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argyle

dye my hair an ocean blue so i can match you
there’s beauty in the falling leaf but i won’t ever catch you
why does it always feel like that i haven’t even met you

if i eat then you eat
if you’re hungry i’m hungry 
this shit ain’t for the weak
you gotta work til it’s sunny
how’d you try and stab my back when all i want was in front of me

(i cannot feel shit) i can see through your lies
i’m never at peace and it’s hard to find
i’m gonna cry would rather just stay inside
if you say that you hate it well so do i


the way that the air changed was it something i said
i can’t keep up with you you’re pacing ahead 
can’t stop being manic you just hang by a thread 
always indecisive i guess i’m screwed in the head

i don’t have the guts anymore
but i still tried to kiss you before i closed the door
i can’t imagine how you would settle the score
the way it slipped through my hands, i’m not ready for war

rlyfeel2

no cap

i just lost a brother i just lost another friend 
mama still zooted i just wish this shit would end 
lifes to short we cant let the devil win
my brotha boutta sign i think my brotha boutta switch 
just remember i built all positions that we in 
yards4le til my heart fail im going in 
i really feel like sora i got these powers from my friends 
shout out to my bruddas cuz im really proud of them
everybody fake i havent met nobody real 
i wish i had a friend like me thats really how i feel
i keep on seeing red KILL KILL KILL KILL
I FEEL LIKE THE MAIN CHARACTER AND THIS SHIT ISNT REAL
ate a heartless up and now im throwing up black 
brother just died i wish that i could get him back 
shorty swiped up told me i look like a snack
but im way to depressed i couldnt even reply back

everything i do is major yeah i know 
he prolly hating on my music on the low 
proved alot of shit to earn the title big bro 
i heard he talking bout the gang im sliding to his show
hit a lot of licks yeah i did a lot of shit 
mama smoking meth but im still proud she raised the kid
heard you got excuses boy then tell me what it is 
i been thru hell and back the flames were hotter than a bitch

till my heart fail / main character pt.2 / more than music pt.2 (noahmadethiss)

3rd #HYPERDRILL3 single
prod @nightclub x @prodjvsper

lyrics

They don’t wanna see me win
But they gon' have to let me in
I am the truth know you heard me
I’m from the X bitch I’m sturdy
Bad bitch tu sabe
Lil mama spicy like wasabi
She hold me down with the toppy
They could try to copy but they not me

Yeah, woah
Runnin the bag all the way up
Joey Crack way I lean back
Count them racks up with no pay stub
Wanna slide with the gang but they ain’t us
Talkin’ that shit better stay hush
Must’ve forgot that it’s dangerous
They gon’ try whatever to be famous
But I just stay on my ten toes
Keep it real that’s the M.O
Speed it up
Tempo
Cuz I’m so New York
Melo
I’m so New York like the knicks
Bad bitch she gon’ hop on the dick
Nyjah she gon’ do a few tricks
Cuz I’m me, she know I get it lit

Hit the spot, turn it up then I gotta go
Ya tu sabe bitch it’s adios
These motherfuckers fried, platano
Hit my shmoney dance to some reggaeton
Not the morning but I got the sway
She want some red bottoms I say olé
Countin’ the pesos like my name José
I’m on that jock shit but no I don’t play

They don’t wanna see me win
But they gon' have to let me in
I am the truth know you heard me
I’m from the X bitch I’m sturdy
Bad bitch tu sabe
Lil mama spicy like wasabi
She hold me down with the toppy
They could try to copy but they not me

Not me
Not I
Smoke all the time like I’m rastafari
I got the swag and I don’t even try
Goin’ up now they start to get why
She got some junk in her trunk double wide
Know that I give her the D like Kawhi
She wanna travel let’s go to Hawaii
She fuck with my style she said that I’m slimy
Slimy like slatt slatt slatt
You know that she throw it back back back
I feel like NAV cuz i tap tap tap
Tell me how could I not with an ass like that
Ultimate
Way I smash smash smash
Hop in the V goin fast fast fast
One thing about me imma count this cash
Till my last breath imma laugh laugh laugh
To the bank
It’s fuck what you think
Exotic I roll up the dank
I just pulled up in a tesla tank
I’m with my twizz we off of the drank
Watch me just sip sip sip
Look at them hips they thick thick thick
Imma just give her this dick dick dick
Like a faucet I got the drip drip drip

Hit the spot, turn it up then I gotta go
Ya tu sabe bitch it’s adios
These motherfuckers fried, platano
Hit my shmoney dance to some reggaeton
Not the morning but I got the sway
She want some red bottoms I say olé
Countin’ the pesos like my name José
I’m on that jock shit but no I don’t play

