*newer* songs I might use for projects

spiraling, back again
into the loop, that self sustains
to fix my body, 
i must fix my head
but to fix my mind
i must fix my spine
how do i arrange my feelings
in this story full of lies
what hurts is not one thing
its the weight of everything
i cannot control
i can’t control the vast majority of my surroundings,
but i can control how i react to the things around me
everything me, what do i see, what does it mean to me
im like if you got a bipolar person and sped up the rate of their episodes by like 10x speed,
i keep wondering to my self is there something wrong with me, 
how much longer do i have, whats really left for me
no matter how hard i try nothing really adds up, 
no one can really get to the bottom of all of this stuff
lookin at the way things are, was it really made for us
how on earth did we all manage to fuck everything up
what hurts is not the pain
its the fact that i felt so good just a moment ago
what went wrong
how did i manage to mess it all up
like i always do
what have i done to myself

what hurts is not one thing, it's the weight of every thing

i think you’re well off without me
it’s too much to think about
and i can’t breath
oh your love is affecting me in ways i didn’t see
and i needed you

it’s more like i had enough
and you moved on to better things
the touch of your skin to my hand is worth more than anything
as i said play it safe
and maybe our love will never fade
i’m so use to hate i swear

and so on

well off

i hate bein alone im prolly better off gone
im dyin n im screamin bloody mary
ion dream at all i say ds in my songs
i hate it when i do its really scary

im vacant baby girl
u ruined my whole world

y does nobody care when i say im scared

not estella:
your voice is my favorite sound
it's hard to say out loud
cuz all i do is think of u
and idk if u think of me 2
read it back when ur not around
so can u tell me now
if im crazy 4 thinkin bout u
can u tell me if ur thinkin it too

@ugly
oh no what im gon do
u leave me stranded bby
n i dont feel some kinda way
but if u leave im holdin it down
and idk if u wanna b around
so ig i could wait n see
what u wanna be
wohqoahowhohoahowhoahoa

am i crazy uh @ugly

i dont find a need to fight.

im the fucking loser this time.

sorry i killed her. (feat. kaysnoto)

unfinished tracks
1 villain
2 Too late now
3 liar

thx for 1,000

villain demos (ty for 1k i love u all)

campus crush @kiheir

pls dont die. - overtonight

im sure you know.

we cant talk much cause we’re too close 
and all the times ive tried to talk while youre sitting on your own 
losing sleep cause i fear that youll hear
and i 
i wanna let you know that i can be your type 
im worth the fight 
the fight

and i @kiheir

sheriff starboy @kiheir

Daydreaming through the dark times.

A song of daydreaming trying to forget your stress but it's always there as a slow building constant.

A happy accident but if you loop this track it flows perfectly into itself lol. 

Updated the track 1st August 2025 with a fresh mix and added acoustic guitar work. Also added some subtle ambient percussion and some vox for depth. 

Please feel free to leave a comment as your feedback is really valuable.

Hope you enjoy it

Daydreaming

You'll Never Win

05. The Chosen Son  (1)

Archive accounts i own:
Crayon: https://soundcloud.com/crayon_archive
Bunii: https://soundcloud.com/bunii_archive

sheriff starboy @kiheir

megan @kiheir

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