wahhh

me
feeling sober
weight on my shoulders
feeling like a boulder 
i always fall
im nauseous in the hallway
no matter what i cant escape
wanna see better days 
but everythings the same
wanna be in paradise
i just wanna feel alive
the future doesnt seem bright
oh well i might as well die
my friends start to disappear
it feels just like hell is near
but i just stop and i stare
theres no more that i can bare

i dont wanna do anything
i wanna forever fall asleep
fuck life id rather rot instead
my lifes so much better when im not inside of my head

bloodsekai
u make me feel like something's wrong
i try my best to play along
i step outside outside
it's been like this for too long
send me off to another world
i wanna sleep like a fucking squirrel
in winter
i'm bitter
i'm a sore loser, yeah a quitter

i hurt all the time
my brain will be my killer

my killer
my killer
i fucking love my killer
my killer
my killer
my killer, killer, killer

same chords as 2 songs ago on acc

forever asleep ft bloodsekai

im so pissed
you can see the blood thats covering my fist
throw ur stuff into a pit 
cause you treated me like shit
i hate fighting for our love when u miss treat me all again
my emotions stuck inside like a bottle filled with sin

why am i still fighting?
dont know why im still trying
you just keep fucking lying
i think im done replying
all of those messages went right over ur head
i guess thats it where done i wont text u again




i guess thats it were done i wont text u again
u had ur fun with me no i am not ur friend
i guess thats it were done i wont text u again
and i wont say goodbye this is the end

why am i still fighting?

i look at her and then she looks at me
she can see me blush through the computer screen
she jumps into my arms and falls just like a tree
she says in mellow tone can you please be with me like
meow
meoeoeoeoeoeow
meooooeoooow
meoeoeooow
meoeoeoooow

oh i don't think i can
resist the way u talk to me
u help me by existing
u move my heart by twisting till it beats
oh i'm really nothing special
and sometimes im a handful
but u make things eventful
so i can cheer as long as ur here
i dont want u to go so stay with me
don't disappear
i know things can get hard
but i can make it be so clear
so stay with me
stay with me
pls dont leave
pls dont leave

i look at her and then she looks at me
she can see me blush through the computer screen
she jumps into my arms and falls just like a tree
she says in mellow tone can you please be with me like
meow
meoeoeoeoeoeow
meooooeoooow
meoeoeooow
meoeoeoooow

(when u look at me
i cant help but wonder
why u wouldnt leave
u know im a fuckup)

when u look at me
baby i cant help but wonder
why u wouldnt leave
u know that im such a fuckup

baby pls i beg dont go
i need u more than u could ever know
i need ur texts on my phone
i need ur love it gives me hope

baby i want u to hold me
thru this damn computer
eternalized in the screen so i dont lose her

i look at her and then she looks at me
she can see me blush through the computer screen
she jumps into my arms and falls just like a tree
she says in mellow tone can you please be with me like
meow
meoeoeoeoeoeow
meooooeoooow
meoeoeooow
meoeoeoooow

nyaa w bloodsekai & yuki

got some inspo from my friends hopefully yall will like this 


feeling hopeless out my conscious as i drift away in class
i dont know if i can last or if ill break in pieces
waiting for time to past
i cant escape my exhaustion
i just wanna be outside my conscious
i need to rest its time for bed
god please just put me in a coffin

put me in a coffin

i know that i love to lie
but you come back everytime
i just love watching you cry
isnt that such a surprise
i love playing with your heart
because i really know it hurts
i know that i started everything 
but somehow youre the worst
please comeback to me
i know im wrong
ill do it again
done this for so long
i keep you attached 
my loves so strong
you belong to me
stab ur back and i cheat

can you come back i just really want talk to you
i just know you hate me baby im just so in love with you
instant contact i just want  be inside of you is it weird that i want to devour 
you
i just want to devour you
i just want to devour you girl and keep you girl 
i just want you in my heart

sinking her emotions down down down
love it when she's hopeless, when she frowns
i made this whole world just for u
i'll break it 20 times, watch u cry everytime
u can't call it crime if u stay on ur side
ur the victim, play ur role, stay blind to my lies
u can say i'm crazy and maybe fucking hate me
but in the end it's pointless when ur screaming pls just save me

