Paris In May

Iridescence reflects many colours prismatically, shifting based on the angle of perspective and the amount of light or darkness in a space.

There are 3 colour gradients embodied within the scope and content of Iridescent. Together these gradients capture the full colour spectrum found within Iridescence. 

Each gradient shares a unique set of experiences and emotions, expressed differently both lyrically and sonically. Amber, the first gradient, expresses sentiments of healing and joy. The second gradient Teal, speaks to relationships and betrayal. And the final gradient Mauve, shares experiences inside of chronic mental illness. 

In over 15 years of therapeutic treatment, I’ve learnt a lot about the different characteristics, habits, feelings and experiences that I hold. While contributing to my struggle with mental health, many of these parts are also enmeshed with my greatest gifts and my most authentic self. Integrating and accepting all parts of me, including my life long chronic mental illness and suicidal ideations, has been key in my journey.

Depression and suicidal ideations are the brain's way of trying to protect a sufferer from tremendous pain - by creating numbness and detachment from life and a promise of relief. I find it very polarizing and tragically beautiful that an idea born out of a mind's attempt to help itself -  a theory rooted in protection - comes disaster.

Like creative brilliance paired with crippling anxiety, profound connection followed by a devastating loss, or empathy so overwhelming it leads to immobilization, 'Iridescent’ is about this constant shifting of many colours, symbolizing these dichotomies in self and the world.

A myriad of experiences, feelings and states of being, in one - Iridescent

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Me & julia
Never could avoid each other
But now we're all grown up
And nothing's changed

Me & julia
We grew up in different colours
Now we're all grown up
And nothing's changed

She stole my crayola crayons
A different shade of nude
Mother on the board of the parent teachers
Future planned out to a Q

I wouldn't want my little girl to grow up like this

Me & julia
Never could avoid each other
But now we're all grown up
And nothing's changed

The longer I grow, the longer I know the longer I see
It couldn't have been any different
Scooping the cream off of my enchantment
And leaving behind all the pigment

I wouldn't want my little girl to grow up like this

The ribbons and bows that you own
Mama and daddy arranged it
Throw on those emperor's clothes
Living in mom and daddy's prison

Julia
We were both only meant to suffer
Julia
We're both getting older
Getting old and bitter
Oooh

Oooh
Julia

Me & Julia

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