what i kill myself to

I been feeling down
Ain’t no ice around me, yeh
Put me in the ground
Hope my girl don’t see it
I been feeling drowned
Water rush up out me, yeh
Keep me feeling down
When you come around, see that?
I been feeling down
Ain’t no ice around me, yeh
Put me in the ground
Hope my girl don’t see, yeh
I been feeling drowned
Water rush, spout me, yeh
Keep me feeling down
When you come around, see that?

Keep me feeling down
When you come around, see that?
I was in your town
Doing shows with loud, lean back
Everyday I’m bound
To this flesh and sound, screen black
There ain’t nothing now
I just scream and pound cement

Baby girl I drool when I look at you
With no shame
Baby I’m a fool for the stuff you do
With no gain
Maybe I could too, if I wasn’t feeling
Heartache
Trynna keep my cool when I had no one
That’s heartbreak


My girl straight like
“Don’t say that”
“Every day alive, you made it”
“I don’t feel like you’re failing”
“You’re my daylight, my favorite”

SHEHELPSALOT (Prod. NETUH)

Prod. $UPRA

Posted
Dreaming, I'm dreaming, I'm lucid 
Call up my phone, it's who dis? 
Like Casper, I ghost, ain't new to this
I seen all your calls, won't go through with this
Like, I press decline, ain't good with this
Like baby, no feelings, don't ruin this
That Molly lock jaw, I'm good with this
Posted
Dreaming, I'm dreaming, I'm lucid 
Call up my phone, it's who dis? 
Like Casper, I ghost, ain't new to this
I seen all your calls, won't go through with this
Like, I press decline, ain't good with this
Like baby, no feelings, don't ruin this
That Molly lock jaw, I'm good with this
Fuck with it

Don't like the socials, I'm through with it, done with it
Counting the stars, I run with it
Counting them sheep so I never sleep
Smoking that Niccy, it levels me
Back on my grind, that's Santa Cruz
No bitch, the team never down to lose 
Beat up that pussy like black and blue, and she skinny too 

Moonlight, look out the window, that's moonlight
I'm chugging my drink, don't feel right
Baby-girl still tryna lock eye
Moonlight, look out the window, that's moonlight
I'm chugging my drink, don't feel right
Baby-girl still tryna lock eye

Couple gram of the sniff, what she want? Lines? 
So she loving on me, telling me lies
Why she acting like I'm in her spotlight
And them boy over there, dOn'T PlAy nICe
Don't give a fuck, put them cups up 
Shut the fuck up
Remember those girls back in school? Now they suck up
And that blue tick prick IRL: SUCKER
Steady, outta my mind, think my lucks up 
Ready for war, if you want it then buck up 
Solo, clutch it then bring the whole squad up
WARZONE, drop in them pills, time to go home 
So long, so long since I felt at home
Ready to go on the go and we sick on the flow
All of that coke hit the back of throat 
Drop back, pop that 
Come and twerk it on me, don't stop that 
Wake up, sober 
Regret my decision full circle
Never do that again, then get a call up 
"Fix, we need an order, come 'round get the drink 'cuh we bored up"
Still got some guys 'cross the boarder
And they toting on 9's only younger
How ya testing me bro, it's a wonder

Like Tony Montana, expanding my reach
Trust me bitch, I don't need no team
If time gets desperate then time for the ski
Binary on my chest with the code 'cuz the Matrix, ain't free

Posted
Dreaming, I'm dreaming, I'm lucid 
Call up my phone, it's who dis? 
Like Casper, I ghost, ain't new to this
I seen all your calls, won't go through with this
Like, I press decline, ain't good with this
Like baby, no feelings, don't ruin this
That Molly lock jaw, I'm good with this
DONE WITH IT

LUCID | Prod. $UPRA

Produced by. CXRPSE
Artwork by. Names Not Andy
Engineered by. Baby Gos

Lyrics:
Hitomi Tanaka the way that she riding me she said "Oh baby, your dick is the best"
I only fuck with the pits, they the team so the friendliness you can put that shit to rest
You acting sus, throw my fist in your gut take your bitch just to nut, cause I do what I want
Fuckers be pussy, wiping they boogies, crying and shit like it's they time of month

