im asleep while the fucking rain drops

smoking packs while im alone
i write these songs and hate myself
this alcohol straight to my dome
and i dont pace myself
fuck a chaser
all i chase are these illusions 
happiness, a fallacy
ive come to the conclusion

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

Follow me <3

while the rain drops (prod. blacklunged)

Music Video : https://youtu.be/aRE0U5z2hvw
PRODUCED BY RAILREPEATER
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Lyrics;
[Verse 1]
Smokin that  dope 
But I can’t cope
Feeling depressed
And I’m feeling alone 
Checkin my phone, 
I’m just a ghost
They all backstabbed me and left me alone
 I ain’t got friends
No one can cope  
Living my life till the end of the road, 
Bud is so green that it look like a toad.
Feelin depressed ,  I’m on my own 
Smokin a blunt I’m in my zone,
Louis my belt, Gucci cologne ,
all of these rappers they sound like some clones ,
Fuck what you say,
Take my own way 
Smoking a blunt straight to the face,
Smoking a blunt straight to the face
Fuck what you say I don’t chill with no fakes
Fuck what you say I don’t chill with no fakes, nah, 

[Hook]
I need to get a map, cause I cannot find my mind , 
Always smoking up in circles and I do it all the time
I Feel this sadness every night, I just wanna be alright ,
I Spark the blunt and then ignite, I take a shot and then take flight, yeah (x2)

[Verse 2]
Smokin so much to the point I can’t think
Stress on my mind 
Polo horse on my waist ,
Tommy my cap
Dope in my blunt 
Ounce in my trunk 
Tar in my lungs
Fuck all the ones who be talkin they full of it,
Steady just callin, I’m Askin, like who it is? 
 Loving me now but was hating me then,
Don’t call up my number don’t call me ur friend , nah 
I be smokin marijuana till I fuckin pass out,
I be mixin up the henney mix it with the crown,
I just wanna be happy but I hate this town,
I can’t even keep a smile or a friend around,

[end]

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prod, railrepeater

ghost (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

[Prod. Railrepeater]
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Lyrics
Got All of this anxiety 

these people been stressing me 

Dope is what I’m Smokin, I be gone off the henneysee,

She just wanna fuck she on my snap and she sexting me

People say they care but I can see the disloyalty

I can tell they lying by the way that they treated me,

Shoutout to my brother rail he help me by blessing beats,

When I write this music hear the pain in my melodies, 

I ain’t got no friends because they all filled with jealousy

I just speak the truth and that’s why i got these enemies,

When I feel this pain I write  , this musics my rhemedy ,

I got this depression always thinking so heavily 

Get a ounce of og then I smoke on it heavily 

Jet black iPhone but I still wanna die,

Ain’t nobody can relate to me that’s why i get high ,

People always say they care but always telling me lies,

Ain’t nobody really fuckin with me say that shit twice, 

(Smokin dope , till I  choke

I be feeling so alone,

Ain’t nobody ever hit me up, 

Ima lost soul,

I can’t find out where to go,

I be working on my own,

Smoking all of this dope

But I cannot, seem to cope yeah, x2)
prod by, railrepeater

cope

Love Songs Never Do Good

produced by loopy

can we start over? [prod. loopy]

Prod @splashgvng
Lyrics:
I don't know what you want from me
I wish that you could leave me be
I don't know what you want from me, so I'll just carry on and try to find some peace and clarity

We aren't alright in a bad mood
Get sad we fight then we fall through
Come back we know it's the whole truth
When we hear them words like I love you

I wish that it was easy and I know its hard
I wake up every day and you're still in my heart
You're still in my dreams even though we're far apart
The distance is so hard it got me in the dark

We ain't alright and I'm feelin stuck
Try to climb out I fall back in the mud
Ima do me I don't need your luck
Grind all night till the sun come up

we arent alright (prod splashgvng)

[Prod. Lil Biscuit]
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lyrics;
Feed me to the wolves
Leave me on my own
Tell me that you love me even though I know you don’t ,
Another empty road,
Love is just a joke ,
Tell me that you’re coming even though you’ll never show ,

Tell me that you care even though you’re never there,
The feelings and attraction always seem to disappear , 
Everything was fake ,
Please just get the fuck away ,
Don’t think that I can do this I can’t take another day ,

Why everybody always acting like they know me,
Girl you broke my heart and left me fuckin lonely ,
I be chillin in my room I got the lights out,
Sun shinin, so I gotta close my blinds now,

Why did you do this?
Why did you leave me alone?
Chill by myself and I smoke all my dope,
So bad for me, hold it in till I choke,
Stuck in your ways and can’t seem to let go,
Can’t seem to let go,
Can’t seem to let go,
And tell me you changed,
But it’s still just the same 
and I still feel the pain ,


Feed me to the wolves
Leave me on my own
Tell me that you love me even though I know you don’t 
Another empty road,
Love is just a joke
Tell me that you’re coming even though you’ll never show 

Tell me that you care even though you’re never there,
The feelings and attraction always seem to disappear , 
Everything was fake ,
Please just get the fuck away ,
Don’t think that I can do this I can’t take another day

I give what I got ,
 But you  don’t give a fuck  ,
I’m so done with this shit ,
In my mind I just run,
And the things that you did it just turned me so numb,
I don’t feel a thing and I think that I’m done,
All the times you would tell me that I should just quit,
I would just keep it going it is what it is,
want to write music but there’s just a block,
I Feel so alone , I know you don’t give a fuck ,

You don’t give a fuck,
Please don’t say you do,
I chill by myself I might cry in the booth,
I Think of the times it was just me and you ,x2

So I guess this the end, yeah 
You were my only friend,
I don’t know how to cope,
I think I need to be alone,
Cuz you don’t think of me,
But I always think of you,
You tell me that you love me but I know it isnt true ,
Baby ima go,
Think that this is done,
Cancel every plan and I’ll just avoid the sun,
This ain’t meant to be,
Baby that is just the truth ,
You don’t feel a thing please don’t tell me that you do,

feed me to the wolves

watch me sink (prod. discent)

staring at the street signs 
toxic thoughts keep filling up my mind 
i tried, saying I’m fine but I’m running out of lies 
so take me right back, take me right back
and i don’t really care if you don’t like that

so yeah, whatever 
i lied and said that i've been getting better 
i knew that it wouldn’t last when you said it was forever 
so take me right back, take me right back there
i can feel your eyes it’s a heartbreak stare

heartbreak stare (ft. skele)

prod. soundcloud.com/cpt_sad

recount it back from the start
don't know what tore us apart
could be the way that you hold my heart so tight

you walked me back to my car
i wasn't scared of the dark
but you were saying it's alright you don't mind

was i just nothing to you
what else was there i could do to get through this now
when we've both been bruised
& i don't care if they knew
i'd scream it out from the roof
if you felt this too
yeah you felt this too
know you felt this

you're always far from me
so why'd you fall for me
you make it all just feel so incomplete

you make it hard to leave
i'm always down on my knees
can barely tell how to speak cause your kiss so sweet

i'd do anything
just keep it all the same
i spilled my guts onto the floor 
i made a mess of it
 
i'd do anything
don't want our love to change
i spilled my guts onto the floor won't get this surface clean

every time i see you now i'm losing my balance
the pressure always peaking till i blow up i had it
i'll pull my sleeves down on my arms so it'll cover the damage
you drink away the shit you bottle but i know that you felt this too

Damage (prod. yesterday)

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