mixed & mastered by @foreignhype

features https://soundcloud.com/g0ul

</3 @refryworldwide

on nights like these i'm happy i don't own a gun. feat goul (prod. scryer)

[+] he tossing and turning in his grave
* produced by @noxious-nights *

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

I just hope my momma goin be proud of me
I spent my last rack in LA just for them to doubt in me
I heard the hate so much it's keeping me grounded
I had to play that last one back just to see how it sounded
And if I could die tonight then I probably will
I miss them pills so much cause the pain get real
and I could barely even fight it
I could barely even hide it

You say you care but my brain telling me you don't
I'm walking out when I see you
I don't feel so alone
Like you right there...
I swear it's like you're right there
Moving forward but I'm going backwards
I just hit you for the plug but then she hit me back first, I'ma blow
I swear to god that they aint even know that I'm
That I'm destined for this shit
I seen that baggage when I took his bitch
I know he fighting but he need assist
He tossing and turning in his grave boy I seen it in
I fucked your bitch last week I need some sedatives
And I'ma save some cause I could die tomorrow
Let the rain fall I see you callin,
Don't know where I'm going but I feel I been on, now I been off
Swear to god I can't get set up, or mess up
Now she wanna fuck me like the next one, a set one
Pull up with that thirty leave you wet love, I'll let one
If she really wanted me then she wouldn't text him, she texts him
Girl you got me stressin, I'm stressin

consequences

+ music video

consequences (+ music video)

I know a girl, she's in my head
She doesn't know I'm already dead
I've lost my fear, so don't come near
Today I've chosen all that I hear

Blowing smoke rings in my eyes
Said it's the dumb shit been thru all my life
She'd rather die than apologize
She'd rather lie than apologize

Every time I care about someone, they try to bring me down
Fell apart, now everything's so numb, I'm stuck here on the ground

I know a girl, she's in my head
She doesn't know I'm already dead
I've lost my fear, so don't come near
Today I've chosen all that I hear

All the lights, all the light in the nighttime
Nicotine, nicotine, like a lifetime
Little bitch, talking shit, with the white lines
Push 'em off, then I front, cuz I'm not fine

Every time I care about someone, they try to bring me down
Fell apart, now everything's so numb, I'm stuck here on the ground

I know a girl, she's in my head
She doesn't know I'm already dead
I've lost my fear, so don't come near
Today I've chosen all that I hear

i know a girl

Love Me Or Love Me Not

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: EMO FRUITS x CARTER TOMORROW
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ x EMO FRUITS x CARTER TOMORROW
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Bella Lenahan x lil XipZ
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@xipz_sad.am
@cartertomorrow
@emofruits
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
I got anxious tendencies 
I bite my nails until they start to bleed
I'm always quiet so they think I'm mean
But I'm really just scared of what they'll think of me

Pale white skin with purple bags under my eyes
I feel like I'm dead but thats not a surprise
My life is meaningless I cant wait for my demise
I'm sitting on the ledge I cant wait to fall and die

[Verse 1: EMO FRUITS]
Woah can't sleep can't dream at all
Red wine I'll drink it off
My head can't think at all
Anxious can't breathe at all

Bitch I'm anxious yeah I'm anxious
Yeah I'm feeling so cold yeah I feel it in my bones
Bitch I'm anxious yeah I'm anxious
Blood dripping from my nose yeah I'll probably die alone
Bitch I'm anxious
I don't wanna be here at all
I don't wanna be here at all
I don't wanna be here at all
I don't wanna be here at all

[Bridge: lil XipZ]
Prada beanie on smells like weed and cologne 
Feel like Carter baby can you hold me close
You got the coke drip baby can you wipe your nose
Same old jeans I haven't left my home

[Verse 2: CARTER TOMORROW]
Does it matter when youre dead?
It's all in my head
I'll fix with a bullet hole
I'm getting nauseous from these thoughts 
Stay cautious while I walk
Cause I crossed too many hoes
Right
Shawty called 
She miss me
And said she's in the city
Looking at the lights 
Shining loud out so pretty
I wish I knew 
You could've felt
That shit is such a pity
I guess it makes sense on why I feel so shitty
Anxiety got me stuck inside my room 
I'm dying please just come help me real soon
It's fine for me and I'm lying here inside my tomb
Accept it all and theres no such thing as doom

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
I got anxious tendencies 
I bite my nails until they start to bleed
I'm always quiet so they think I'm mean
But I'm really just scared of what they'll think of me

