this whole song is a humongous mood (✧ω✧)

featuring @ons13
produced / mixed by me
visual art by @earthsoft on insta :)

i made this song when Ryu's name was ryukage then he changed it to ons13 so thats why there are conflictions but regardless i hope u enjoy this track and follow 0ns13 on Instagram

🠟 lyrics 🠟

[ intro : @sprigtek ]

i can act quite cold
like im loveless

i can numb my heart 🤍
while its pumping

not invited
to the function

im a freak bitch
i say dumb shit


Sick of sitting home
on my own
someone hold me 

stuck inside my head
can my shrink unfold me 

i like it when they hate me
i like it when they scold me

i like it when they try
but they fail to control me 


Dont pretend you know me
I dont even know myself

Gimme just a minute 
to compose myself 

No one gives a fuck 
is what i told myself 

Gotta stop attempting 
to destroy myself 

i can act quite cold
like im loveless

i can numb my heart 🤍
while its pumping

not invited
to the function

im a freak bitch
i say dumb shit

[ verse : ons13 / ryu ]

i remember when i seen her in the club lights
now shes all i wanna see i don’t wanna fight
always made to feel wrong i don’t wanna b right 
i just rly hope that we’re gonna b alright 
had a dream last night that i was dressed in white 
woke up the darkness has taken whats mine
im dumb im stupid ignoring your signs 
i feel so useless i can’t make it right 

shes a freak bitch, and i hate it 
sometimes feel like i’m not good enough to make it 
if i give you my trust then don’t betray it
youre the only one i got so pls dont fake it 

im possessive and im nasty 
i don’t know why anyone would want me
i show you off, and you flaunt me
i look happy but my other side it haunts me

[ outro : @sprigtek ]

Dont pretend you know me
I dont even know myself

Gimme just a minute 
to compose myself 

No one gives a fuck 
is what i told myself 

Gotta stop attempting 
to destroy myself 

i can act quite cold
like im loveless

i can numb my heart 🤍
while its pumping

not invited
to the function

im a freak bitch
i say dumb shit

i can act quite cold + ons13

kiss me once {ilypaige.iso}

brain to mp3 converter

*prod me*

i just spent a rack
cant see the place that im at
dont touch me x2

smoking on a lizzo
im too hit
bby i love drank
ykno i can get it
standing at the world trade 
covered in rick
im abt to blow up cus im so sick x2

amd you dont even know me
everyones below me

i just spent a rack
cant see the place that im at
dont touch me x3

instagram

@feeluvsyou - world trade/rick owens

ch.5 Gush! (w/ ashes + gl0wrm)

kid trash x bella lugxsi - coffin *prod @kidtrashpop*

feeluvsyou - hot n cold karry pety

shut up + feeluvsyou

[chorus]
take me in
ohh
i just wanna, know
you make me feel so sick
i forgot you dumb bitch
oh
i wont cry here no more, i just sit at the door
wait for you to let go

[verse]
i dont really know why you're sad hoe
you shouldnt have let me get so close
i just ruin it all
dont hang up
i know, you hate me girl me too
thats straight facts i just want you
break through the walls 4 u
its easy when with you pour a drink up, its truee
imma come straight back from the dead
to try and find your love in my head
pls dnt see me ill wish i was dead

[chorus]
take me in
ohh
i dont recall
you make me feel so sick
i forgot you dumb bitch
uh oh
i wont cry here no more, i just sit at the door
wait for you to let go

@feeluvsyou - love in my head

ft killz voice
@heartbrian
@lb66
@tweepea

kid trash x bella lugxsi - coffin prod @kidtrashpop

KID TRRRASH

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