**Description for "Shattered Identity – The Rant":**  
"Shattered Identity – The Rant" is a raw, unapologetic dive into my personal struggles, pulled straight from the pages of my diary. It’s an aggressive, emotional anthem about being misunderstood, judged, and tested by those who think they know me. This song is for anyone who’s ever felt misjudged, silenced, or had their feelings ignored. It’s an explosion of anger, frustration, and ultimately, self-liberation. I confront my demons, call out the fakes, and find my strength in the end. We may be shattered, but we’re still standing—together, we’re finally free.

Shattered Identity “The Rant”

Skull’s a padded cell, lined with panic
Each thought ricochets off the bone
Brain's swollen with static
But I’m trapped here, alone

The pressure builds behind my temples
Jaw tight, eyes twitch, neck sore
Every whisper turns violent
Then loops back louder than before

I blink but the images stay
Thoughts like fists that won’t decay
This isn’t noise, it’s a drill
Boring into me against my will

My thoughts have me in a chokehold I can’t tap out of
Tension winding tight from the inside up
Skull cracking from the fight I breathe
Trying to scream through locked teeth

Can’t think, can’t sleep, can’t make it stop
Headlocked in a pressure I can’t drop

Sinuses swell with rage
Forehead pulsing red
Every idea’s a jackhammer
Breaking peace inside my head

The crown of me’s gone sour
My cortex coils like wire
My brainstem’s burning hours
Fueling thoughts I can't retire

I chew on silence, grind it down
But even quiet starts to pound
Every nerve’s a fuse that’s lit
Inside this cranium I can’t quit

My thoughts have me in a chokehold I can’t tap out of
Each throb a verdict I’m unworthy of
Tension locked in my frontal lobe
Clenched so hard, I implode

Can’t breathe, can’t blink, can’t make it stop
Headlocked in a brain that forgot how to drop

There’s a war behind my forehead
A riot under skin
No one sees the bruising
But I’m breaking deep within

My temples count the seconds
In pulses loud and grim
If thoughts could leave bruises
My skull would cave in

My thoughts have me in a chokehold I can’t tap out of
Clawing through my brain like it's not enough
Nerves snapping like rubber bands
Cranium cracked by my own hands

Can’t breathe, can’t blink, can’t make it stop
Headlocked, and it’s all I’ve got

My mind is the cage
My skull is the lock
I built this pressure
Now I can’t make it stop

Headlocked

Starlight Remembered is a cinematic orchestral journey through memory, space, and solitude. 

It begins with soft, ethereal pads and distant drones, gradually layered with ambient synth textures, warm orchestral strings, and gentle brass swells.

The harmonic progression shifts naturally, creating a sense of emotional gravity without relying on rhythm — allowing the music to breathe and evolve. It builds to a wide, expressive climax before fading gently back into space, unresolved yet complete.

Produced with a cinematic mix: wide stereo image, lush midrange tones, and immersive sonic depth.

Starlight Remembered

 Song Description — “Full-Time Hater” by TDC ft. Jessica

“Full-Time Hater” is a raw, unapologetic track told entirely from the perspective of a modern-day hater — the kind of person who hides behind fake compliments and backhanded comments, all while tearing others down behind closed doors. This song is not a reflection of TDC or Jessica’s personal beliefs or behavior. Instead, it serves as a satirical, hyper-aggressive portrayal of the toxic mindset many people — especially women — face from others in their lives.

From the very first line — “You’re all just fools, pawns in their game…” — Jessica steps into character, embodying the rage, jealousy, insecurity, and obsession that drive so much unseen and unspoken hate. With vicious flows, explicit lyrics, and a relentless trap beat, Jessica breaks down how haters twist reality to cope with their own failures, projecting their pain and bitterness onto anyone who dares to succeed or simply be happy.

Each verse dissects the jealous inner monologue of someone who can’t stand to see others rise — mocking people for their relationships, their confidence, their peace, even their healing. The chorus hits like a slap to the face:

“I don’t need love, I need drama, bitch!
I live in shade — not sunshine or bliss.”
Every lyric is intentional, meant to reflect the double-edged weaponry of fake support, covert envy, and performative toxicity. Jessica doesn’t just rap — she channels the venom, speaking with such conviction that listeners are forced to confront the voices they've heard (or maybe thought themselves) in dark, insecure moments.

This track doesn’t glorify hate — it exposes it.

It’s a bold artistic choice, and a powerful performance by Jessica, who manages to deliver grit, rage, and a biting sense of humor, all while maintaining the dark energy of the hater persona. It’s also a reminder of how exhausting it must be to live with so much bitterness — and how freeing it is to rise above it.

The outro says it all:

“Yeah, yeah, yeah…
I don’t get a paycheck to be a full-time hater —
But fuck it… I clock in anyway.”
“Full-Time Hater” is a social mirror, a dramatic reenactment, and a straight-up banger for anyone who's dealt with hate and knows how it festers. It’s dark, it’s sharp, and it’s unapologetically honest.


Full Time Hater

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Full Time Hater

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