TU SABE

venus fly trap

caffeine

i hold onto patience for them 
and reflect their mannerisms when i can’t focus 
tired of selfish things i’ve said never really spoken 
i can’t take back what i did when i forgot 
so i lack poise and yeah I noticed 
but i drove it into the ground like it was poison 
and i said i got a problem will you show me 
but just because i need your help don’t mean i’m important 

just know i’m trying 
but I faked you out on my end 
behind those shaded words 
I partake in limbo not violence 
and I’m just trying to feel like 
more than my entry 
I can’t tell by deceit i’m alright and 
It’s bout time i show i’ve been lying cos i can’t wait back for it here 
the only fear i’m in love with is pointless 
i don’t need luck i need somebody’s help for a minute 
cos i’ve tried long enough 
pray i lost i am done 

change my mind cos i’ll be broken if there’s something left to say 

just know i’m trying 
but within a second it timed in 
it’s minding every word , it’s taking over and afraid to love 
but i’ll keep you around 
you say i’m on to something, I doubt it 
but I find god in mind 
now i’m waking up and taking on my pride

trying

saw you on stage in the morning
if you looked in my eyes
you couldn’t tell nothing bout what happened before you
i knew i lie when i told it
and even if you’re good guy all california
i ain’t
i ain’t unfolding
while in the broad day taking advice 
i just can’t seem to report it

and i get money in the peak of my vices
just gotta bend my knees
all the numbers/people saying i ain’t got issues, well
your girlfriend can’t lie like me
and i can’t seem to answer my own questions with this time
cos somewhere far ahead 
i go falling far behind

it won’t be heaven when i leave here
i get to movin cos i’m fine
i know i’d never wanna be him
so why the fuck’s he on my mind
i’m gonna find another reason
and i’ll be putting up a fight
and if my eyes are ever speaking
i’m gonna hide it boy won’t cry
 
you were the mindful kind of gorgeous
if i looked in your eyes
i couldn’t tell nothing bout what happened before this
you knew the lie when i told you
even if a good guy wanna explore it
i just
i just can’t afford to
while in the broad day taking advice 
i just can’t seem to consort you

i’ve been waiting to letchu know that i
wanna to hit your telephone cos i
know you’re out in yellowstone but
you make me want to forget that i am made of you
sitting in the back thought “this was what i want”
“it’s what i want”

oh i was dead wrong
now i got nothing
and i just can’t think about who i’m crushing
i was dead wrong
i can’t fix dead air
shit too far away shoulda stopped fighting to care
i was dead wrong
weak shit
mind my business
i’m just trying to make what I love a living
i lost hope fuckboys thought me a ceiling
too insecure to let them know how i was feeling

it won’t be heaven when i leave here
i get to movin cos i’m fine
i know i’d never wanna be him
so why the fuck’s he on my mind
i’m gonna find another reason
and i’ll be putting up a fight
and if my eyes are ever leaking
i’m gonna hide it boy won’t cry

boywontcry

you wanna be that way
well dive in
dive in my holy ghost

i was never worried bout the six feet
i just wonder why it wouldn’t kill me
i ain’t get above in the fifties
and i know this isn’t making up for lost time
no difference made but now i know mine
making the same mistake for my whole life
now i’m gotta keep it all tongue tied
forty five minutes till you’re really getting tired and you’ll keep your distance
oh my god
i don’t need time i just want your love
and no thought and prayers and heartfelt lies gon play i
guess i don’t know the faith i got
wasn’t myself, it wasn’t my boss
and now all this searching brought me back to say that

i don’t care
bout a stare
or judgment
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
what your friends want from me
play it fair
i don’t care
i don’t care
bout the gram
to prove nothing
breath on air
i don’t care

locked out heaven like i can’t upset
i don’t need the time to decide i like it the best 
i just came for it
now i got a commission
i ain’t even 18 and i found me a mission
fuckboy treating art like a test
it’s why he always got a issue never given respect
so i just stick to plans cos this shit fun now i got a mentor
toxic engagement is not what i’m motherfucking meant for
i’ll kill your reason with an MC sony camcord

i don’t wanna play the game no more
i don’t wanna play the game no mooooore
i don’t wanna waste my funds
doing something i don’t love
give a little bitty fuck
i don’t
i don’t know where the passion in my subs
so i’ll get it on my own
what’s inside of me is enough like
i don’t want no points
sin or holy
i don’t call shots
and i ain’t no kobe
i tried to wear a collar
tried to be a goalie
i’m done with all then roles you can sell me off as a phony

i don’t care
bout a stare
or judgment
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
what your friends want from me
play it fair
i don’t care
i don’t care
bout the gram
to prove nothing
breath on air
i don’t care
i don’t care
what you expect from me
i don’t care
i don’t care