Bitch I'm unkillable, I feel invincible
Hearing my pain as I scream every syllable
Hate me it's typical, homie it's pitiful
One of a kind like I may be mythical
I'm at my pinnacle, feat it cost bread
and respect is additional, fucked up individual
Bitch imma god like my verses be biblical

Hitomi Tanaka the way that she riding me she said "Oh baby, your dick is the best"
I only fuck with the pits, they the team so the friendliness you can put that shit to rest
You acting sus, throw my fist in your gut take your bitch just to nut, cause I do what I want
Fuckers be pussy, wiping they boogies, crying and shit like it's they time of month
Hitomi Tanaka the way that she riding me she said "Oh baby, your dick is the best"
I only fuck with the pits, that's the team so the friendliness you can put that shit to rest
You acting sus, throw my fist in your gut take your bitch just to nut, cause I do what I want
Fuckers be pussy, wiping they boogies, crying and shit like it's they time of month

Spotify

HiTOMi TANAKA [prod. CXRPSE]

Bitch I’m rolling dope
I call it taking meds
Light a blunt and then I smoke
And fucking go to bed
Drown myself inside a bottle
Trynna avoid the end
I got sick of losing time
And now I’m losing friends

Like more grief is what I need
My soul is caving in
Meet the dead when I’m asleep
My waking side is grim
No one knows just what I mean
Except my fucking kin
I don’t fuck with what I see
I’m mixing juice and gin

Walking by the train tracks
I make a left, that’s Seminary
Meet me by the cemetery
Try and find out where I’m buried
Fuck I’m growing, life is scary
Wilt alone, my pedals heavy
Soil poisoned, never steady
Dripping oil, soaking plenty

It’s that fucking god of gore
Born of 8 0 7 4
All that blood stay on the floor
From me running up with swords
How’s it feel to be the Lord?
Can’t complain, I’m changing more
Adding bones to my decor
I’m bleaching skulls, okay? Be warned

I swear I’ll wear a bitch out
Like some fresh kicks
Button up all Uzumaki
Emo Fresh Prince
Pull a Glock up out my sock
I’m dripping red tints
Demi demon smoking pot
I wouldn’t test him

DEMIDEMONIC (Prod. NETUH)

lmao

https://soundcloud.com/navvvi & https://soundcloud.com/distortionthe1
prod. https://soundcloud.com/wasbeatz

shawty got problems, slay
navvvi got demons, pray
now they wanna follow once a homie hits a dougie
then they put it on the funnys
tell me where the monies
swear we all a couple buddies
arent you so scummy, yummy
homie as woke as j cole
make him dust like thanos
morph these rappers playdoh
level my rune, guardians of rift
said he was great, probobly a myth
you on her good side, i am her sith
showing her movies, im showing her width

Boy had to suffer long, now he jus fucking disappointed 
There was abundance there aint non left It's been disjointed 
Now they on basic ish ain't making shit 
This shit been hella poignant 
They ain't ever get the hint they disappear within a moments notice 
I'll put em down when I'm up in this bitch 
Too many options I might just emberass em 
Eyes on the game now I feel like a seraphim 
 liminal plane but I'm bringing the terror in 
Turn em a Skelton turn em to Ash 
Stench in the air I been burning the gas 
Begging for help I been turning the back 
ur hand been extended like guns & the mag

talking so loud, thinking he's a beat tag
what he said foul and i think that's so sad
taking you faggots serious im starting to hate myself
if i saw you eye to eye, im giving you studded belt
pick sides like a sail, we all call em steam
peak audio, bet he's first to show a beam
wanna be the one to fly so the homie belittle
middle class fkn white, call the homie malcome middle

Got All of these images inside the mind 
Getting unfocused and fuck up the try 
Pull out my hair all this stress is a sign 
I say fuck the complaining we ready to slide 
All of these weights just gon crumble on top of me
Strapped up i pull out the heat it's anomaly
Often I feel like the the  meter is calling me 
Mask up we stop in these demons'll follow me 
Get out now, talking shit out loud 
Better look inside the window what u miss out now 
Fucking slip down south now this shit so foul 
Going it off  they gonna  worship with the sin no shroud 
This indulgence ate up 
Got the nerve to fucking change up 
If you ass just gon complain 
I never wanted you to stay up

rap_music

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/kxdyine

Lyrics:

