The Upload

Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

[hero]

I COULD SEE THE SUBSTANCES THAT SCHOLARS NEVER COULD
AND I COULD FEEL THE SIDE OF HER THAT NO ONE UNDERSTOOD
and it ended in
blood
on the floors on the walls
bodies strewn in the hall
and i swear they weren’t there before
motels and hostels
with residues been charred off
at night i keep my shirt off
i’m not worried bout the bed bugs in the safezone
shit’s a no go
i dont wanna leave i just got here front the slow pokes
i feel them right behind me with their logos
tryna advertise in every place they control
she lashed out i felt flashbacks
she wont open my snapchat
i’m tryna choose my casket
she came back to jus backstab
I didn’t come to get laughed at
i got morals and a format
for this shit talk that i hash out
i’m sorry did i scream too loud

[yokai dreams]

Woahhh
I can feel the blood flowing from my heart as you clawed it out
Woah I can't stand this doubt

That gun shot called sirens
To where you had me dying
My friends say that I'm lying
You can't blame me for not trying
I picked up most pieces
But the last ain't been found
Got shit that I've lived thru
So I'm sorry if I scream a bit loud

[hero] (sewerperson - comet 2 outro)

till then
im sitting on the comets
im way up here
i just got the news and i was brought to tears
feeling on my body she gon raise my hairs
honestly im scared but im guessing
till then
im sitting on the comets
im way too high
friday night was crazy think i almost died
baby take my hand ill let u touch the sky
when im on the comets i come to life

blood vessels (ft. yokai dreams) (jolst)

self produced
follow decks: @decksmusic
cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

for you <3

you drive me fucking crazy
cant see, my vision hazy
malfunction in this function
you’re heroin for me baby
break mirrors when i pass by
cut with the shards
on standby
smear my face on the pavement
a hopeless romantic? maybe.. 
baby (x3)
you’re all the drugs i could ever need
but im a bad addict and a fuckin fein
you showed me all the things that i could never see
you’ll never understand what you mean to me
i thought i was incapable of loving
because of you i finally feel something

a hopeless romantic.

And baby
Please come back
And I beg you
I know I been replaced with someone else
With someone else x2
And I know I'm the one who to you to let go
And all the memories that we had
I sware to God if I could take you back
And I know that we drifted away
And I will try again 
We your friends
Tell me that I wasn't enough
I can pretend 
That I'm will be ok
I was so caught up
And wanna be alone
That I made excuses
Why I left
And I know i was wrong
But im am sorry
And I know it will never be the same again
I'm sorry I wasted all your time
And what can I do to make things right 
I dont think yoy know me well
I don't think I know myself
I smile when the cameras out
But honestly that's someone else
I
Don't know
That I'm
Falling behind
And I miss everyone now
Just to see
You moved on
I promise I'll be fine

Butterflies to Spiders

[Verse 1]
I've been waiting for something or someone to save me from this
I can't act like I'm fine when I'm not anymore and it hurts
Sleep, wake, repeat
And I'm underneath
Reaching out for a hand 'cause the hurt makes it harder to be
Breathing out as I watch every season go by in complete
Sleep, wake, repeat
And I'm underneath

[Chorus]
So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping (Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh)
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

[Verse 2]
Searching for a god or something that is bigger than me so I wait
Reaching up at the sky sending prayers that I know won't be met
Sleep, wake, repeat
And I'm underneath

[Chorus]
So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping (Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh)
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

[Bridge]
And it's too late for you to save me
Your words cut like razor blades

[Chorus]
So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping (Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh)
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

barely bleeding

Haha

Stay The Same (feat. ilyaugust)

i don't wanna be me anymore

i don't wanna be me anymore (feat. Julia Alexa & Zaini)

Lyrics

[Chorus]
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up

[Verse 1: Kado]
I wake up again, but it feel like I'm dead
I don't understand how you could feel this way
I don't wanna move, so now I'm in my head
And I'm not sure if I'll see another day
Won't be long 'fore I'm leaving here, I don't want you near
Don't you call, try to be sincere, the wounds too severe

[Chorus]
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up

[Verse 2: Powfu]
Why's it always at midnight
When my brain wanna start these fist fights?
Spent six days on this tour bus
I'll catch some rest when this tour's up
I don't know what I'm famous for
We hurt and lost and it's obvious
I don't know who I'm playing for
'Cause I don't see your face in this audience

[Refrain: Powfu]
But soon someday, I'ma take off big
And it won't be you that I take off with
Saw your story at Brayden's house
It's embarrassing what you post about
Having heart used to turn me on
Walking 'round with my jersey on
I don't know what changed or if I can changed first
All I know you not who you were
[Chorus]
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up

[Bridge: Powfu]
Stay up for the movie
I don't wanna miss this scene
Only fall asleep by you
Would've never missed a beat if I'd knew

[Refrain: Powfu]
But soon someday, I'ma take off big
And it won't be you that I take off with
Saw your story at Brayden's house
It's embarrassing what you post about
Having heart used to turn me on
Walking 'round with my jersey on
I don't know what changed or if I can changed first
All I know you not who you were

[Chorus]
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up

[Outro: Kado]
Won't be long 'fore I'm leaving here, I don't want you near
Don't you call, try to be sincere, the wounds too severe

Tired Eyes

Tired Eyes (Feat. Powfu)

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Lyrics:
[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

4 am in my room and im high again
always treading cautious society's a lions den
feelin pain im just wishin that the shit would end
no one listens so im cryin on the internet
wont lie i dont know where should i go
got walls and a roof but this house aint home
rollin up dope ive been outta my zone
im drownin in issues im outta control
tell the reaper to take my life with a scythe quick
whi is the pain the only thing my brain can siphon
ive been on a journey tryna find some enlightment 
and why is death the only concept that gets me excited
so should i stay or should i go thats been on my mind
cause i feel like youll get bored of me ill be waste of time
and thoughts of you leaven been keepin me up at night
tell me we'll be alright 

[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

Haha

KID E$S

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