I realise now that the person I used to be is not the person I am.
I don't feel alive anymore.
Why am I still here?
 Life is full of things I can't control.
I've been trying to go on living like nothing has changed, but it's too hard.
I'm not happy… 
You cannot protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from happiness. 
Tears come from the heart and not from the brain.
To have felt too much is to end in feeling nothing. 
People keep telling me that life goes on, but to me that's the saddest part. 
It's sad to be happy alone in Life.
 Sinks my sad soul with sorrow to the grave.
 You can be happy in life only when you are sad sometimes. 
I don't need a specific reason to be sad.
Please kill me…

Brittany