Sheeeshhhh 🤯🔥 next level type shit !

Theres no many reasons i cant stay away 🥺

Go hard my nigga🔥🔥🔥🔥 gotta skate bruh

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVY

SHOUT OUT TO REYHAN! FOR MIXING THIS FOR ME GO SUPPORT HIM AND HIS MUSIC HE’S AMAZING 




National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.
 
 
Mental Illness Hotline :

National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264
NAMI provides treatment options and programs. They wish to "raise awareness and provide support and education that was not previously available to those in need." The NAMI hotline is available every Monday through Friday, from 10 a.m. – 6 p.m.
 
Sexual Assault Hotline :

Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network: 1-800-656-4673
RAINN is the "nation's largest anti-sexual violence organization."  Their goal is to provide options and programs to victims, in addition to finding ways of preventing sexual violence. RAINN offers 24/7 help.
 
Veterans Crisis Line :

Veterans Association: 1-800-273-8255
The VA's focus is to help veterans of all ages adjust to the transition of coming back, in addition to helping with any mental health issues or relationships. The VA offers 24/7 help


-Lyrics 

I know what I did
I know my mistakes
are drowning

I wanna be everything
you saw in me

I wont try to be her
I loved you 
but I never wanted to hurt you

you brought me pain
and now im scarred 

but at the same time
you fixed and broke 
my heart

I know what I did
I know my mistakes
are drowning

I wanna be everything
you wanted me to be

I will write my wrongs
lyrics in every song

I miss what we had 
but I know

that she puts a smile on your face
I know what I did

idek anymore. (Prod. IOF)

Beat produced:bipxlar

Final mix:Evan200k

Reject Toy

doctor w/ ihatemillie [thislandis & taurs]

Yeah, yeah
I get so much money I been blowing up
Sipping on that lean, I might throw it up
We get so much money, they can’t fuck with us
They can’t fuck with us, no

Fuck it up, I get to the bread, they don’t show me love 
I was getting head, yeah, she suck me up
Got an M&P, paint it red, if she fuck me up
.223 on me, hate that girl, yeah, she so in love

Yeah, I told her to let it go 
I’ve been cracking cards, I’ve been doing too much blow 
I’ve been going hard, nigga harder than you know
Reaching for the stars, baby one day Ima blow 

Yeah!
Let’s go!
Let’s go!
Let’s go!

Yeah, yeah
I get so much money I been blowing up
Sipping on that lean, I might throw it up
We get so much money, they can’t fuck with us
They can’t fuck with us, no

Fuck it up, I get to the bread, they don’t show me love 
I was getting head, yeah, she suck me up
Got an M&P, paint it red, if she fuck me up
.223 on me, hate that girl, yeah, she so in love

Love Jigoku and Love Tengoku - up! (prod. jones)

And I been falling down on my knees 
(Humming) I been feeling low like that (like that) keep a couple drugs on deck just in case we fall of deck (oh naww) like I been feeling so miserable like I’ve been holding my breath just so I could hide from this pain didn’t know that I would have to fight all my demons again and again now I’m fucked up emotions got my head in a loop now I’m stuck bro don’t quite know what’s going on out in public and I feel like I’m trapped in a box please just make it stop my heads in Rewind and I hate that you don’t like me cause I don’t need more problems than I already have lost in my life I need to see some light cause all I see is darkness i been feeling blind (I’m feeling blind) the only way I see the light is if I get highhh (harmonizing) yea I’m taking pills just to wash my pain away I’ll save my pain for a rainy day like I been taking pills just to kill my pain cause it kills (alll of meeee) not saying shit but I think I might die early cause I’d rather sip on the lean then let that pain hurt me Painnn I think that shit is torture Paranoia I look at that shit like hell (oh they see me falling down but I can’t explain it baby I fuck with medicine that shit turn me into a better man) I fuck with opioids baby that shits like medicine whenever I take em I forget about the painn

Like That

late drop cuz i decided to re-master it 2 hrs before drop lol

SPIDERS IN MY DUNGEON

Alot

ilyparadise x jxdenshawty - Then Theres You (p. kaktus)

enjoy life while you have the chance
go out and do whatever you want to do.....
no one can stop you from doing what YOU want to do - Kid Jayr

turnandfall (prod Yago)

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