lie and manipulate

i like you but im too scared of what ur gonna do
if i tell you that i like you
c
im blushing oh my god
cant talk right cause ur so hot
ur presence makes my heart drop
ur voice makes my heart stop
at the end of the day im a loser
spending their life away on a computer
at the end of the day im a loser
id have you if i was cooler

im a loser im a loser
rotting on computer
rotting on computer


want you to drop in my arms
youll be mine afterall
i know im insecure but
this time i will not fall

i wont be alone anymore
as long as i just try
but if you do reject me
ill kill myself tonight


i really like you but im a loser

my brain feels like its turned into mush
maybe im on the internet too much
i love candy i got a sugar rush
fill me up

my nintendos my only friend
and when it dies ill cry again
mario carts my medicine
until the end

(mikus part)
i dont need humanityyyyy
my nintendo makes me happy
i dont need humanityyyyy
my nintendo makes me happyyyyyyy

my nintendo makes me happy its all i ever need
i feel fine as long as im in front of my screen


my nintendos my only friend ft miku

beautiful like butterflies
your eyes they never lie
contemplating suicide 
baby im right by ur side

youre so fucking perfect 
no you dont deserve to die
i know im worthless
but im better then those other guys

fall onto me
this feels just like a dream
blood falling off ur sleeve
me and you were meant to be

im stuck like a tree
if only you could see
im so in love with you
i got ur blood stuck on my teeth




teeth (x8)

marry me i'm meant for u
ur so perfect like mary sue
without u, i don't have a clue
what i'd do, what i'd do
world's so big 
but ur the only one
i only live 
for u call me dumb
i wanna see u be nice
i wanna be in ur life
i wanna hear u at night
saying ily





u dont deserve to die ft bloodsekai

im so im so stupid
i cant i cannot do this
i dont know what im here for
i drool and stare at the floor
theres nothing inside my brain
i think im going insane

i cant read social cues
i cant remember when this project is due
i dont think that i belong in school
i dont know what im gonna do




my brain my brain is smooth
what is there to do
spectate me just lose
i have not a clue
guide me where to go
theres rocks in my skull
im so im so slow
being me just blows

im so im so stupid
i cant i cant do this
im so im so stupid
i cant i cant do this



im so stupid!!! w lifeless

i saw you at the store 
staring at the floor
i really wanted to talk to you

ur looking really bored
arms hanging like a cord
how could i brighten up ur mood?

i really wish i wasnt such an awkward idiot
wanna tell u a sentence but i cannot finish it
being in conversations just makes me the dizziest
i dont know how to respond im such an embarrassment


words are choking 
i ruined the vibe
i should start smoking to ease my mind
i wanna run back home and forget it all
but im stuck in this hell hole all day long

my lifes a sad story
i got no one to hold me
i suffer by my lonely
i think im dying slowly

throwing up my insides i really wanna die
when is it my time








 




awkward idiot

(odihu) 
if i had a choice i would steal ur heart
i would break it to pieces and tear it apart
i want you to rot and cluster
my goal is to make you suffer
i know that im the bad guy
i shouldnt be on this side
but i just want you to die
cause you ruined my life

(hxnterbtw)
i fucked up again
and im really fucking sorry
i should just be dead
i only want your love please

i know i shouldnt be like this
im just a useless piece of shit
i always end up ruining it
and baby just give me one kiss

(odihu)
 i dont think that ill get better 
i gotta find something to do
my therapist says that i should leave my wrist alone
but cutting keeps my mind off of you

rot and cluster ft hxnterbtw

a friend told me to reup this so here ya go



even when u drank my blood
i loved ur every move and touch

cause its not hard to realize
that if im gonna live like this ill die
and im an angel girl living in this world
and ive been corrupted ive sinned in front of you

am i a bad girl?
even in the morning time
but

im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes

starving
starving by myself
starving and crying
im okay with it of course
it was never where
to the point when i was around
it was not going well
in fact i even felt it in the eye


im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes










angelgirl cover

woke up and i felt the same
felt the same as yesterday
i think that ill never change
i think imma blow my brain

i should just reciprocate 
and grab some pills to medicate
im gonna fail anyway
i dont wanna do anything


falling on the floor
because life is just a chore
that i cant do anymore
what am i even useful for?

i always fail whenever i try
so ill just sit back as time goes by
im dependent i rely on my friends
i think they hate me again
when will this cycle end?

im so useless and lost
im so clueless and gone
just give me whatever i want
why cant i have whatever i want?

sitting in my room and i wanna cry 
cause nobody likes me i dont know why
ill spend the rest of my life online
i dont wanna go outside!

