prolog

guitar by me
second guessing all the things that you say to me 
but oh i swear that I, can be the one who takes you there
and all the corpses in my room, they all remind me of you
ill be fine, ill be fine

say I'm so deranged I'm so insane but all I really need
is your touch and all your love, don't you take that away from me
but burn myself with the lighter that I stole so
please don't hide, I want you till were old

I wanna come back like were healthy
she's getting skinny she said this aint for me
you call me rusty, you call me dirty
but are we helping, all our hurting

second guessing all the things that you say to me 
but oh i swear that I, can be the one who takes you there
and all the corpses in my room, they all remind me of you
ill be fine, ill be fine

- stupid mockingbird

rusty, dirty

watching ft. aeter

https://open.spotify.com/album/1IEJpPn1mB809PhCI0AxLe?si=8liObuTQSJaofVEG18PMSw

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
@six-days-after-christmas

knocking at your door
you cant go
you cant go
i would tell you whats wrong with me 
if i knew better
im under the weather
i cant see you no more
is there something wrong
with telling you everything
you were my everything
i cant see you no more
you say "youre dead to me"
want him instead of me
is this all thats left for me 
i cant see you no more

i don’t wanna fall in love

please dont put up a fight

please don’t put up a fight

@torturedskin

Lyrics:
i thought'd i feel worse by the morning
you told me i'm nothing and i'm not important
this anxiety's tearing me, all of this torment
and i thought i was special to you
i thought i was, thought i was the one

you say that i'm pretty, inside i feel numb
you think that i'm ugly
your lies i succumb to

when i get stuck up in my bed
i hear your voices in my head
can't play pretend, i put that pistol to my head
and lay to rest

(you say im nothing at all)
You say im nothing at all
at all
I still have your picture hanging up on my wall
You know I love it
but you're gone now I gotta stop it
but in the end it amounts to nothing
it all amounts to nothing
you're craving my touch still 
what you did was wrong
feels like im climbing a mountain at the end I fall
you know I loved you from the start 
but you never loved me to begin with

you say i'm nothing at all / lucille

oh well im alone

oh well, i'm alone

all guitar by me
maybe if you cared, we would have a home
tired of this life, it is getting old
sick of this shit, I don't wanna be alone 
(I love you)

I'm having a problem with what happened to us
so I solve with cuts
I'm getting lighter I haven't eaten enough
remind me of you too much

I feel, I just feel so ugly
I just, just wanted someone to love me
(just love love me)

maybe if you cared, we would have a home
tired of this life, it is getting old
sick of this shit, I don't wanna be alone 
(but I shouldn't love you)

the dove indeed weeps

@aeter @lovebunii
https://open.spotify.com/track/0pcpss79LOs1qGNrAHObTg?si=40961a043ed348d9

spotify

long time w/ aeter & bunii (OUT ON ALL PLATS)

so lost w/casper's pishouge

produced by me

party all alone
she wishes you were someone
your reflection doesn’t match 
you just wish that you were chosen

don’t lie to me
don’t lie to me
just let me be
just let me be
I’m tryna see 
I’m tryna see
what we could be 
what we could be

party all alone
she wishes you were someone
your reflection doesn’t match
you just wish that you were chosen

chosen

Your life is ruined, ruined
Why did I do this, do this?
Feel so stupid, stupid
I'm not a human, human
I shouldn't've met Cupid, Cupid
Cause I'm so clueless, clueless
I'm a user, abuser, sweet naive girl, I choose her
I just threw my life away
I don't know how many more days
Until they find her, find her
'Til they find her, find her

Never told you how fucked up I was, I guess that's why you don't really care
I know why I'm losing all your trust
Something tells you I'm not fully there

oh well, i'm alone

kid moon

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