Ruger got the drop, pop and lock
Run it though your block
Cock it back, click clack
Bitch I’m boutta make it pop
Hunnid dollar shoes on
Doc martins wanna stomp
Blood shake the earth when it drip
I do what I want

Bitch I’m a killa'
Cleva go Guerilla
Running with an AK
Take over your villa
The rounds I brought are Silva
I’m just like an enigma
But Cleva' got the strap on 'em like the goddamn militia

Clevamane is ready, pulling up with a machete
Got my check oh that’s a betty, I got grey goose in this yeti
That boy trippin' flippin' ketty', cocaine stompers getting messy
Pop that Glock like pop no Pepsi, kill streak Cleva' on a frenzy

End your life like it’s a tape, you thought that shit as a movie
Send these shots and then escape yeah Clevamane he keep it moving
Brolly rolling with a K' yeah fuck all of that future proofing
End that shit in like a day and tell ‘em keep that Draco shooting

Ruger got the drop, pop and lock
Run it though your block
Cock it back, click clack
Bitch I’m boutta make it pop
Hunnid dollar shoes on
Doc martins wanna stomp
Blood shake the earth when it drip
I do what I want

Bitch I’m a killa'
Cleva go Guerilla
Running with an AK
Take over your villa
The rounds I brought are Silva
I’m just like an enigma
But Cleva' got the strap on 'em like the goddamn militia

In the club with bottles, and you better keep ‘em coming hoe
You know we in the building and it still gon' mother fucking snow
I got a Ruger on me and I’m think I'm gonna let it blow
We out the back we gotta get away it’s time to fuckin go

Red and blue the sirens ringing out we need'a make a move
We duckin' jakes but we just playin pigs instead of fucking goose
So now we layin' low I smoke it to my soul I’ll let it loose
A noose around my neck ain’t got a single thing to fucking lose

Clevamane and Kodyine in this bitch we rep the fuckin set
It’s FK till my dying days I’ll see you all in hell again
And shout out dirty gang we always gotta fucking represent
So thanks for coming out this is the end and now I’m fucking dead

Ruger got the drop, pop and lock
Run it though your block
Cock it back, click clack
Bitch I’m boutta make it pop
Hunnid dollar shoes on
Doc martins wanna stomp
Blood shake the earth when it drip
I do what I want

Bitch I’m a killa'
Cleva go Guerilla
Running with an AK
Take over your villa
The rounds I brought are Silva
I’m just like an enigma
But Cleva' got the strap on 'em like the goddamn militia

RUGER

RUGER (Ft. Kodyine)

Bitch I’m too elevated
I swear to god, I roll a blunt
And then disintegrate it
Y’all my Sons, I be a star
I’m out in orbit, spacing
It’s Hara Kiri bitch
We pull up gutted, all serrated
My draco talking for me bitch
It ain’t no conversation

Send him one, send him two
Get him traced up
Got my bong, got my tool
Got my dick sucked
Set no stun, making pools
When my phase bust
Your bitch fun, make her drool
When I face fuck

Put that tag up on my toe and then I’m out bitch
Where your bag? Where your flows? You ain’t bout shit
You ain’t tagged, you ain’t rode, get your house hit
I got hands, I got bros, get your mouth split

Bitch I got that 40 on me
Roll up and you dead
I ain’t feeling lonely homie
I just feel like death
Growing up my brothers told me
Aim it for their necks
I be that heavy hearted soldier Oni
Try to check my specs uh

Dripping in gothic, I’m picking your pocket
I stay with a rocket, I dare you to stop it
I’ll unplug your optics, from both of the sockets
My cellar all rotten, I drag em in, lock it
Y’all pussies I’m popping, on E when you dropping
Reload then I cock it, my dog get you walking
Get lined up with chalk in a minute for talking
The smoke got me coughing, I’m smoking your coffin

