its not fair
to forget everything
that we've been through every night
i dont know
what i was thinking
but i think you do
i always show u clues
n i dont know whats to lose
and idunno wht 2 do
please just tell me what to do
i cant help but think its all for you

look me in my eyes
and tell me u dont want it now
cutting on your thighs
baby do they burn alright
kiss my cuts tonight
i just wanna feel alright
yeah baby i dont care
i just wanna feel your hair

everything i do
i can never forget u
ruling in my very head
maybe i just need some meds

i dont ever get it
feel it all around me
paranoia in my head
i cant think without u closing in
looking out my window
r they here or are they there

u keep me safe tonight
i dont wnna feel what its like
when ur gone who am i
im not myself
this isnt me
u destroy me
u destroy me

its not fair
to forget everything
that we've been through every night
i dont know
what i was thinking
but i think you do
i always show u clues
n i dont know whats to lose
and idunno wht 2 do
please just tell me what to do
i cant help but think its all for you

another time (buhguul)

prod me <3

enjoy 

lyrixx:

did you feel bad about yourself
crying on the floor & i was begging for your help 
and it’s going thru my head but you don’t care about my health 
i’ll have a smile on my face when i make my way to hell 

goodbye, my love 
we’ll meet in the afterlife 
& this won’t be okay 
if you let me survive 
so i handle this blade, 
why did you have to go? 
destroy me everyday, realize i’m left alone 

left alone, l- l- left alone 
left alone, left, left, left 

baby please don’t leave 
because you’re all i know 
awake to watch you breathe, i feel your everglow 
and you’re still calling me, gravity gives me hope 
you are my dark star, i won’t let you be alone 
 
if i could say a few more words 
would do my best to make you learn
it’s over now, so i’ll adjourn 
baby tell me did all of this hurt you 

oh well, you got what you asked for 
give up, we’re not fighting this war 
there’s something that’s dead inside my core

serenity

From the dirt w/ hauntingclaire & gothlovee [prod. 6383]

art by https://instagram.com/vuelure
produced by me <3

lyrixx:

i bled enough for this world, so take me home god, already 
i point a blade to the vein, my hands are shaking can’t keep them steady 
there’s no chance to atone, i’ve given it all & for death i’m ready 
and when it’s my time, i’ll be left in the snow & they’ll all forget me 

i’ve been isolated, a life i was given that i never asked for 
it’s begun decaying, letting go of the curse i don’t want this shit no more 
i’ll wrap my wings around you one last time, the light is leaving when you see my eyes 
please don’t panic, it’ll be alright 
wherever i go, i’ll be fine 

keep on gnawing, let the bugs eat at me 
rip the flesh away, & open up the cavity 
farther in the dirt, consumed by centipedes 
i’ve got a virus in my head and it’s killing me

oh, i’ve called out for god & he went silent 
and i’ve fought enough, im done with fighting 
i lied enough, i’m done with lying 
off of the edge, carve out my iris 

i’ve been isolated, a life i was given that i never asked for 
it’s begun decaying, letting go of the curse i don’t want this shit no more 
i’ll wrap my wings around you one last time, the light is leaving when you see my eyes 
please don’t panic, it’ll be alright 
wherever i go, i’ll be fine

exanimate

prod @disoc8
ft @bandiicam
lyrics 

me 

baby come and suck my d 
love it when u gimme affection
yh baby touch me there 
yh yk i like it there
baby be my pretty whore
baby come and touch me more 
hmu on discord ur nothing more 
then a whore 
baby lemme hold ur waist
i just wanna get a taste 
skinny like eugenia baby ur so anorexic
yh go and touch me there yh yk i like it there

pop a glock into ur brain 
make u look like kurt cobain 
snortin coke lines 
but i think that shit was laced
put a cross inside my heart
leave me alone inside the dark 
we can make a horror film
eating up ur tiny heart
baby ur my favorite corpse 
i found ur body on bestgore
dragging ur corpse on the floor
cut ur arm little more 
baby ur so anorexic 
i just wanan get a taste 
yh u got a skinny waste 
lookin like eugenia 

@bandiicam
i said baby i love you and you said i love too
listen i aint comin back theres too much we been through
and its all we fucking do all we fucking do
its too for me and its too much for you
i could do it all night like its nothing new
and im doing all these lines in the fucking bathroom
i really miss you and i hope you miss me too
please tell me that you love me and ill say i love you too
i just spent a bag on some prada jeans
shoutout hoshiestar yeah yk we go OT
ask me for a feature better beg on ur knees
like im expensive like bitch i aint free
bitch i aint free and i do it all the time
tryna compare ur shit but it wont be like mine
big ass fucking boots big ass denim jeans
ur a fucking weirdo and you copy me

