sleepyish songs

@buffalobang

why cant i ever just do what i say so
ill do it this time baby just stay close
i stayed 10 toes down in this stronghold
hoping no one gets close
getting by on bare bones
often, dissatisfied too often
it always falls apart when
i think its looking up and
i cant take it again
often, dissatisfied too often
it always falls apart when
i think its looking up and
i cant take it again

keep me safe
we'll find our way
take me in
and let me stay

i- i said ill try my best
took the first step and skipped the rest
and its hard to do the basic things
but i swear ive tried like everything

why cant i ever just do what i say so
ill do it this time baby just stay close
i stayed 10 toes down in this stronghold
hoping no one gets close
getting by on bare bones
often, dissatisfied too often
it always falls apart when
i think its looking up and
i cant take it again
often, dissatisfied too often
it always falls apart when
i think its looking up and
i cant take it again

buffalobang - catharsis (prod. krampus_)

prod meeeebitchessss
im so depressed lol i like to dance tho



i’m not needing any luck 
always having lots of fun 
chillin in the back of the club i’m boutta shoot it up 
idc bout anyone
all these pills they leave me dumbb
she really think i’m the one 
so addicted worse than drugs 
they all laughing at my grave 
laughing with them everyday 
when i’m bored i change my face 
i don’t ever run away 
i just wanna see them die 
i just wanna end their lives 
i don’t think it’s crazy i just do what makes me feel alive 

i wish life was better i’m a mess i’d do anything 
i need a new girl i wish she sent me a melody 
it’s a war in my head but idk what’s wrong 
this is not where i belong you’ll all miss me when i’m gone 
i wish life was better i’m on a race to get to the end
i’m still in the past i remember kissing wit my friends 
i’ll still hold ur hand idc if u smell like cigarettes 
i just wanna dance all night forget everything

hate my life 5 stars on me 
getting high everyday feeling like i’m in a dream 
it doesn’t matter everybody acting like they free
it doesn’t matter that’s why no one wanna talk to me
yea i see her all the time in my dreams every night  
yea it makes me feel alright till i wake up then i cry
all i wanna do is sleep i don’t wanna be alive 
everything too bright that’s why i don’t go outside 

always losing touch leave me on the floor 
told me that she hate me but ik she want more 
got my thoughts on repeat ik i said it before
take a pill to go to sleep then i’m taking 2 more 
now she cutting on me i’ve never seen that before 
it’s like she proving she a freak i don’t need anymore 
made me promise i won’t leave but ik she got bored 
had to lie to myself idc anymore

bruh im just tryna live

produced by me <3

claire: 

though i can try doing better, just fucking making it worse
i wanna let you go, wanna forget about her 
and when whatever you’ve got comes crashing down, i’ll let you back in my life to let me down 
and when you do, 

let you b happy for a minute, you can get it 
and then i’ll stab you in the back jus like you did it, like you did it
baby you lied to me again? oh no you didn’t, hope you didn’t 
i’ll leave you hollowed out & broken like you did me 

dig the blade deeper than you ever did
defenses up, i cannot let you in 
now your ghost haunts my walls, i killed you 
yet i still hear you call, i feel you
i woke up in a sweat last night,
my fear it doubled and it tripled, i could feel your eyes
and i still see you on the news, i swear it gets me high 
i wanna hide my feelings, but it feels so right 

…

channel six i’m checking daily, see your face on the wall
all of the blood is on my hands, i wrote your name on the stall
i’m going crazy day by day,
i’m in the mud going thigh deep in your pain, your pain 
leave me happy for a minute, then you hurt me 
hurt me 
you can’t touch me so baby, so i won’t worry, worry 
i cut away my skin, it feels dirty dirty 
you’re a stain on my wall that i can’t clean 

dig the blade deeper than you ever did
defenses up, i cannot let you in 
now your ghost haunts my walls, i killed you 
yet i still hear you call, i feel you
i woke up in a sweat last night,
my fear it doubled and it tripled, i could feel your eyes
and i still see you on the news, i swear it gets me high 
i wanna hide my feelings, but it feels so right

hollow

[@bandiicam]
overdose and take a pic
im so sick of it
wanna fucking kill myself
for the fun of it
all we do is talk shit
and im so sick of it
laid ur body upon mine
but i could never give a shit

margiela boots come with jealousy
but i cant see the shame
all this shit up on my name
so i sleep up in the shade
and im drowin in this pain
nothings ever the same
i wanna feel ur love but
somethings aint the same