Hang a motherfucker let him drip inside a bucket
I be buried in the forest, take a shovel then I tuck it
Pulling dirt up out the ground, I take a step and then I chuck it
I be tangled up and cutting, tell your bitch I bet she’ll love it
Check my vitals when she rush in, I can tell you when I’m busting
Got a tarp lay for gushing, cutting body parts to dozens
Grab the drugs and get to flushing, gotta strain it with my cousin
Bitch I pull up like No Russian, bet your homies get to running

Hollow getting paid for shows
Still caught up in the chains below
Wrote a million fucking flows
Like all that shit is nothing bro
Hold me back, I’ll take your souls
They hope I fucking overdose
I do too, while still engrossed
In every fucking sin I chose

ITHURTSWHENIP (Prod. GA$H A$HEN x SKILL SYRUP)

Lyrics:

Breaking out the cemetery kicking through the gates
You tried to keep me tucked away but can't erase the hell you made
You pussies all just act the same so I'm removing my dead weight
So say bye bye and meet this 5.56 loaded In my HK
I'm walking with blood dripping off me popping pills you've never seen
Keep talking on me prolly hit the floor or get hit with a beam
I'm dropping bodies no need for autopsies Cleva' cleaned the scene
Chop up the lobby come in like the army with a fucking team bitch

Stacking up my paper blowing vapor you don't want no smoke
Lil' shawty thinks I hate her I'm just so depressed I want to croak
I'm walking around with a tool tied to my hip no bitch this ain't a joke
I'll blast a motherfucker to bits click clack then spit blood till you fucking choke

705, rolling slow on a cold night, 45 tucked in the seats hope you don't mind
Coke lines, off a crazy hoe, hope she don't bite
Might pull a knife to deprive you of life, oh shit
Fuck a motherfucker up for running up on me you getting knocked in 1V3
Cut the motherfuckers lights out send that fucker to sleep like a damn PC

Fear me, fear me, fear me, fear
Fear me, fear me, fear me, fear
Fear me, fear me, fear me, fear
Fear me, fear me, fear me, fear
Fear me, fear me, fear me, fear
Fear me, fear me, fear me, fear
Fear me, fear me, fear me, fear
Fear me, fear me, fear me, fear

FEAR ME

Eating ether with my spine
Bitch I need a double cup
Demons crawling out my mind
It took me years to sober up
I done died a hundred times
In spite, to show your God just sucks
I’ma live a thousand lives
And all I’ll do is fuck them up

Hollow on that jumper shit
I dump a clip and fucking dip
Tell my opps to suck a dick
It’s hollow bitch I murder shit
I creep and cut, I gut a pig
Don’t know where his organs is
Find a couple bloated limbs
Then kill his kids, that’s bacon bits

Aye it’s dark all the time
I don’t wanna see the light
So when hollow go to slide
Kill your bitch and cause a fright
And it happens every night
I’ve been trynna make it right
Got some demons that abide
Fuck a fight, I’ll take your life

Hollow want that hemoglob
He cut himself but he don’t know
He creep inside that funeral home
And snatch your bod if we alone
He see inside a DI clone
The reason why I feed? I don’t
I be alive but soon I won’t
There’s reasons why I keep a tome

Bitch I’m smoking backwoods
Creeping out the lumber
Still just trynna slumber
I wake up and that’s a bummer
It’s like only when my cash good
Can I awake and come up
Know that I’ll be where you been
Like the winter meet the summer

ITSDARKALLTHETIME (Prod. SKILL SYRUP X $UU)

I don’t like you bitches
I know you don’t like me
Slide out the crib with a clip
Know it’s frightening
Go ask your bitch bro
I bet you that she like me
Hollow stay surrounded
Till he blows his brains, it’s likely

I’ll get you buried with your team
Stacked on top like y’all gon cuddle
It’s that terrorist they shuffle
Bitch I came up out the rubble
Y’all know hollow tend to cream
When I see them leaking puddles
Keep it G between 2 cutters
Ima fiend, got no rebuttal aye

Talking you a pussy
On some fuck shit, aim that
Looking for your head
When I cut shit, (REDACTED)
Put on BestGore
that’s a dub shit, save that
Motherfuckers ducking
When I bust, don’t say that

In hell with them angels
I-I-I don’t need a halo
Boy I heard that you was talking
Bout how all I sip is draino 
Drenched in their blood
Like I still don’t need a raincoat
Tell them Holly doesn’t speak
Unless their filling up my bankroll

