luv ♡

this hunger that i've got can be so toxic
every time i win i wanna top it
tell me if its cool if i talk out loud
i just have a way of feeling way too down

i'm just paranoid
got me rockin back and forth
think i'm wasting my time

i just need to feel my worth
i couldnt feel worse
anything that works
imma get to it first

i think i felt to broken
these hands are tied in the moment
i know that i'm not hopeless
can't let these cloudy days knock off my focus

i know u got problems i do too
put my haters on a carton if they come close
like curry when i cross them. they at my throat
tell me that i'm rotten. it's somethin i know

i drop and they watchin but they never show
been fishin i caught them like a gyardos
but they just some small fish like finding nemo
i wasnt a tall kid but i'll dunk on u hoes

talking out loud (prod. Gendo)

feat eturnity 
prod drk 
cover art by ssnarge

lucid w / eturnity (prod. DRK)

prod by my dawg @ilypelican

NIGGA I CAN RUN IT UP EVEN WITH MY EYES CLOSED

-wurds-

still real life
i been geekin all night
be me yea these lil boy tryna try
i had money comin in fell from the sky
i cud run it up even wit my eyes closed
offa 30mg lik wats a timezone
n this lil bih talk to me lik i was god or sum
i was noddin in the trees aint wanna feel nun
n ima real one
higher than the birds lik a mafuckin pelican
blu lil thirty i wont ever see the sky again
you a lil nigga yu cud never get as high as this
n you wouldnt want that
my life long so i hadda double down
n im noddin hard
lookin lik the hunch back uh notredom

from the sky prod. pelican

prod. https://soundcloud.com/deearrkay

-words-

i was lookin at the powder think it spelled my name
geekin till its lights out nigga fuck the pain
n they hatin cause they ont ger the shit i made
niggas hear the fuckin tune n they start actin strange
i know i can b a lil mafukin rude
but i b yellin in the void i know they aint listen
niggas wanna act cool they aint ever did shit
i b noddin out hard nigga to the ceiling
higher than the trees
know these nigga hatin on cause im fuckin me
nigga goin dumb
20mg on my desk rn
an i cant fabricate the tale
n i know these nigga lyin in they raps but ont care
nigga fuck a record sale
spend my life in hell
it jus me n drk gettin booted lik who care
n i know these nigga stare
nigga talkin lik who care

i know they dont care
i know niggas never did
i stay by myself
cause i dont wanna hurt again
lookin in the past
told myself i woulda quit
nigga signed a deal wit the devil
took his soul again
feelin lik i had to
geeked up past the roof
put this shit back in my nose fr
niggas gon act lik i aint do shit for you

spotify

world outside prod. drk

cellar door

cellar door [prod. apt9]

PROD. https://soundcloud.com/rakuennotobira

goodluck

-wurds-

they all wana talk lik they know me
in the ocean but i aint tryna sail
some shit i felt i never tell
niggas makin riddles tellin tall tales
you aint livin we can all tell
off that dope makin no sales
do shit for myself nigga by myself
de nigga dont get me cause they half as real
i jus copped some dope gettin high as hell
im on different pills gettin lost
i cant een see where im goin
i dont even want to tbh
hatin on me thats classic
nigga gon make you plastic
nigga worried bout that past shit
in ya own hell
its lik a waitin room
in ya own cell

know these nigga scared
everything i ever felt know its never real
all these days spent in my head
i dont ever feel
its like im underwwater
but i can see the sun
way to many things i wanna say
everyday i was gettin geeked
acid tab let it melt my brain
i was really gon get awae

fuck them niggas dawg
i know im the one
i was goin stupid craz e ever since a youth
ever since i popped that fuckin 30 i knew that i was real
feel lik i saw god inside my dreams wished me well
makin money through the net
niggas in my dms say im doin well
thinkin bout the past ye we came far
it took awhile jus to get here

know wat im sayin prod. rakuen

jus cried


-words-
in the woods lik blair witch
i stay to myself
niggas b way to pissed
told him b himself
i dont think he met him
break bread wit my dawgs
i could b gone next breath

know it cost alot
jus for me to think less
in my head i rot
i dont wanna make it
i can open doors that you cant ever close
they cant match the fit 
cause they cant find the clothes
spent to much of my time ona dirt road
money comin in but i went my route
he thought he was one of one
he aint got a dollar to his name he aint do enough
im still doin stupid shit for fun cause i dont give a fuck
i cud meet the sun today tomorrow either way im up
i aint got no time for that 
you aint got no time for me
i cant even count my racks
i cant fuckin read
this bitch think that im dyslexic 
but she pray to me
i b playin wit my septum 
aint no fuckin ring
no my nigga we not boxin 
aint no fuckin ring
this bitch talkin bout some marriage 
aint no fuckin ring
aha
got the money
i can make it sing
he a fan
i cant even blame

in the woods lik blair witch
i stay to myself
niggas b way to pissed
told him b himself
i dont think he met him
break bread wit my dawgs
i could b gone next breath

blair witch prod. e x cathead

- produced by https://soundcloud.com/murderclubz9000?ref=clipboard&p=i&c=1&si=5CFB9B87A1DD4E65A02308656E2164C7&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

i been i way up 
i been i way up 
i been sinking 
i been floating 
you can catch me 
yeah im going 
yeah im goin
yeah im goin

all these thoughts in my head 
they keep running back
all these things that i fear they keep coming back
i take one foreword and one step back

i been feeling so lost in my head 
i been feeling i been feeling 
i been sinking again
i been feeling so lost in my head 
x222

i been drinking what i think was God 
i been sinking in my head on God
i been feeling like i wasn't anything 
floating through my mind like anything 
where did you go 
where did i come from?
where did you go 
where did i come from?
where did you go 
where did you go

i been feeling so lost in my head 
i been feeling i been feeling 
i been sinking again
i been feeling so lost in my head 
demons wishin i was dead 
imma keep this goin keep my head up

crystalmind ' [prod cathead]

God is Good


---
i been seeing ghosts inside my head
i been feeling weightless 
i been feeling like i could fly 

help me find my 
help me find my way through all this pain

air - prod. cathead

PROD. me n https://soundcloud.com/user-297966139
talkin to the sun talkin to god or sum kna mean
with yung toner
https://soundcloud.com/deaftone

IDK WHAT THAT MEANT

[e]
i mighta lost my head
idk what that meant
wanna be friends again
idk what that meant

they b hatin on me
lik i aint the one that made the route
idk what that meant
im tryna see you dead
idk what these people expect from me
im gettin geeked over everything
that nigga smokin on anything
we dont play that game
my stomach dont want anything
i aint tryna leave that place
you ont wanna feel that pain
you ont wanna feel that
i ont even know you dawg
everybody wanna be friendly now
i could never run
i knew all this shit would come

[tonedeaf]
all these demons run around my head
i been trying to get up out my bead
i been sinking deeper than the ground
ground
all these people wanna wake me up
i been floating i been going up
i been singing in my sleep
i been singing in my dreams
i been singing
i been tryin to make it out

from the sky prod. pelican

eturnity

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