Pale white skin with purple bags under my eyes
I feel like I'm dead but thats not a surprise
My life is meaningless I cant wait for my demise
I'm sitting on the ledge I cant wait to fall and die

ANXIOUS (ft. EMO FRUITS x CARTER TOMORROW)

Third song off the album.
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: @seejayxo
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ x seejayxo
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i been feelin dead, no lie
smoke hella bud to escape my mind
loud in the air, but i still hear her voice
escape to woods, with her ghost ill rejoice

follow her past the trees where we first met
out of the valley i can see clear again
i tried to grab her hand right before she left
but she disappeared to the woods again

[Verse: @seejayxo]
yea you stay disapearing
fuck my life i hope she steal it
i got bottles filled with feelings
i got drugs like i be dealing

money it comes and goes
just like a lot of these hoes
im makin plays like a quarterback
LA next week and then Florida stat
i cannot fuck with the fakes bitch
i got a lot i could say shit
but i keep my head down
just like your bitch in my bed now

im with the gang on the east side
we just been smoking that tree high
i keep a hand on my gat
fuck u thought bitch all strapped
why is they talking about me
like boy u is following me
you look like a clown to me
you look like a clown to me

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i been feelin dead, no lie
smoke hella bud to escape my mind
loud in the air, but i still hear her voice
escape to woods, with her ghost ill rejoice

follow her past the trees where we first met
out of the valley i can see clear again
i tried to grab her hand right before she left
but she disappeared to the woods again

Where We First Met (ft. seejayxo)

prod. moneo

lyrics: 

(You know it just sucks like I’m so lost with what to do with my days now. I feel like I’m wasting time and I’m trying to get out of that feeling but it’s hard but eventually I’ll get there. But as of now I feel like I’m like mentally and physically melting, like melting away.)

I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you
I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you
I’ve been trying my best
I’ve been trying to change 
Think about why you left 
Don’t think that I’d be the same
I miss the tone of your voice 
I miss the memories made 
I wish that I could forget 
Make it all fadeaway 
Fadeaway x1000 lol
sorry I’m a fuck up and a mistake
You probably wished never talked to me in the first place 
I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you
I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you

wtf am i suppose to do (moneo)

https://open.spotify.com/album/76XDGbeLgdXtHXABbBZJEl

wore me out like an accessory '/

produced by @jolst
featuring @xobroken

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
am i over it?
or will i ever be?
if i could i would erase you from my memory
i cant forget what you did or what you said to me
you took me and wore me out like an accessory

and now you're dead to me
don't wanna see another message that you send to me
now who am i?
im someone else
where were you when i was crying out for help?

you were nowhere to be found
(to)catch me while im falling to the ground
you just treat me like a clown
you wont help, you only let me down

i'll just smile and wish you well
i feel broken cant you tell
i've been sad inside
where my soul resides
since you put me through this hell

[@xobroken]
shoulda known that there was no fixing this
asking me what's wrong but she aint listening
we all know the story but she keep on twisting it
i know when i'm gone she aint ever missing me
one second she hate me, next second she kissing me

sending mixed signals fucking up my head
putting me through hell, tell me what is that?
only want you but you looking for the next
i dont think that im over it

[@lottaheart]
am i over it?
or will i ever be?
if i could i would erase you from my memory
i cant forget what you did or what you said to me
you took me and wore me out like an accessory

and now you're dead to me
don't wanna see another message that you send to me
now who am i?
im someone else
where were you when i was crying out for help?

you were nowhere to be found
nowhere to be found
you only let me down

THANKS 4 LISTENING!

accessory w/ xobroken [jolst]

Dl <3

Drugs Fill My Void (Prod. TROYVIXIOUS)

@itsyungvan ft. @twotwntytwo "Held Back Tears" is the 20th track on “SOUND BITES,” a limited-edition CD compilation released with Blackhouse Records on December 17th, 2018 in support of the RAINN Foundation, a non-profit which carries out programs to prevent sexual violence, help survivors, and ensure that perpetrators are brought to justice

Limited to only 250 copies available, this CD compilation features 26 previously unreleased songs from some vital and prolific underground artists.

100% of the proceeds from CD sales will be donated to RAINN. Limited copies still available at: https://blackhouseinc.storenvy.com/products/25203801-underground-underdogs-sound-bites-cd-a-benefit-compilation-for-rainn

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