For our first upload on SC, it does make sense for it to be our best song yet. This song is about dealing with the suicide of a lost friend, and how it impacts your mental health. Mostly created because it came into my head, partially created because I wanted a genuine song about suicide out there.

[lyrics]
Feel knots in stomach, one stomach higher than the rest of this
(Don't feel safe) Just feel cold
Artificial lights, city minds, counts seven times
Identity disc error

Visit you every day
Just so they can see what they don't want to see
Spirit wrote this song, spirits can make you high again
I wish you didn't kill yourself

Surrounded by reminders, they keep me up again
Don't feel the read to explain
(Out of its confusion) I hate myself
Lay down, don't eat, this thought of pain sustain

I'm sorry I failed you
You said you'd be with me in spirit, were you lying?
If this is so wrap around till we come again
I wish you didn't kill yourself

When you said I love you, why did you die?
I don't understand why
Facet shimmer monophonic engine
Your day is gone, your day will come

Hospital skyscraper
Watched you kill yourself a thousand times
Yet still no more
You're in a hole and you're fucking dead
Gravity appreciates the situation

Can't talk to anyone, can't reach out and I just want you here
I don't like people anymore, we just confuse me
I miss you more than anything
I wish you could be here with me (I make the same mistakes)

Film

lyrics:
I couldn't see it in your eyes
it's all too much to lie beside

do you feel freer then
with your baby tees and punching machines

calling contest
it doesn't have to be this way
so I'll wait another day

Baby Tees and Punching Machines

i know?

link in description, i
live in a fairy tale,
find an archetype, i will do it right
to the world i left behind
i'll be jester right, i'll be just alright

live in a fairy tale,
still i snap back just to pay respect back
to the world i left behind
i'll be just alright, i want your surrender

this could be the last you hear from me,
till i fail, till i fail, till I fail
i'll be okay
can you count on that?
as i'm trying to breathe in the cold
i'll be okay
can you count that?

i was falling back on the match
i was falling back undetached

wallow in your room, seeking someone
i know you so
so well, well

live in a fairy tale,
find an archetype, i will do it right
to the world i left behind
i'll be jester right, i'll be just alright

live in a fairy tale,
still i step back just to pay respect back
to the world i left behind
i'll be just alright, i want your surrender

jesterr

Watch the music video at youtu.be/2REABpIQ0wI
https://evangeline.info
🔄

Performed by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Produced by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Written by Evangeline, Self Discovery and vai

contains sample from soundcloud.com/vai22/theaters

2/█

Cinemas (ft. Self Discovery)

nosering (kai aspen cover)

03_09_23

tkc_project 59

translation:
someday 
this scenery 
will turn into a memory
what do you want to remember?
I want to remember you 
forever
and ever

photo by kankokuma_1228

hiraeth

Found this one on his second hard drive, think it was made right before summer that year. I can only assume the title is a reference to pokemon black and white? googled it and a location in the game came up. Zion was a huge fan of that franchise, never got into it much myself though except for the trading cards. This was one of the few songs i actually remember hearing him record, since normally he was too reticent to sing when we weren't out of the house

fortunately he transcribed the lyrics:

hanging your head down in places where it really shouldn't be 
getting upset over laces that ledgered in raillery 
placing your bets, drain sedating your stead while you're smiling

how happy will you get before you scream 
how happy will you get before you scream

but if i was you i'd know the words to say to say to me 
and now it's coaxing the hallowed baste, just let me grieve 
and now it's coming true, you weren't the face that i had gleaned 

hanging your head down in places where it really shouldn't be 
braiding your bed over sabots embedded in xylene

03_09_23

jayox

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