@creepybuggirl
@sorrow_bringer

cover art[ig] - uesbi :3 

s/o @prodluna for mixin my part (8

runaway w/ creepybuggirl (prod. sorrow bringer)

when i think about u (prod. lura)

get away (prod. cozin)

pocket ft creepybuggirl (prod.akzid)

prod dercept, malloy , heyrick 
mixed by @prodluna

i've been hearing voices
i let them just voice it
cuz i know their mind's got no room left to breathe
its just so sad that
u cud let them have it
i let them out, cry myself now to sleep
i've been waiting
where is the finish line u all can see?
where is the pure air?
where is the pure air now u can breathe?
like u never had it, like u never had it
like u never had the love that u seek
u never got it, u never got it, u never got the help that u need
running in circles
tryna catch the hurt ur on
tryna catch the world on ur own, ur so hurt that u fall
running like a test now, a test to grasp it all
spinning in circles tryna figure out who u r 
i've been so desperate 
like i needa wake up 
i dont understand the point of anything
always had to cut them
i was in a fucked place
getting fucked up in every single way
its so hard to change when
everyday feels like a drag and
i dont wanna do this im so wasted
how does it feel to be?

like u never had it (prod. dercept x malloy x heyrick)

prod @snorkatje
mix @prodluna

I don’t wanna say nothin about it
it was never meant to get so fucked and
ur hands around my neck I feel hopeless
now
Ur hands cover my mouth I feel like dying now
I don’t wanna do this again
I keep on saying not again
it happens all the time for him
it happened all the time 
everyone said I was crazy
shudda listened now I feel dizzy
shudda listened then I feel empty
stop saying can u forgive me 
U were always there when things got too loud
and I was banging on my heart to tell it let u out
I was praying to a god for nothing, kept u around
never thought u wud be the one to let me down
I don’t wanna say nothin about it
scars I kept can help themselves I don’t care and
Can u leave and let me breathe so I can move back in?
can u run away for good so I can start again? 
praying to the world I don’t know what about 
holding in this fear I wanna let it out
hoping that u find me somewhere deep in hell
I just want it over can u let me out
Stop saying can u forgive
I’ll just forgive u again
Stop saying can u forgive me
Stop saying can u forgive me
You were always there when things got too loud
And I was banging on my heart to tell it let u out
I was praying to a god for nothing, kept u around
Never thought u wud be the one to let me down

i wish i never met u

produced @productiveculture

[lyrics]
 
hate these fuckin lines
and I'm mad all the time
bear with me I try
but can’t buy nothin with dimes
so I sleep overtime 
waking up feelin high 
get it off my mind
poppin every other day to feel something I like 

and I’m broken with the other words you couldn’t find
and I’m chokin on all of the pills you left behind 
holdin onto to all the lies but the truth hurts more in time 
floatin like i gotta a lot on my mind 
you’re on my mind 

always on my mind now
don’t know why or how
can these thoughts slow down
maybe when you’re around 
maybe only underground
take me to another town
that never feels down
smokin everyday to feel something proud 

and I‘m broken with the other words you couldn’t find
and I’m chokin on all of the pills you left behind 
holdin onto to all the lies but the truth hurts more in time 
floatin like i gotta a lot on my mind 
you’re on my mind

On My Mind (prod. Jmkm)

produced @lordgrimhb

[lyrics]

i don’t wanna think about it i don’t wanna change
every nights another waste
wanna go back down
make it all stay the same
concrete in my brain 
poison that shit every fuckin day

i don’t wanna be awake
i don’t wanna wake
i don’t wanna be awake

feelin like a downer whats my fuckin name
everybody starin like they in some fuckin game
play me like I’m sane 
everyday every nights a drag 
i don’t wanna lag 
cut my wrists with no blade 
fill me up with pills like I’m a waste
lets live in our dreams
i wanna live in my dreams

i don’t wanna be awake

Lets Live In Our Dreams (Prod. Grim)

things we forget

Opposite of Doctor - k i a n n a + Ådobesucks (prod. Moorhs)

@adobesucks 
[lyrics] 
bulldoze community youth centers 
here
abandoned your sympathy, fucking the fear 
i can’t resist it 
trading in my simple mind for some real time to feel good 
nothing ever happens like it should 
waiting and waiting and waiting and wasting these fades fading away 
pacing round faces who fake it in safer ways to feel ok

bulldoze community youth centers w/ Ådobesucks

where is it safe? (Prod. Azrael)

produced by @taylor 
mixed by @prodluna
<3
sample by Modern Baseball-  I Think You Were In My Profile Picture Once

most things break

spotify <3

most things break (prod. taylor morgan)

produced by @curtainss x @proddeegs
mixed by @prodluna 
art- danyagonnella (her ig)

too blue (prod. curtains x deegs)

@blackwinterwells 
@biiiiiird

my part mixed by @prodluna 
ART- blood_grapes (ig)

Spotify <3

options w/ blackwinterwells (prod. wells x biiiiiird)

prod @proddeegs
mixed by AK Sandnes 

hope this makes u smile!!!!! i <3 u!!!!!!

