idonthaveatitleforthissong (sc only)

stargazing

LYRICS:
[Intro]
Running running from my pain
From my
From my, pain

[Hook]
Running running from my pain
Always try my best but s- don't feel the same
If I had a dollar for every time
I gave up a dream of mine
I'd be rich as s-, hey
I know I have to learn now
Build up just so I burn down
Tonnes of hard work, pain, suffering all that
Bringing myself down
What do you call that

[Verse 1]
Take another drink just to numb the pain away
Look her in the eyes 
But you know I don't know what to say
Patience, patience
Calm down told her we'll make it
Only if the loves real
Please don't fake it
Heartbreak on the way I
Can't escape it
I know that love is a joke
This s- is a hoax
But without it I feel too vacant

[Bridge]
Lost love, lost love
For you I've been waiting forever
Stay doing wrong but at least it's together

[Hook]
Running running from my pain
Always try my best but s- don't feel the same
If I had a dollar for every time
I gave up a dream of mine
I'd be rich as s-, hey
I know I have to learn now
Build up just so I burn down
Tonnes of hard work, pain, suffering all that
Bringing myself down
What do you call that

[Verse 2]
Broken in my mind and broken in heart yeah
You asking how I been
Don't let me get started
Don't know how it started
Probably when I met you
Left me broken hearted
We try again but I know it won't work
Make you cry again, then tell your friends that I'm a jerk
But at this point you're all that I got
So I gotta ask do you love me or not

[Bridge]
Lost love, lost love
For you I've been waiting forever
Stay doing wrong but at least it's together

[Hook]
Running running from my pain
Always try my best but s- don't feel the same
If I had a dollar for every time
I gave up a dream of mine
I'd be rich as s-, hey
I know I have to learn now
Build up just so I burn down
Tonnes of hard work, pain, suffering all that
Bringing myself down
What do you call that

Pain

Speedz - Pain (prod. romanscan, alexbrazy, bapsxx)

Prod. Sketch
#SCFirst

Lyrics:

I could read you like a book
How I knew some shit was off 
And I hate how much it took 
With your back against the wall 
I just wonder why you couldn’t keep it real through it all
This shit happened to you once
Don’t you feel in the wrong like

Really I been hard pressed
Trynna move along yes
Locked in with my sorrows I don’t really got much heart left 
Thought it was in my head
All the things that I said 
Opened up to you about the past and where I’ve been 
‘Cause I got a lotta scars and some trust issues 
When it started going wrong I would call on you
I was there for you when everyone was lost on you
Now I’m going through a lot and it’s all on you 

I ain’t finna sugar coat it this the worst I ever felt
Woulda never guessed the stress you went and put on my bell 
Think it’s 2 months straight I was missing every meal
Working 80 hour weeks gave my all to you but still like
You gon’ do this shit to me when I was Trynna go and build with you
Bonnie to my Clyde, girl I’d lie and go and steal with you
Got you living right, I was eating every meal with you
And with all these reasons still I’m wrapped around you trynna heal with you
And they say the true colors really show when not around 
All that woofing like you love me is it real I’m in the doubt
Stepping over all my feelings like you threw em on the ground 
Late nights, no texts, got me thinking to myself like

Really I been hard pressed
Trynna move along yes
Locked in with my sorrows I don’t really got much heart left 
Thought it was in my head
All the things that I said 
Opened up to you about the past and where I’ve been 
‘Cause I got a lotta scars and some trust issues 
When it started going wrong I would call on you
I was there for you when everyone was lost on you
Now I’m going through a lot and it’s all on you 

Now I’m adding to the reasons why I wish I never met her
Finna need a couple pages if I write em all together
I been treated like I’m lesser 
How the fuck you think he’s better
How we finna make it back i’m second guessing all my efforts 
And I guess the only way to know is take some time 
Is it weighing on your brain the way it weighs on mine
I got way too many questions but can’t put together lines
Ain’t gon lie to you this whole thing really changed my life 

For the worse or for the better 
I’on really know yet, hard to tell just like the weather
I be floating in the wind, on the daily like a feather
Got me ready for what’s coming next I’m down to fix whatever oh

