until you finally figure out who you are 
originally by @webcage, samples rock & roll by eden

behavior

its about dissociating

inspired by oneohtrix point never & @neo_petal

from dreams of stillbirth

flight of the maladaptive

@prodmardee

do this shit to impress him
try too hard now my head hurt
building up feel the pressure
need to smoke, it takes away the stressers

all the pain i go thru, suffer
i know that it made me tougher
i know that i gained perspective
but im still fucked by the trauma

i know that i have my issues
but no body ever takes the chance
i just want some cuddles in yr bed
i just wanna try some romance

can we hold hands
i just want you playing with my hair
i just want you saying that you care
would you cry if i went away from here

feel the tension building in the air
feel the tension between every glare
do you hate me if not why the stares
you know i hate me too so i can share

barely gettin by, my heart is bleedin
ik that im just a burden
ill just slow yall down maybe i should give up
but time on tha clock stay steady turning
i cant stop now if i wanted
i aint never stop, why my stomach churning
clean up the blood off the floors i mop
mayb thats why my wrists stay hurting

stressers (mardee)

songs used <3
i'm not ok - mcr
smth comforting - porter robinson
kyoto - phoebe bridgers
sad machine - porter robinson
ghost voices - virtual self
helena - mcr
divinity - porter robinson
look at the sky - porter robinson
ANGEL VOICES - virtual self
time to pretend - mgmt
a thousand miles - vanessa carlton
goodbye to a world - porter robinson
cha cha slide - dj casper

beepboopthemusical

TAKE THESE BOYS TO CHURCH
I GO COLIN FIRTH
TWO HOES CALL ME UP
I MAKE EM TAKE TURNS
MAKE THAT BOY A SLUT
TREAT EM HOW HE’S WORTH
SAY YOU WANNA KILL ME
BOY THEN REALLY DO YOUR WORST
I CANNOT FUCK CUZ U STRANGE AND U ODD (YOU SUSPECT!)
BOY TRY CRITIQUE ME, HE WATCH TOO MUCH TODD (FUCK!)
PULL UP WITH MY BALLS IN THE CEO JAWS (HOW’D THAT HAPPEN?)
THEY ASK WHO I AM, I SAY, BITCH I’M A GOD (I AM A GOD)
I KNOW I’M THE HOTTEST SO EXCUSE IF I’M A LIL COCKY
AND I’M TRYNA FIND MY PEOPLE SO I DRESS A LIL CLOCKY
YEAH I THINK SHE LIKE ME, THINK SHE WANNA TOP ME
AND I MAKE HER PRAISE ME, SO SHE SOUND LIKE A$AP ROCKY
NO I CANNOT FUCK WITH LOCALS, CAN’T FUCK WITH A SLUG
PULL UP WITH THAT STICK THATS KAFKAESQUE, I TURN YOU TO A BUG
CUT OFF YA VIDEO, KEEP IT CLEAN, GET OFF THE RUG 
BUT I MAKE THAT GIRL SOUND LIKE SHE DYING, SORRY TO YOUNG THUG 
OH YOU COMMITTED TO THE BIT? LETS SEE HOW FAR IT GOES
TALKIN’ STILTED CUZ YOU’VE BEEN A RAT, YOU GERONIMO
BOY BUILT LIKE SOU HIYORI, TELL HIM “IT’S YOUR TURN TO DIE”
YOU TRYNA DUCK ME BUT I GOT TWO GLOCKS, CALL EM RED AND YELLOW GUY
DON’T FUCK WITH ME I KNOW, YOU SCARED
YOU FELL SO FUCKING HARD, BITCH WE WARNED YOU BOUT THE STAIRS
I CHOP MY DICK OFF AT THE CLAIRES
JK, I’M PERFECT THE WAY ALLAH MADE ME
ROLLING THRU TERFS IN THAT BRAND NEW MERCEDES
I FEEL LIKE BLADEE, I’M CRAZY I’M CRAZY I’M CRAZY I’M CRAZY I’M CRAZY I’M CRAZY
GOD!

HELLGIRLCITY!

guitar vox prod me

if it didnt work before
why would things change now
youll end up
going down the same path
as u always do
doesnt feel quite true
to me
but what else could it be

you fucked up you wrote home
about all  that has come
you fight it but forget
the people outside it
and all your life your every slight
is chosen by a fight or flight
just toughen up just double up
just fuck it up how else will you grow up

if you worry
just a bit more
maybe all this
will just fall right into place
doesnt mean much
coming from you
but it still hurts
knowing all this fades to blue

never been

w4pc2 w/telescape

Swazy  - Skittles

P3tro - Goop House Is A Home  )

so we’re at, 
there’s all these, 
mockeries and incantations,

i am wrapped
against the present self
you
take me at my values face 

you take at my values face, 
you take me as a present state, 

so we’re at, 
i wouldn’t call it that 
so we’re at,
i wouldn’t call it that 
so we’re at,
i wouldn’t call it that 
hockey puck beneath the station
i’ve been vilified in nation

wants me dead or wants me gone
i’ve been crawling all along

so much for a cheat to chase
if my grounds what keeps me desecrate

***** ******* & ****** ******* go to the big city, hide in ******’* room, and make song about a rat

originally created for All Nighter Vol. 8 by FORM / entirely self-produced, written, & performed by meeee
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/34yENsJEHJ1lQfXX013Hrx?si=f7744226819b420d
stems: https://stemmy.versary.town/a/micahcallari/soulless/
LYRICS
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Can’t stop the laughing fit
It’s just so damn funny
How you thought that you were gathering
When all you’d done is spend all your money

You’re soulless
You’re soulless
How can people stand behind you

Depressingly desperate to sign with a label
‘Cause you only listen to the top hundred
Obsessed with eras, genres, and the periodic table
You’re scientifically planted and funded

You’re soulless
You’re soulless
But why do the fuck do I still love you

And I know it’s all for the better (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
To give us a little more space than before (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
And it would’ve been for the best if we had simply never met (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
Now they’re gonna find my heart on the floor (You’re not in it for the art)

Lifeless
Timeless
My guess
Fight this

Fame and glamor, nerdy ass manners
Suck up your gut and look refined for your managers
Pallettable, perfect, and pretty for the fancams
You see something huge in your future, but I can’t
Fuck with the vision, greet you with derision
Make nuclear fission to what could’ve been
You subscribe to a religion of billboard commissions
Before the time comes for you to finally atone for your sins

You’re soulless
You’re soulless
You’re soulless

And I know it’s all for the better (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
To give us a little more space than before (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
And it would’ve been for the best if we had simply never met (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
Now they’re gonna find my heart on the floor (You’re not in it for the art)

Lifeless (Lifeless)
Timeless (Timeless)
My guess (My guess)
Fight this (Fight this)

soulless

they/them | .kiki.is.x_x

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