you wanna be that way
well dive in
dive in my holy ghost

idontcare

produced by me

lyrics:

always blessed
never down but im sad now
what the fuck
such a clown

and a letdown get the fuck out my face
i dont know you
give a shit what he said
what i told you

grab my hand
hold you tight
we can go now
i need you
fuck the rest
i wont slow down

need you right now
this a vibe now
all these other niggas hating
need to pipe down

let me hold you
get to know you
put your lips on my neck
on my clothes too

get the fuck out my face
i dont know you
give a shit what he said
what i told you

grab my hand
hold you tight
we can go now
i need you
fuck the rest
i wont slow down

always blessed
never down but im sad now
what the fuck
such a clown
and a letdown

all these other motherfuckers
and they hate me
telling everybody
how you wish you didnt date me

im like damn
what the fuck
was i not there
enough

know its tough
but im stuck
all alone
out of luck

im like damn
what the fuck
was i not there
enough

know its tough
but im stuck
all alone
out of luck

get the fuck out my face
i dont know you
give a shit what he said
what i told you

grab my hand
hold you tight
we can go now
i need you
fuck the rest
i wont slow down

get the fuck out my head
bitch youre making a mess
see you when im asleep
i cant do this again

said im fucking witchu
and you fucking with me
said you only want me
why the fuck did you cheat

i count my guap count my paper
wait a year swear to god
i still hate her

i don’t know you
you’re a stranger
change your hair
but you’re still a fucking
cheater

get the fuck out my face
i dont know you
give a shit what he said
what i told you

grab my hand
hold you tight
we can go now
i need you
fuck the rest
i wont slow down

hate her

photo by 50Landing

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

heartache comes in many forms
one day opens any door but
i’ve never seen this distant
what success? my eyes are on a screen
if you’re hurting call my line and if you’re doing good, it’s not like i don’t care
i wanna see the world
this shit ain’t the same if i can’t breath your air

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
hope you find someone who can be invested
i’m not over you that’s not my objective
so obsessed with my mistakes i gotta accept them
so i’m not gonna listen to him

he always wants a little more
lost in his fake love and subliminals
won’t stay true if it’s difficult 
a lie’s a lie won’t hide the real to waste your time
that’s just being honest
shouldn’t fall in love and i shouldn’t go to college
gotta fight off all the pain he made in august

i’m not who you think i am

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
i won’t put no filler or no dud in my setlist
you should up your standards for what i can be impressed with
out your metric
i’m alive and i need help
hit concrete bottom you could say i learned my lesson

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

fuckboy

photo by 50Landing

turn the lights on
i can stay a while bet you wanna get me off
think i don’t say enough
i won’t be running back long as i’m faded and
fucked up cos you’re gone and the clique gone too
i turned to someone i could hold onto
i didn’t understand how it would have backfired
wonder who i am
man
who the fuck am i
i can’t take a lie back now it’s stuck outside me
i can’t take this shit lightly
if you want an ear you know where to find me
high on ig flirting with a couple homies
i said i’m too eager couldn’t keep you
and she told me keep it low key, only rule is staying open
i’m like where my line go you just stole it

try and catch me tying up loose ends
i’m past that now i wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
im past you didn’t wanna fuck you again
yeah i just wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
i swear im never gonna fuck you again
i’m past that i just wanna fuck all my friends

and i no longer plan to hide in the snow and wait till you hold my hand
now there’s a four in five chance that she’ll bring her fine friend and i’ll be a nine ten to em
fucked up cos you’re gone and the clique gone too
turned into someone people come onto
i didn’t understand how i could’ve macked yall gon wonder who i am

try and catch me tying up loose ends
i’m past that now i wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
im past you didn’t wanna fuck you again
yeah 
i just wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
i swear im never gonna love you again
i’m past that I just wanna fuck all my friends

love me

stream

cursed

inside my head and i’m just on my own
i haven’t slept and i can’t find my phone
another fuckup said i told you so
no need to worry that’s just how it goes
you knew me better when we made the deal
forget to tell me how you really feel 
its all in my mind !!
i should’ve known it that it wasn’t real
forget to tell me how you really feel

and you didn't tell me how you feel
you knew me better when we made the deal
tell me how you really feel
know i had to do it to myself one more time
i should've known it that it wasn't real
tell me how u rly feel

i cannot see straight i can see through your lies
you cannot see me im hard to find
posted with my bros and we just stay inside
if you say that you made it then so have i

did it myself again
fucked up my life again
lost track of the time again
wonder where i have been
no need to worry that’s just how it goes
tbt i was tweeting pain now i love my life just a little bit
im still sad as hell lollll

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