Really I been hard pressed
Trynna move along yes
Locked in with my sorrows I don’t really got much heart left 
Thought it was in my head
All the things that I said 
Opened up to you about the past and where I’ve been 
‘Cause I got a lotta scars and some trust issues 
When it started going wrong I would call on you
I was there for you when everyone was lost on you
Now I’m going through a lot and it’s all on you

Trust Issues [prod. sketch]

[Verse 1]
Huh
I don't ever think that it was over
Hate the way I'm living when I'm sober
Tryna keep my cool yeah my composure
But if it's over, over
Then I don't care as much as you do
What another lie but that I'm used to
Listen to my demons but I refuse to
Give up on my battles even though I'm so blue

[Hook]
Wasted hours and wasted days
I've had enough so I'll run away
I know there's got to be another way
But I can't tell myself not to say
I'm broken
More drugs I'm floatin'
I can't 
Live a life without you in my mind
I know this
Telling me that it'll be alright
Stay focused
Hoping that I don't run out of time
I'm hopeless

[Verse 2]
Live and learn
The lessons that I never learned
I go and burn
Everything I've ever earned
Crying out for help I don't think they hear me
My demons doing well somehow always near me
But I don't really care as long as she here
But you know I got used to it 'cause she ain't ever here
And I know why, I got issues I can't lie
But you know I, never lied 
When it came to you and I, you and I
But it's my fault, I know its my fault
Out to dry yeah you left me on the asphalt
Time to wish you all the best goodbye
Hope that you enjoy that other guy

[Hook]
Wasted hours and wasted days
I've had enough so I'll run away
I know there's got to be another way
But I can't tell myself not to say
I'm broken
More drugs I'm floatin'
I can't 
Live a life without you in my mind
I know this
Telling me that it'll be alright
Stay focused
Hoping that I don't run out of time
I'm hopeless

Wasted Hours

Speedz - Wasted Hours (prod. Roman Scan x Nihil)

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Worst Days

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Lyrics:

I feel lonely on the beach 
lonely like I’m dead and deceased 
You were like the girl of my dreams 
but now I stay in crumbles what has happened to me cause 

Our past was not so good as it is 
gettin' overflown by obsessive feeling now 
all alone my depression not even a better house 
nowhere on a planet is a place I can fit 

It feels like I have always been allergic to rizz 
Every time it feels like I get critical hits 
that are unbelievable ‘cause of the things that we did  
everything seems already bad as it is 

Sleepin’ on the floor, call me a junky tonight 
I know that I am, but opioids made me fly 
Called by my parents, they’re afraid that I’ll die 
Have a gun in my pocket so, fuck it I might  

It’s awfully hopeless, hope that I talk shit 
still failing to sober up, run around in my block lit 
know how it all began, don’t know how stop it 
so please don’t get in touch, with the guy who’s in a dark pit 

I feel lonely on the beach 
lonely like I’m dead and deceased 
You were like the girl of my dreams 
but now I stay in crumbles what has happened to me cause 

Our past was not so good as it is 
gettin' overflown by obsessive feeling now 
all alone my depression not even a better house 
nowhere on a planet is a place I can fit 

Fuck you and fuck myself 
run around my city, it’s a fucking hell 
only gettin’ hurt when I ask for help 
the only thing that brings me down is the topmost shelf 

What do you fucking mean, I throw peace signs anywhere 
pacifist mentality a peaceful character 
if I get 2k I give 1,5 to my friends 
I’m a junky and a communist I ain’t making sense 

I come inside your booth with a nose full of ketamine 
And dance of to my songs, ‘cause in my head I can hear juice sing 
And pass out on your couch I swear the drugs are always testin’ me 
Even the guy with the black hat can’t even get to me 

feel anywhere between I’m worthless and a rap god   
And every time I drive I drive a bus to hell with less stops 
And I swear underground somebody’s waiting on my last snort 
But what’s he gonna do the devils name is in my death note  

I feel lonely on the beach 
lonely like I’m dead and deceased 
You were like the girl of my dreams 
but now I stay in crumbles what has happened to me cause 

Our past was not so good as it is 
gettin' overflown by obsessive feeling now 
all alone my depression not even a better house 
nowhere on a planet is a place I can fit

not yet

Produced by Blvckëhart, Yusei & Ydd Matt

Running

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Daniel Ghajarafshar

stay not caring and depressed🖕😜❤️😁

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