AFFECTIONATE W/ BANDIICAM [p.DISOC8]

pharmacy

@xxsyris
@w6lker

mixed by me and @xxsyris mastered by me 
prod by @w6lker

spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/3ntoQwLIqnSBFALJIAymUY?si=a66b04b7fe994ed8

syris:

can u fuck me out can u be my lil slut 
can you drop it down low yea i wann fuck u up 
yea fuck that trippin in the back of the club 
do you want me yk idgaf V_V 
can u fuck me out can u be my lil slut 
can you drop it down low yea i wann fuck u up 
yea fuck that trippin in the back of the club 
do you want me yk idgaf (x2)

Iv:
Bby do you wnt your ghost is haunting
Everything you say to me so exhausting
Bla bla bla that’s all you like to do 
You talk sm yea girl u got me screwed :(
N idk what to do what u see me
Yea you cut my </3 it’s broken do you wanna see me bleed?
Don’t leave me jus yet
Why are you upset
In my <3 I reset 
Bby I’m a reject
Trippin off the addy 
Bitch don’t fukin @ me 
I wanna see you happy but they all jus laugh at 
M-m-m-me 
I wanna see you drop it down low 
I wanna see you drop it down to the flow

syris:

can u fuck me out can u be my lil slut 
can you drop it down low yea i wann fuck u up 
yea fuck that trippin in the back of the club 
do you want me yk idgaf V_V 
can u fuck me out can u be my lil slut 
can you drop it down low yea i wann fuck u up 
yea fuck that trippin in the back of the club 
do you want me yk idgaf

do u wnt me w/ @xxsyris (hauntingclaire)

lyrics-

silhouette is in the doorway its out to get me i cant ever seem to get it right and when you get the closure that you needed dont call my phone up asking for a fight

its so obvious really? oh well. Cant seem to hear your voice through the crowd
i see your silhouette lurking in my bed room there's something sensual about it i cant get it out my chest is heavy feel so sick hold on i need to take a flick its so obvious its so obvious

my chest is heavy feel so sick hold on i need to take a flick its so obvious that you're not one of us

i can feel you creeping up on me compound chemicals lurking through my bloodstream i can tell you want a piece of me take my skin off the bone and eat the protein

candy coated apple disguised in your lies and teeth and i fell for it cause i fell for you

its so obvious x3 obvi-ous

everything is blacked out like im in a limousine i dont need to tell you twice youre just gonna ask me why im being mean, did you take your meds again? i dont wanna be your friend if you talk bad about me youll never see me again

if you ask me you dont impress me everything expensive tripple c's all in my distressed jeans x2

silhouette - prod.vintage

intoxication [p6inkillr]

yo

my shadow sleeps next to me while i think myself to bed
in the blink of an eye i wake myself from my rest
brush my teeth and i leave to start the days i dread
how much more till i bleed whats left of my head
 
 
it doesnt matter what i do ill always feel the same
i wish i didnt feel this way i would always say same 
stay away im protecting me so i could feel okay
dont try to get close to me ill ask you to go away

i sit alone in my desolate room.. dim lights on my face.. 
converstate with random people that dont know my name..
why the fuck do u spend time with me.. i swear that im so lame
i wish i could see everything from outside my face

ive got so many friends i know i can talk to but
anyday i would pick myself over all of you..
see.. i could never leave me.. i would never tease me
i prefer everything this way. even if it means theyll forget my name

but its okay..  for me its okay
with friends its hard to tell
i am honest to myself so i think ill stay by myself

ill admit that i get so lonely
but at least i cant bother all my homies
in a matter of time they could hate me 
another night in my hell



ive been so tired of these days that keep countin bye
ill sing myself some sweet little lullabys
itll keep me warm in the winter.. nd falling down in september
  hope it doesnt leave me.. when i start feeling better

he'll always sit alone

hate on me i dont give a shit
swag on my nuts and on my dick
green flowers on my socks im looking fresh
(huf)fin on the vape im blowin tricks

holy shit stop spazing out about my fit
bitch start sucking on my dick 
dgk i love my haters and their chicks 
janoskis on my feet but i dont even kickflip

ill hit the jerk like the new boyz
nerdy glasses chris brown is like my blue print
swagging to the max.. but im a huge prick
yet every chick still wants a piece cuz their stupid

yeve ive got swag
i like young thug cuz ima 
im wearing khakis ur looking trash
ill keep the tags on my new obey snap back

holy shit stop spazing out about my fit
bitch start sucking on my dick 
dgk i love my haters and their chicks 
janoskis on my feet but i dont even kickflip

yea ima swag(redacted)
skinny jean pockets u can see from the front
god my beanies so big it compensates for my dick 

p.s. i love all people this song is satire about an era i lived that no longer exist

swag flag swag rap

k1dzheart

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