[@1lav]
blood on me
but i don't really matter
fuck on me baby
you're a great actor
blurry visuals
my condition's critical
baby i'm so cynical
our love is digital

baby point a gun at me
i know that it's just a fake
baby if you're really on it
then just shoot my fucking face
baby drugs in my system
i'm about to throw up
but i don't give a fuck
overdosing cuz it's fun

SICK OF IT + LAVENDR

lyrics:
[cry]
just go and dance dance dance going crazy record playing
just dance dance dance fashion perfect wanna see u just dance dance dance
can't control it when ur lookin like that dam dam dam

ur so perfect ya ur worth it i suppose i have to trust you
or stay alone stay alone or stay alone

[luvwillow]
swear to god yah i love you like the drugs in my back pack
i’m in the back rooms faded smoking on thraxx
i just rlly miss you i rlly hope u know that
plz don’t take ur love away without you i’d be so sad
bby ur my drug, yeah i’m so addicted
i don’t need a plug, just fill me up with ur love
tell me i’m enough, tell me we could fix it
and i rlly need a hug, vanish like i’m missing
and u don’t stand a chance , this the life i’m livin 
ppl talkin shit always making me the villain 
but they can not commit because they ain’t got no vision
but i don’t give a fuck, i just wanna dance

Fashion Perfect w/ Pleaseeedontcry

ft. @cholorofilm + @mezhaa
prod/mastered by me
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lyrics:
(cholorofilm)
bby i cnt go on here without u
bby i cnt move on i need u
bby i cnt go on here without u
bby i cnt move on i need u

got her guts hanging out
bitch i might jus fuck her mouth
im a creep i walk around
bby pls dont make a sound
yea she took my heart
chewed it fucking spit it out
in the horror motel 
u can mutilate urself

got her guts hanging out
bitch i might jus fuck her mouth
im a creep i walk around
bby pls dont make a sound
yea she took my heart
chewed it fucking spit it out
in the horror motel 
u can mutilate urself

(snorlax)
hold my hand girl ion wanna let u go
ive been ghosting every hoe that is on my phone
speak to me bby i jus want this over
yea hoe i dont care anymore i dont want ur closure
bby i dont wanna die but u making me want it more
think abt my suicide i cannot do it but im torn
fuck dat bitch she gon see me when i hop on tour
looking to my angel wings bby like im the fucn lord

(mezha)
100 roses on my grave guess ill say goodbye
throwin up, my brain is rotting but im buried alive
i wont beg u stay i wont ask u twice
looks like ill b ending my life tonight
this is all ur fault all u do is make me sick
hope u trapped in the middle but if heaven forgives
every single dying action of sins
say ur sorry all u want but i wont forget

cnt live without u :c </3 w/ cholorofilm + mezha  #✞𝑜𝓇𝒜𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓁𝓏

ft. @mezhaa + @mayh3mp
prod me
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saw her look at me now she wnna tear out my heart
bby u look pretty when ur posted wit a SCAR-L
hold me down my luv u kno ur my only fucking star
everytime i think abt u i jus tear myself apart
i can feel u from a far because i kno where u are
hold onto me bby because i been way 2 fcn scarred
i do not wnna b harmed i got ice all on my arms
yea u drive me crazy cus idk wtf we are

hold me down w/ mezha + mayh3mp

@kaneda_7
bitter lust of fall just nipped you on the nose 
A girl a woolen sweater when she hugs you, feels like home
Blood scattered around fallen leaves 
Whimpers of despair conjoined with moans and screams

