scumbag

Produced, Mixed, Mastered, & Written by me :)

Lyrics:
It's 4AM
How did I get here?
Stare at the moonlight I fear she won't wake up now ...
She's blacked out on the curbside
We're lost cause my phone died
I'm locked out my own ride
~
Vomit and blood
I'm high off the bud
She was too faded to notice I'm anxious
Patiently waiting
Derealization
My ego is fading
I'm hoping we'll make it out
~
Oh no It's catching up again ... 
The monster lurking from inside me when I'm caving in
I think that I can run away when I just smoke that potent 
But that just makes things worse
I cannot live inside the moment

music video:
https://youtu.be/DyWl0tQbD9Q

don’t go
please don't go I need you
you’re a fever dream and I'm sick of you
i can't find a reason you'd wanna be here with me
i adore you
you keep breathing yeah I'm in ecstasy
i won't stop
i’m driving all night just to have this for a second and

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
you the only one I can't see myself getting over

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
You the only one I can't see myself getting over

i really wanna be fine
i’m sorry I can't be that all of the time
you understand I'd do anything to make you smile
i don’t even wanna save you from yourself
i just wanna make you someone you like
i was lost and taking it slow I thought i’d do this right
got on i-95 and drove all night
when you're all alone I can't stand it
call me back when you hear this

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
you the only one I can't see myself getting over

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
You the only one I can't see myself getting over

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fever dream (p. tennis player)

music video:
https://youtu.be/SQHXBB28zds

watch me end it all right here
black clothes in the summertime 
i’m a walking funeral
you don't call me anymore I don't care
you were never good enough 
i just pretended it was better than nothing
nothing yeah 
i can feel myself drifting off
i fell asleep at three and had a dream that you woke up 
so i think i'll stay right here 
i can feel myself drifting off
think she's half as nice as you but she hits me up 
yeah she hits me up 
feel myself drifting off 
black clothes in the summertime 
i'm a walking funeral 
think I'll stay right here 

and she's bipolar i think i am too
got a lot on my shoulder always fucking up my mood 
one second i'm fine and then the next i wanna end it 
praying on my demise 
every day i hate pretending 
is there something for me that i can't find 
are they fucking me over or am i too kind 
overthinking all the time i overanalyze 
sometimes i wanna slit my wrist right by the candlelight 
am i saying too much am i alright 
i can't make a damn decision i just need a sign 
really hope i'm someone different in the afterlife 
got nothing here left for me to go and sacrifice 

you don't call me anymore i don't care 
you were never good enough 
i just pretended it was better than nothing nothing yeah 
i can feel myself drifting off
i fell asleep at three and had a dream that you woke up 
so i think i'll stay right here

i'm a walking funeral w/ love jai (p. noahmadethiss)

Produced by @citrusgastank 
Cover art by @supachefm

as i write you this letter (prod. citrusgastank)

produced by @skinnyatlas
mix & mastered @nilesforester

finished giving my heart away (prod. skinny atlas)

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Midnight Grind

Gone by Lil Yung Pharaoh
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lyrics:
Yeah, yeah
We doin' drugs in the party
Shit, somebody come stop me
I might OD on coca
I can smell the aroma
We got that snow, Nova Scotia
I sip until I'm slumped over
Shit, we off Percocet pills
My bro just touched me on shoulder
He said he wish life was over
Then I said, "Bro, why you trippin'?"
I wish I said something different
'Cause if I said something different
Then maybe he'd still be livin'
I swear sometimes when I'm drivin'
I wanna fucking crash the whip
I don't like being in public
So I just do the dash and dip
I always wish I told him this
Instead of, "Homie, pass the spliff"

Don't commit no suicide
Right now, it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I
Don't commit no suicide
Right now it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I 
Buss down on the Cartier
Sad songs my guitar, ay, yeah
Do drugs in the party, yeah
Buss down, buss down, Cartier
Do drugs, do drugs, Cartier
Do drugs in the party, yeah
Yeah, yeah

I was gone off some molly
If I OD it's on purpose
I'm just tryna stop the hurting
But shit man these drugs ain't working
I just touched bro on shoulder
Told him I wish life was over
Same bro that I grew up with
Them birthday parties, sleepovers
He just brushed me, said I'm trippin'
I don't think he was sober
He must have thought that I was joking
He was gone off the coca
I'm so gone off the molly
Tell my family, "I'm sorry"
I tried to reach out they brushed me
Now this blade finna cut me
20 years up on this earth, then I just turn into a ghost
They said I could have been so much
But that's how the story goes
(So I just do the dash and dip)
I always wish he told me this
Instead of, "Homie, pass the spliff"

Don't commit no suicide
Right now, it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I
Don't commit no suicide
Right now it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I (Dee B got that heat)
Buss down on the Cartier
Sad songs my guitar, ay, yeah
Do drugs in the party, yeah
Buss down, buss down, Cartier
Do drugs, do drugs, Cartier
Do drugs in the party, yeah

Eamon

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