It’s that elven fucking battle mage
Straight up out the dragon age
Ran up just to dig your grave
I’d say you got 11 days
You can try to run away
Until I come and take your legs
Carve your skin I wear your face
And rev this chainsaw in your brains

Gothic boy? He hot? Shit
Dripping in her panties
Got it boy? You not shit
Dip and pop some xannies
Crush a void, and then straw snip
Mucous taste like candy
Can’t avoid the truth I spit
My mind is feeling empty

DRA(I)NO (Prod. GA$H A$HEN x SKILL SYRUP)

KILLLAGOOP Ft. KirbLaGoop (Prod. by GA$H A$HEN x SKILL SYRUP)

(Gash, stop cutting…)

Bitch I got this shit on lock
Still got family smoking rocks
I put rappers in a box
I’m sending nails in through the top
Hoes be hoping Holly drop
Like they wanna clone my cock
Stitching dildos into rot
Trynna ride the wave I caught

They go fa la la la la
As I run em through the saw
Bitch I only break the law
Breaking blunts and breaking jaws
Hope they plotting on my fall
Boy it’s fuck em all, we ball
Off a tab I’m 8 feet tall
Hieroglyphics on my walls

Bitch I grew up with them robbers
No knocking when we came
Hoe I’ll pull up to your mamas
And light that bitch aflame
Raised by snakes I’m like a mamba
There’s venom in my fangs
Drip untamed, blow my brains
Straining chunks into the drain

Bitch I got this shit on lock
Still got family smoking rocks
I put rappers in a box
I’m sending nails in through the top
Hoes be hoping Holly drop
Like they wanna clone my cock
Stitching dildos into rot
Trynna ride the wave I caught

They go fa la la la la
As I run em through the saw
Bitch I only break the law
Breaking blunts and breaking jaws
Hope they plotting on my fall
Boy it’s fuck em all, we ball
Off a tab I’m 8 feet tall
Hieroglyphics on my walls

Y’all don’t get no money
So I know you boys just hating
Till I line they asses up
Wetting shirts up on the pavement
Bitch I fly to your hood
Just to have a damn vacation
Trynna act all fucking hard
Aye lil g I’m really Satan

Pull out their organs and put em on hooks
Wearing my skin, they ain’t stealing my looks
I give nothing to no one, I sit here with kush
Holly burning apartments, got souls that I took
I was raised by a felon, I’ll end up a crook
Hope my pops feeling proud when he see me get booked
I been talking bout shows, not a shiv leave em shook
On a slab, in a lab, on their back, getting cooked

Bitch I send em to the garden, I ain’t ever talking Eden
Got a sawed off in my trunk and ima leave em all in pieces
Holly throw em in the dirt and they get covered up with feces
My disorder, y’all have seen it, got me sorting out a meaning
For my mental when I’m fiending, as a kid I took a beating
Now I’m older with a beam and I would rather keep it steaming
Got a team and I ain’t leading, I can’t keep out all the demons
In my brain I hear the screaming, trynna write out what I’m dreaming

Bitch I got this shit on lock
Still got family smoking rocks
I put rappers in a box
I’m sending nails in through the top
Hoes be hoping Holly drop
Like they wanna clone my cock
Stitching dildos into rot
Trynna ride the wave I caught

They go fa la la la la
As I run em through the saw
Bitch I only break the law
Breaking blunts and breaking jaws
Hope they plotting on my fall
Boy it’s fuck em all, we ball
Off a tab I’m 8 feet tall
Hieroglyphics on my walls

ROCKS (Prod. GA$H A$HEN)

Notting Hill Noise - UK Grime Beat

Jocelyn Flores (spideylex remix)

Credits:
Producer: RoseFromThePain & Willie G
Engineer: RoseFromThePain 
Artist:  RoseFromThePain & Egg God
Record Label: NARCISSISTIC RECORDS

ROXANNE (Slow Version)

JUPITER$ TYRADE - RVDICVL ft. Ghosty (prod. by Setoku)

DEVOID KING 419 HKK
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DEMIDEMONIC (Prod. NETUH)

KillhOllOw (@killhollow)

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