If he cut open your stomach 
Would I wake of from a dream

He grips your leash you try running 
Bite marks from you causing a scene

Black slip dress you look stunning 
Eyes a subtle forest green

His appetite for girls like you, Green eyed girl a Soylent green

skype:
so kiss me under mistletoes
i don’t wanna be alone
suicidal love is the only thing i need
only thing i need only thing for me
only thing i need only thing for me
in the night salvation i’ll find
am i doing alright no i’m not doing fine
tell me that u wanna die now
watch me fucking cry out
bullet to my brain now
i’m going insane now
suicide watchlist  oh my god i’m off it
creeping thru the shadows 
hoping to find you
tell me do u feel it to
tell me that ur not thru
tell me do you feel it
baby i’m not over you

@kaneda_7
Dissatisfaction on his face 
I don’t think he liked the filet
Hotel room marked 101
friends find you fucked & flayed

A muffled scream by one’s own hand 
Your supply meets the demand
sir I think a girl is in the lake
A bloodied Pangur Ban

in the night + kaneda7 (kaneda7)

Spotify *https://open.spotify.com/track/3tf7DNpcGlN9uc394ewhIs?si=6c9bdc9cfee942ec*

cholorofilm - in my dreams (pearlblade)

꒰ঌ𝐼 𝓌𝓃𝓃𝒶 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓊 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝒷𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓀໒꒱ 
#RIPGHOST #RIPROACH 💔💔💔✞✞✞
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꒰ঌ✞໒꒱꒰ঌ✞໒꒱꒰ঌ✞໒꒱꒰ঌ✞໒꒱

holywater ꒰ঌꨄ︎໒꒱

prod @troinerr x baiori

Music video
https://youtu.be/eM5ZDyzeRIY?si=oPkTqVerJpY_wVfH

https://youtu.be/eM5ZDyzeRIY?si=oPkTqVerJpY_wVfH

https://youtu.be/eM5ZDyzeRIY?si=oPkTqVerJpY_wVfH

Lyrics
all the music that im making is just so hard 
I just wanna know if we can go far
all the Xanax that im taking is just soo barred
so im staying high af like ima star

can u crush that shit again I rlly need more
im off two pills but ill take two more
I have a gift for you and that's just what that's for
so plz don't worry about the drugs ill just get more

like a poké ball ill catch u in the right mood
u can always hold my hand when the clouds loom
& the life im construing is just so rude 
all the love that I have is my gift for you

everything is okay ft. hateoryx

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luxury ft. xxcrush [prod. lonestar]

prod. @shlaks x @keyblayde808
~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~
u know i gotta make it thru 
no matter the cost
when we were kissing in the backseat
falling in love

i knew u were the 1
ive had me just about enough
where u think u know me from 
bro something is off..

girl i dont mean2 make u mad whenever i go missing
its just im not used2 ppl knowing the difference
but now that i got everybodys attention
i promise iwont ever go back 2 the mudd

i have been losing my mind since the day that i met u 
but its cool its a mood its actually kinda nice
who does my life even have an impact on
stupid thoughts always taking up space wasting time

u put me under ur spell and now im about to cast mine
now ifeel like me n u could take over the whole world
ive been posted up hanging out like a stalactite
going dummy spending money bro its never enuf

Spotify

fabric softener [shlaks x keyblayde808]

ya im free now 
frm demons tht i keep out
u need help baby reach out
and ill b there to meet u

n do u mean it
when u describe the feeling
i feel like i am dreaming
im trying to believe it

im playin on my xbox
they play me on their ipod
u play me grl like nonstop
ill let u win again

time stops
when u looked up our eyes locked
the sun has set but i watch
the stars beneath ur skin

had a look outside the window at the sky n it was red
maybe its a sign i wonder wat is coming next
i dnt come around but i might come down again
learning how to say whats in my head

planted in the dark where the seeds dont grow
i know tht its hard baby please dont go
always wna tlk to me abt where my problems at 
please dont ask

hold me down w/ mezha + mayh3mp

kidsnorlax

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