eu4ia (prod. deegs)

prod @harvest 
mixed by AK Sandnes
art - danyagonnella (ig)

[lyrics]
falling down
falling further away (away away)
I get visions all the time 
I wish they’d go away( away away ) {x3} 
The trees are bare and they look empty 
my gardens lost, no breeze to free it 
the rotten smell of death still lingers on 
The night is calm when theres nobody 
the stars are gone, when im left lonely 
with your picture still hanging on the cracked wall x3
but my body carries on 
and I still carry on
even tho ur gone…  
the rotten smell of death still lingers on 
but my body carries on
and I still carry on 
even tho ur gone..
w/ ur picture still hanging on the cracked wall
but my body carries on :(

zombie (prod. harvest)

prod @earthboymusic
mixed by AK Sandnes

[lyrics]
been on the search 4 forever, I need it so damn bad
every time I get closer,  it seems ive already had
this before then its over, now im crying again
it was all that I needed, u were all that I had 

And im breaking the deals, I need it more than I have 
I cant hear what ur saying, I cant feel your hands 
it never fails to please me, when we haven’t the chance
it always falls apart, it always fucking ends
 
its over 
its all over now
and its over

And we’re off on the road now going so damn fast
I can feel ur heart, why does it seem so sad? 
Off on ur own now, does it seem that bad? 
All this time was adding up and U were all that I had

Sometimes I get so lonely and I think about that
sometimes I feel so empty so I paint my sight black 
sometimes its all I feel in me and I can’t take it back
now im screaming the same shit again and again  
Its all over now
its all over now
it meant nothing and now
I'm chasing angels around me but it never works out 

And im breaking the deals, I need it more than I have 
I cant hear what ur saying, I cant feel your hands 
it never fails to please me, when we haven’t the chance
it always falls apart, it always fucking ends

and its over
its all over now 
it always goes away
it always fall apart
it always makes me feel pain
 
And im breaking the deals, I need it more than I have 
I cant hear what ur saying, I cant feel your hands 
it never fails to please me, when we haven’t the chance
It always falls apart, it always fucking ends

its over...

search 4 forever (prod. meat computer)

prod @splashgvng
mixed by AK Sandnes
art @adobesucks

[lyrics ]
I see u in my shadows
walking down the empty street
I see u in the sky, in the clouds 
shaped like our broken dreams 
theres an evil comfort in the air
I can’t touch it but it holds me tight
theres a stale silence in the air
it gets louder every night 
I can’t feel anything inside 
now it feels empty, am I dead inside?
all these people say that it just takes time
but i’ve spent all this time thinking nothings right
cuz nothing feels right 
and now I’m wasting all my nights
talking bout shit I don’t care about cuz I’m 
running out of things to put in my mind 
can I ever reach there without getting high?

I’m lying to myself
and everyone I love cuz theres a way out
but every night, say i’ll stop
wake up and I never stop  
Lying on the floor
eyes open , will there ever be something more ?
my mind takes me places I’ll never show u 
the sun makes it darker 
and it never feels different

I cant see the reason anymore 
I used to really wish for things and dream like everything was so far away
I cant feel that feeling anymore
vomit on my floor, lump in my throat
feels like I’m drowning but then theres a drought
feels like I’m burning but then I’m ice cold
it doesn’t seem real anymore
I’m fighting myself    
am I even here anymore?
it doesn’t make sense anymore
it doesn’t make sense anymore

glass as the ice in the drugs that I’m drinking
blank as my soul, turns to ash when I leave me
fake all u want, in ur eyes I can see it 
nothing is left, don’t say it means anything
cuz it doesn’t mean anything
I used to really wish for things and dream like everything was so far away
now it doesn’t make any sense anymore

nothing makes sense

nothing makes sense (prod. splashgvng)

prod/mix/master- @hudsonalexander

[lyrics]
ice dropping down now I feel it in my heart
ur red like fire, let me turn u into art
pick up where u left off, don’t forget what u told me
Ik its all u had but it was not enough to hold me

its hard to fall asleep when ur not around
took a couple pills, will it hurry up now
all these answers still I cant see how
let the feeling go, have it buried in the ground

kept the pain around but left it buried under my skin
keep ur head held up, it will get easy when u feel the drip
i know all those voices in my head rnt madness, they’re my only friends

and I kept running, tried to get there after time had stopped me
I held back my tears so u could go on feeling happy 
just like all these years, at least it felt less lonely 
I hate when words get lost as time loses meaning 
  
where did it go? 
all in my mind?
I lost my mind

its hard to fall asleep when ur not around
took a couple pills, will it hurry up now
all these answers still I cant see how
 Let the feeling go, have it buried in the ground

cop another package time to flip it, burns the same way
pop another 30, time to drown my pain in bad ways 
I don’t care bout nothing, fake advice u all sound the same
tell me when theres sum thing that will make me feel whole again

a blue for breakfast (prod. Hudson Alexander)

I hate myself 

prod @earthboymusic
mixed by AK Sandnes

kixnna

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