(nobody likes me i dont know why
ill spend the rest of my life online
nobody likes me i wanna cry
ill stay inside my room and hide)

woke up and i felt the same
felt the same as yesterday
i think that ill never change
i think imma blow my brain

i should just reciprocate 
and grab some pills to medicate
im gonna fail anyway
i dont wanna do anything


falling on the floor
because life is just a chore
that i cant do anymore
what am i even useful for?

life is just a chore!!! :'(

i'm the last guy you'll ever know
i'll cut you open and steal your soul
it's my turn today i get what i want
and i want you dead so off you go

it's time to die
you better say goodbye
you made me cry
and i'll end your life

don't u dare look at him
you only need me 
why can't you see?
what's so special about him?
i'll follow him home
with a gun on my sleeve


i'm really in a bad mood
i found him by the bus stop
pulled out my gun and shot his chest 
he was in shock
gotta hurry up and end him now before i get caught
i'm crying as his body bleeds out what have i done?

now you're next too and i know all your footsteps
i'll kill your family too i'm really upset
and when you're dying i'll lick blood off of your dress
and when you shout for help i'll whisper are you done yet?

i'm the last guy you'll ever know
i'll cut you open and steal your soul
it's my turn today i get what i want
and i want you dead so off you go

it's time to die
you better say goodbye
you made me cry
and i'll end your life

lovely homicide

carving your name deep in my skin
so it won't come out
please don't escape me
i want your love
i want your love

i want your love
you're making me crazy
it's all that i want
i'd offer my soul 
for a drop of your blood

escape

welcome to project suicide
the place to come if you wanna die
guns and cyanide you decide
we've got anything you wanna try

a permanent solution all your problems are fixed
tired of your life? you can put it to rest
i've got nobody so i won't be missed
put a gun to my head then my soul is dismissed

suicide it works every time
let's all - let's all end our lives!!!

it's time for me to die today
i've finally accepted my fate
i took so long so i'll be late
to see everyone at the heaven gates

there's no more stress for me
i can finally rest in peace
i'll blow off my face
this is my last day

project suicide

what is there after death?

from a graveyard to the ocean
when i think about you i get hopeless
i hate looking in the mirror
cause when i do i can see you even clearer
and all i do is stop and stare
theres no more pain that i can bare
i hate seeing you with that guy
theres nothing left to do but die

and im upset
but im obsessed
so obsessed with you
i fell in love
the very first time that we met

sorry for even kissing you
i shouldve knew ur with another dude
ur a stupid whore with such an attitude
i hate ur guts and hope you suffer soon

im upset!!!

walking through the forest im all alone
running away from what i call home
but im so scared of the dark
im crying so hard as i walk

i hear a loud voice scream but it sounded near
so i dropped my bags and checked everywhere
but theres nothing here im so scared 
im so scared
im so scared!!!

someone help please
im yelling loudly 
im being chased by a shadow
im going crazy
i tripped right over a rock and then he caught me
he carries me into the air i started shouting

please dont hurt me
ill do anything
it stares right into my soul and started laughing
he grabs my throat and squeezes me i started choking
smiling and grinning while im in the air dying

at my rescue 
is a girl
with a light so bright
that i just might turn blind

she picks me up off the ground
and hugs me tight
and for the very first time
i felt alright




















romantic nightmare

(odihu)
scars on my wrist as a beg for help 
im throwing my notes in a wishing well
hope that i die and i go to hell
i know i deserve it who am i to tell

take the life in me away
kill me now cut off my days

(yuki)
rlly in a bad mood
shoot my face
stuck inside dis classroom
im a disgrace
promised that id @ u n we can play
but im jus havin a rlly shitty day

scars on my wrist
heart's a constant abyss
no dopamine
no signs of bliss
no hand to hold no lips to kiss
im so deprived of everythin
x2

wahhh

kierantuuli